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  1. Rec 11

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    The first rule of sleeping on the floor c of the university dorm building is understanding that there will not be any sleeping.

    Some days Sigma thinks that they should have just gone to prison. It would probably be easier than whatever the fuck is going on here.

    “Dazai,” they say slowly. “Why are you coming in through the window at two in the morning. We are on the third floor.”

    (or, Sigma, and the long-suffering problem of Dazai Osamu.)

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    30 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 15

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    "I am made painfully aware of a subtle chill permeating my flesh.

    This feels wrong.

    That isn't a stare you give a stranger. It's too close. Too searching. It's just too... Intense.

    That bright eye which was only mere moments ago gazing into his phone calmly now feels to be penetrating my very soul. Uncanny, that's the only word which comes to mind seeing that smile. Looking at it makes me feel sour inside.

    I can't help but find myself clasping the beaded chotki in my jacket pocket."

    It wasn't a familiar feeling.
    Not one he'd been graced with in quite a while, though he didn't exactly mind it. He was used to being above all those he met. Superiority was a sense he'd taken for granted, after all.

    But after a frighteningly short time of knowing that man, Dostoevsky knew he'd met his match.

    An antisocial scholar and an excitable stalker cross paths, not by coincidence.

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    30 Sep 2026

  3. Rec *

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    “What do I think?” He asks lightly.

    “Yeah,” Dazai leans back a bit and presses a socked foot into Chuuya’s hip. “Don’t you wanna fuck me, Chuuya?” It’s asked innocently. It feels like jabbing a finger into an open wound.

    Chuuya blows his smoke to the ceiling despite Dazai tilting forward and opening his mouth. Dazai makes a little tcht sound at him.

    “You want to fuck me?” Chuuya asks.

    Dazai doesn’t drop his eyes. “I trust you.” He repeats.

    Chuuya had asked Dazai once how many times he thought you could break a person before they stopped trying to put themselves back together, stopped trying to pick up the pieces and left themselves shattered.

    Depends how cruel you are, Dazai had answered after a long moment, you can still break pieces.

    Chuuya is pieces and his edges are sharp.

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    25 Sep 2026

  4. Rec 38

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    Dazai Osamu does not make mistakes.

    Correction—he makes mistakes very rarely. It is not often something happens that is out of his control, or unforeseen, or unplanned for. Some might call it compulsive, perhaps even obsessive, the focus with which he makes contingencies for his contingency plans. He prefers to think of it as being prepared. Pragmatic, even.

    Like most things, though, this rule of thumb is thrown out the window when Chuuya is involved.

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    Or, my take on the ‘wrong send’ tik tok trend featuring skk :)

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    24 Sep 2026

  5. Rec 80

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    “Osamu, please!”

    A pause. Heavy silence fills the air. Dazai’s head drops into his thigh and their hands tighten their grip. Chuuya moves his arm to look down at Dazai through blurry vision.

    Dazai is shaking. Chuuya scrambles up into his elbow in a panic, “Dazai?”

    Dazai looks up to meet his eyes. Something desperate and awfully tender smolders in there, piercing through Chuuya’s soul. “Say my name again.”

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    23 Sep 2026