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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Besides, that’s the best part.”

    “What is?” Yoshiki asked.

    “Filmin’ you. All the time.”

    Hikaru… I gave you this so you could catch things that are important fer you. Not to waste it on, well… me.”

    “But—” 

    ↻ ◁ || ▷ ↺ ⩇⩇:⩇⩇

    If you could fit eight years of your life into a two-hour film, which parts would you choose to show? And why? 

    For Hikaru, that question gets a little more complicated as he tries to balance a new sense of self with the person who matters most to him. But as footage rolls, the lines start to blur.

    Or: a collection of moments that somehow becomes a love story.

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    ‘Hikaru’ and Yoshiki are safe, but they have to deal with the trauma caused by ‘Hikaru’s’ capture. Fragile and insecure, ‘Hikaru’ was no longer able to liberate his true form. Guilty and afraid that ‘Hikaru’ might try to abandon him, Yoshiki was doing everything he could to heal the monster-boy he loved so much. Would they be able to heal the scars that marked their bodies and souls?

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    05 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 68

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    Hoshina, his existential crisis, and the monsters who want him alive.

    Or, Hoshina learns to live for simple pleasures through the power of love.

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    28 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    This had to be one of the shittiest weeks of Yoshiki's life.

    He's certain of it.

    Not as shitty as the week when he saw Hikaru's corpse. Or the village almost getting completely whipped out from the face of the earth.
    But it certainly was on the top 3... Maybe 5th... 6th.
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    Or why sometimes is good to indulge in the things you want to try. L̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶P̶u̶p̶p̶y̶p̶l̶a̶y̶.̶

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    22 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Hunger. Sexual Desire. Fear of death.

    These are instincts that Hikaru doesn't have.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    He crosses his arms around his chest, hunching over himself. "So, um. Is it... real different than bein' in a human body?"

    It clicks at him again. There's an answering shiver in Yoshiki's ribs, a mix of fear and itchy curiosity. Against his better judgement he inches forward, lifting his hand into the space between them. The thing tracks his movements with a noiseless twitch.

    "Do you feel other things the same, too? Like... if I touch you, can you feel it?"

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Humans are complex. Monsters are rather simple.

    What does that make you?

    “I don’t want ya to force yourself to be human,” Yoshiki says again. “So if it helps…”

    You nod, eyes wide. Your insides shiver in anticipation. Even just the prospect of it has you excited. It’s lame, it’s so lame, but you can’t be bothered to care.

    “Yeah,” you hear yourself say. “Let’s do it.”

    Or: Love can be difficult when your love is not quite human.

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    06 Nov 2025

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    'Hikaru' runs a thumb over Yoshiki's lips, and he jitters, skin jumping minusculely as if the touch is foreign. And maybe it is—the slide of something inhuman, warbling, splitting, crystallized into a goopy substance, cramped and shoved harshly beneath the folds of his skin. The feeling of something that seeps through the thin barrier between human and monster.

     

    "Ease up a little…" 'Hikaru' murmurs, edging his chin down, "I'll try'n be quick."

     

    And then 'Hikaru's' lips are on his… 

     

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    'Hikaru' gives Yoshiki "CPR" (if u can even call it that) after the bath scene, and it leads to 'Hikaru' asking about kissing….and to something else, something that they definitely shouldn't be doing.

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    15 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    It's so very, very cold.

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    14 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 33

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    Kafka didn’t know exactly when the way he looked at vice-captain Hoshina turned from mere admiration and awe into something more. One day he was admiring the way his muscles worked stretching his compression t-shirt as he re-enacted his fight with him (or, more exactly, with nº8) and the next he was struggling to concentrate on his private training, wanting to rip that same shirt off the vice-captain body in order to lick the sweat off his abs.

    Aehm.

    Point was, the only thing Kafka was absolutely sure of was that at nearly thirty-three years old, he should have been way past that phase of his life when just looking at a pretty person would get him all kind of flustered, but there he was: fighting Hoshina with his fists and fighting an erection with his mind.

    Because apparently getting beat up by hot men did that for him. Figures.

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    19 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    Hajime was created to be a tool for destruction, a monster that even the other monsters fear. Placing enough trust in another person to be vulnerable around them goes against everything he is. But for Kenzaki, he wants to try.

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    21 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 7

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    The jokers refuse to fight. The Overseer tries a different approach to end the battle fight and gets more than he bargained for

    joker on joker hot action

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    16 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 13

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    Iruma is greedy, so Alice and Kirio have to learn to share.

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    19 May 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 14

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    In the aftermath of everything, Shouma and Hanto both learn how to process each other's affection

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    17 Apr 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 2

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    推荐bgm:海底

    如果沉入海底,有没有人找你。

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    26 Mar 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    Night training turns into something a lot more steamy.

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    17 Aug 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 85

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    Kafka expects to get in trouble when Hoshina catches him on the rooftop sharing a joint with Aoi. Instead, he learns that the vice-captain has some vices of his own and he gets a first row ticket to witness them.

    - or -

    Hoshina Soushirou spends his nights smoking weed and resisting the temptation that is Hibino Kafka. Or trying to, at least.

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    16 Aug 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 14

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    Just your average training session in which Soshiro is in love with Kafka, but Kafka does not feel the same way.

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    07 Aug 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 54

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    Soshiro wants to fuck Kafka in his Kaiju form. He does.

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    15 Jul 2024

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