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    “Then my decision is final,” Mori smiled, something clinical and terrifying, “I’d like what was mine, back.”

     

    Or: Mori chooses Dazai for the transfer deal, Chuuya won't let that happen.

    (In process of a rewrite)

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    28 Jul 2026

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    It starts with Chuuya beginning to wear shirts to bed.

    Dazai would not say that he is ashamed of his own scars—he hasn't been able to feel anything like shame in a long time. Still, he defers to them, sinking into his bandages and heavily-layered clothes and letting them swallow him whole. The thought of Chuuya living the same way? It makes him ache in a way he’s unfamiliar with.

    So he devises a plan to ameliorate the issue before it has a chance to fester. The only thing is… he doesn't expect Chuuya to turn the tables back on him.

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    10 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Oh, what a turn of events.” he hums, entirely too pleased. “Do you think he can see me?”

    What a silly question. They both know that he isn’t real, and only Chuuya sees him.

     

    (or, chuuya realizes fragments of your mind don’t disappear. they just learn how to hide in a way it stops bothering you.)

    (or, chuuya hallucinates dazai after his defection.)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Dazai, freshly seventeen and filled with the hormones, finally hits his quintessential teenage crush era. There's only one problem with that: It's Dazai getting his first crush, so his impeccable logic leads him to the conclusion that these strange symptoms are in fact a result of his body finally deciding to take his suicide into its own hands.

    The one where the ol' Port Mafia adage that the greatest misfortune of Dazai's enemies is that they're Dazai's enemies seems to also hold true for his crushes.

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    12 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    He opts to kneel halfway- take in the sight quickly but thoroughly. Why’s Chuuya still on the ground? What happened-? Did he pass out-?

    No, Chuuya is wide awake.

    Through the moon’s light, overpowering in blue, Dazai registers the trembles coursing through Chuuya’s body in waves- tsunamis. The heaving of his chest that is too quick and shallow. And the natural follow-up of that should be a deep grimace etched on his face, a wince pulling his always emotive, human expressions-

    A gasp escapes Dazai’s lips before he can help it.

    No-

    Chuuya’s face. Chuuya’s eyes. They’re entirely blank. Dull. Dead.

    Or: In one of the rare moments where Chuuya can't get himself back up, Dazai is unfortunately there to help...


    For BSD Disability Week Day 6: PTSD (+Dissociation)

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    16 Mar 2026