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    At the MHL awards in Vegas there is only one bathroom back stage, it just so happens Scott Hunter is trying to get a breather when the two people he had been trying to avoid all night come in and seem to miss that he’s there.

    What will he overhear? And how will it change things.

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    Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?

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    18 May 2026

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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane was diagnosed with autism after doing an evaluation for the Montreal Metros. It was a shock at first but it quickly explained so much of his life. And while he's not ashamed of it, he doesn't want to tell the team, or anyone really. He doesn't want them to think he's weak or needs special treatment. The fewer people that know, the better.

    So why does he suddenly want to tell Rozanov? And what will he say when he can't hide it anymore?

    Or: Shane has a melt down after a press conference and of course Ilya is there is help him though it.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane was freaking out. Coming out to his team DID NOT go well. Instead of talking to his friends, or Rose, he calls Ilya.
    And then he follows his advice.

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    18 May 2026