MayWilder
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"We will do this twice a week. I'll get your parents to write a letter to your school, and every Tuesday and Thursday morning we will sit here and recite scripture until you reach the absolution you so desire."
“How will I know that I’ve reached absolution?” Jake's voice was sore from speaking through tears. "How will I know that God's forgiven me?"
“Everything will fall into place, Jake,” Pastor Trevor squeezed the back of his neck again, prompting him to keep his head bowed. “You’ll find the grandest sense of peace, of finally arriving home, where you are safe and loved.”
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Or, while celebrating the success of the mission, Jake contemplates his past, present, and future.
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Bradley is Maverick’s child. There’s nothing he could ever do to replace Goose, and he didn’t do half as good a job as his best friend would have done. However, Maverick soothed nightmares and nursed fevers, negotiated during tantrums and cheered at every baseball game. And while Maverick did a lot of things wrong, you can pry parenthood out of his burned-in corpse. He loves his kid, and all he’s ever wanted is for Bradley to be whole and happy.
And maybe that starts with a real, honest conversation that is long overdue.
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Or, after The Mission, life moves on.Series
- Part 1 of Feels Like Home
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Her birthday was always the worst.
The anniversary of her death was manageable. It had been a day that Bradley was anticipating with dread, but it had been expected. Watching her finally close her eyes and take her last breath had come with an ugly mix of emotions. Pain, at never hearing her voice again. Relief, that she was no longer in pain. Selfish relief, that he was released from the burden of watching her deteriorate. Guilt, at the relief. And all together, it was Bradley’s grief. That terrible grief that had him clutching her lifeless hand, hours after it began to stiffen and Hospice hadn’t arrived, and - oh god, his mother was dead. Carole Bradshaw would never again make whole the lives of those around her.
All of the horrible people in the world, and the beautiful shining light that was Carole Bradshaw, was out.
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- Part 4 of Feels Like Home
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“My wife has asked that you join us for dinner tomorrow night,” Beau says carefully.
“Your wife, sir?” Jake’s brow furrows. “Why would she like to meet me?”
“She thinks its important that my mentee sees a healthy work-life balance.”
“I’m your mentee?” Jake teases, smirking lightly. “And you talk about me enough that your wife wants to meet me?”
“You can continue to be a pain in my ass,” Beau sighs, looking up at the ceiling. “Or, you can take the offer of a free dinner with a beautiful and intellectually stimulating woman.”
“Oh, I definitely want to see this side of Cyclone,” Jake grins. “Domesticated.”
“You’re bordering on impertinence.”
“Me? Never.”
“Let’s go back to when you respected me and my position.”
Jake appears to settle down, but only slightly. He clears his throat and squares his shoulders. “I’d be honored to attend dinner with your family, Admiral. Just tell me a date and time.”
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or, Beau Simpson didn't mean to adopt a fully grown naval aviator, but, you know; shit happens.Series
- Part 3 of Feels Like Home
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Jake: he said he wants to know if he can say something outside of a professional scope
Mick Mouse: SAY YES
Jake: Okay
Jake: Copied from his message “There are worse places to spend a friday night. Too bad it was for work.”
Mick Mouse: are you screaming rn? im screaming for you
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or, Jake is pretty sure he's fallen into a 90s porn flick
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Same Stars by MayWilder
Fandom A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, Game of Thrones (TV)
08 May 2023
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"All the time I feel I must justify my existence."
Prince Charles
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cheesy country love song by enzhe, MayWilder
Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Mar 2020
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Patience and love are the potent mix that makes devotion.
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- Part 9 of win conditions
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08 Jun 2026
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for better or for worse (mostly worse) by sohardtosay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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@mensicehockey2k
Hopefully Hollander and Rozanov make statements about this soon. Lots of young kids look up to these guys. Super disappointing if it’s true.
11:58 AM ᐧ 18 Jan 2017 ᐧ 399K Views@starweavergia
this is like the opposite of being told your parents are getting divorced #hollanovwedding
11:12 AM ᐧ 18 Jan 2017 ᐧ 86K Views@rizzanov_official
GOOD MORNING GIRLIES HOW ARE WE ALL FEELING TODAY #hollanovwedding #hollanovnation #hollanovontop
11:09 AM ᐧ 18 Jan 2017 ᐧ 570K ViewsShane and Ilya get drunk that night in Tampa and wake up married in Vegas.
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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16 May 2026
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you all the way down by inkingbrushes for chaentics
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08 Feb 2026
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“Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.
The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.
“What is?” Shane asks.
Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”
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(or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)
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The memory of Shane’s face the first time he had entered him has been permanently tattooed on his brain for years. There have been very few nights where the image of Shane arching back with his eyes closed in bliss has not haunted him, so many times that he knows it as well as his own. But this Shane, the one underneath him right this very moment, is going to be his undoing. It’s the same mouth open around a soundless cry, the same eyelashes fanning over freckled cheeks, the same shock of black hair against a pillow, but the expression is peaceful in a way that Ilya has never seen.
In comparison, Ilya is unraveling. He can feel every cell of his body vibrating on a frequency that threatens to dissolve him into an entirely different state of matter. Here, inside Shane with nothing between them, he is going to split apart and be made new, something beyond flesh.
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Missing scene from the Tampa Bay hotel room.
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- Part 1 of Song of Solomon