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  1. Rec 36

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    Ivan's been feeling sick. Till regrettably cares and tries to help. Things only get worse somehow. Like. Very bad.

    Smile small and tired and nothing like him at all, Ivan says, “Till, I’m perfectly fine,” then proceeds to spontaneously combust into flames. Literally. The fire alarm goes off.

    By the time Till’s able to comprehend the scene in front of him, all that’s left is a pile of ashes. He blinks once. Twice.

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 11

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    Till tries not to think of the kids as sums of parts, but he does stumble quite a bit. It doesn’t help that they don’t have names, just initials.

    The solution is better names, obviously. The kids aren’t all that receptive to it.

    Till is definitely NOT a dad now.

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    24 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sweet

  3. Rec *

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    Ivan wakes up in a grass field full of red flowers. The air is warm and dry, and Ivan breathes it in, the ghost of rain still running down his face and the image of Till’s shocked face smeared in his vision. A beautiful blue sky looms overhead.

    On his left, a boy with gray hair lays beside him, fast asleep. Ivan thinks surely even death could not be this cruel. Ivan swallows as he skims his fingers over the boy’s face.

    “Till.” He says, too softly for anyone to hear.

    Till stirs, his eyelids twitch, but he doesn’t wake.

    Ah.

    Ivan wonders which part of this is the bad dream.

     

    Russian translation available!! -- Translated by Tsukimi_77

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    23 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Favourite ivantill fic ♥️♥️ The way Ivan is characterised and his feelings for Till described are pure perfection

  4. Rec 89

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    Till is into Ivan being a cutesy, earnest ex-idol. Ivan is into Till being a cool, unapproachable senior. The truth? They’re both pining losers.

    “I have a poster of you in my room,” Ivan warns.

    “No. You don’t,” Till says before he can help it. Because, sure maybe, the possibility isn’t so bizarre. Ivan has blatantly stated that he’s a fan, and it’s not that unusual. Till has some band posters hung up at his place. But it’s more so the idea of so effortlessly admitting it.

    “You’re right,” Ivan says, resigned, and Till’s about to feel, if just a little, offended that Ivan would joke like that when he adds, “I don’t have just one.”

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    22 Jul 2026

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    "Why don't you make your own birthday, then?"

    His own birthday? Is that kind of thing even possible?

    "How so?" Ivan inquired, turning to try and study Till's full expression. He looked... considering. Deep in thought, like he was working on a composition or a drawing that wasn't turning out exactly right.

    "Just pick a day and say it's your birthday. No one could argue with you if no one knows when it is."

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    or, Ivan gets found by Till while trying to stave off a breakdown. Till helps (in his own way).

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    22 Jul 2026