IllusionOfDeath

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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Aranessa hadn't stopped shaking.

    Julien thought, or maybe just hoped, that it had eased a little after she'd eaten. She'd curled up in bed without argument, beneath the druid-warmed blanket, but even facing away from him, he could tell she wasn't asleep. Her breathing had the faintest little shudder to it, and her grip on the blanket was a little too tight.

    Julien watched the shift of her shoulders and the dense fall of her hair in the dark and felt utterly helpless.

     

    Or: Lying together in the dark, Julien tries to take care of his lady as best he can, and maybe needs a little caring for himself.

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    30 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    A folded-up piece of paper that Demodus keeps hidden under the couch and only takes out when Bolaire is out of the house.

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    07 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    Penelope finally got her husband back. He is filthy, traumatized and claims to be different from the man that left twenty years ago. Has he really changed so much? His hair certainly has.

    Alternatively: The family spends time with each other for the first time in twenty years. Odysseus gets some much needed haircare.

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    02 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Thaisha worries for her son. Vaelus will not cede control. Weeks later, Aranessa takes umbrage in the return of her closest friend.

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    27 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Her name is Vaelus – this, she remembers – and her sister had freckles, maybe, and her mother screamed as she died, and the halls of her family are empty and dark. She has a part to play in this story, and she wishes, wishes, wishes oh so desperately that it could be one that would forgive her sins, that it could be one that would allow her to make up for it all.

    She swallows her grief like water.

    By now, she has gotten used to it – the coldness and the heavy weight upon her shoulder – and yet she doesn’t think she ever will. By now, she is beginning to grasp what the word ‘grief’ – rotten and bitter in her mouth – fully means. By now, what's left of her family has begun to make plans, desperate ones, to somehow find meaning in life other than pain, to return the world, their world, back to what they loved so dearly.

     

    Vaelus cares in the sense that she would do anything, at this point, for no reason at all.

     

    For whom then, if not for them and not for her mother either?

    For nobody, she thinks. For herself.

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    (or: The world looks different, after.)

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    10 Mar 2026