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too broken to fix by sochilya (93kooker)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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“Are you going to be a dick and not talk about it?” Shane finally asks.
Ilya is not a dick. Not always. Only when he really wants to be.
“I get worried when you’re like this.”
“You will have panic attack, Hollander.”
“Ilya.” Shane rolls into him and buries his face into Ilya’s chest. Ilya leans down to take a long breath of his damp hair. Being close to him should be enough. Isn’t it enough? “I’m serious. I notice things.”
(or; Ilya is fucking depressed again. The only person who helps is Shane.)
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“Shit, I’m sorry,” Jungkook says, picking up the wrapped sandwich, dusting off the paper. He lifts his chin, and his breath vanishes for a moment. Yoongi—of course it’s Yoongi standing across from him right now. “Um, here.” He passes Yoongi his food. “Are you okay?”
“Thanks,” Yoongi breathes, running a hand through his shaggy platinum hair, getting it out of his eyes. Fuck, Jungkook hasn’t really gotten a chance to see him up close like this and he isn’t any less pretty than he used to be when they were kids. In fact, he really has gotten way hotter. “I was coming over to say hi and then I slipped and—”
“It’s okay.” Jungkook forces a weak smile. He cannot let his anxiety take over right now. He’s talking to Yoongi one-on-one for the first time in years and he will not screw this up. “Well… Hi.”
Yoongi lets out a tense breath. “Hi,” he replies, dropping his hands, backpack hanging off one shoulder. “Um, I actually wanted to ask you something?”
A tingle travels up Jungkook’s spine. “Yeah?”
(or; Years after their families drifted apart, Yoongi and Jungkook reunite as college students living in opposite worlds.)
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Rain pours down through the open balcony doors in the bedroom, drenching his head with cold, wet raindrops as he sits, slumped against the glass windows. He’s not sure what hour of the night it is anymore, the sky too dark and too cloudy to maintain a true sense of the world surrounding him. His body had been fading in and out of consciousness, only semi-attached to the concept of why he was even exposing himself to the terrible weather in the first place.
Jungkook breathes in the heavy earthy smell permeating the air and digs his fingers into his scalp, as if he can remove the pressure thumping against his skull. It’s always times like this where his body feels inexplicably empty, for some reason. His heart thuds against the inside of his chest, aching and forlorn, waiting for someone he knows won’t come.
This is what happens when Jungkook is alone.
(or; Alone, Jungkook is unsure how to love Yoongi and himself at the same time. Together, he might just find hope again.)
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Instead of watching and waiting, Yoongi stuffs his hands into his pockets to make sure he has the cigarettes he brought and stumbles up to the exit. He stands outside with a couple other smokers to stick a cigarette into his mouth, flicking his lighter a little helplessly until the flame ignites and burns the end of the stick. He breathes in for a deep first hit, letting it enter his lungs, aching, and blows out the excess in a slow motion.
It feels good.
He smokes the whole cigarette alone. He pulls out another one less than a minute later.
“Those’ll kill you hyung,” a distant voice calls over the warm breeze.
(or; Yoongi is not a pessimist.)
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Stay in Check by 93kooker for Lonely_starlight_dreams
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
26 May 2024
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Yoongi comes to a slow halt in front of the copy room on their floor, propped open by a small trash can, the sound of Jimin’s soft, shy laugh floating out to the hallway. He peeks past the door frame and finds, much to his dismay, the sight of Jimin leaning against the copier and a recent addition to the board of directors, Jeon Jungkook. He’s been a pain in Yoongi’s ass already, and the odd, flirty smile on his face is just the icing on the cake.
“I swear, you have to have, like, a magic touch or something. I always have to go down to HR to use the copy machine, this one never works for me,” Jungkook is saying, and it makes Jimin laugh again, maybe a little harder. Jungkook bumps their shoulders together, gathers his papers from the copier, and gazes into Jimin’s eyes for a little too long for comfort.
You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.
(or; Yoongi likes Jimin, but it turns out that he isn’t the only one in the office who does.)
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The Other Side of the Road by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2025
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"No m'not," Shane said, somehow pressing his face even more into Ilya's body. "All I ever did was play hockey. Now, I don't know what I'm gonna do. I hope we have a baby soon."
The car went quiet at that. When Shane looked up, Ilya was looking out the window, jaw set.
"S' something wrong?" Shane asked. He ran his fingertips along the warm skin of Ilya's forearm.
Ilya turned back to face him, expression softened. Whatever pensiveness had taken hold of him was gone.
"No. Everything is perfect."
After sixteen seasons of professional hockey, Shane Hollander retires from the NHL in the interest of starting a family with his loving husband. It's maybe a little earlier than he would've liked, but with his thirty-five year old knees beginning to protest, it makes sense.
He's happy. He and Ilya have been working towards this for nearly a decade.
He's also terrified, wondering if this is the biggest mistake of his life, and thinking that maybe he should take it all back. But mostly, he's happy.
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- Part 5 of they say that the world was built for two
- Part 5 of Broc's Hollanov Oneshots
Bookmarked by sochilya (93kooker)
30 Dec 2025
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ilyarozanovofficial ✓ on Instagram
[a slideshow post of Ilya and Shane’s time in the Bahamas, complete with scenic sunset pictures, coconuts by the beach, and a shot of Shane from the back showing only his forearm and his hand linked with Ilya’s, leading him forward]
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@S_Hollander24 sorry, i have a boyfriend
2,384 likesThe only thing the media knows about famous model Ilya Rozanov's secret boyfriend is that he exists. Shane is happy to keep their relationship private, until he isn't.
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Bookmarked by sochilya (93kooker)
29 Dec 2025
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Young and Hopelessly Smitten by jukoist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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“Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”
Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.
“Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”
“Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.
“Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”
This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.
It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.
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Bookmarked by sochilya (93kooker)
24 Dec 2025
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Shane is at a sports bar in Tampa when people at his table start talking shit about Ilya. It becomes impossible to keep his mouth shut.
Or, an alternative retelling of how Hayden finds out.
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Bookmarked by sochilya (93kooker)
19 Dec 2025
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On the Brink of Forever by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 May 2025
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There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.
Wait, what?
At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.
Shane wishes he’d died, too.
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- Part 1 of your name, forever the name on my lips
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Bookmarked by sochilya (93kooker)
19 Dec 2025