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  1. Rec 46

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    All good things come to an end.

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    Fuck no.

    “Chuuya-san,” Ryuu says as a last resort. “Please.”

    Chuuya turns around slowly. “You.”

    “Hello, hatrack,” Dazai grins down at him, condescending on purpose. “We meet again.”

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    Junior year was filled with bliss, and then it was not.

    Through a messy break up in high school, Nakahara Chuuya has officially had a holy revival and is back to THRIVE in college. And thrive he has, for three years.

    Until his friend, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, goes and dates Nakajima Atsushi, who is friends with his ex. Who is also his childhood friend. Who ghosted him. Who Chuuya might’ve even believed was dead.

    Fuck this, really.

     

    (now with a playlist created by @Stxrs4Mari :) containing all the songs that correspond to each chapter

    https://open.spotify.com/playlist/12da5WZwkKarmVFqlrd4eC?si=uGFkbR0cRGmM-aLiT7cnSg&pi=-cRn_W3lRJauR)

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Nakahara Chuuya doesn’t believe in love.

    That is, at least, until he meets a bandaged boy who tries to pay for coffee with kisses and claims that Chuuya saved his life.
    But Dazai Osamu can’t be seriously in love with him.

    No one needs an Omega who can’t have sex, and Dazai might not be who he says he is.

    [Or: that 🐥!AU where Chuuya works at a coffee shop and his sexual life always got in the way of his relationships, while Dazai hides a secret past.]
    Completed on Twitter.

    Russian translation here.

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    21 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 28

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    If the past seven years had taught Dazai anything, it’s that there is no mile fate can’t reach to twist its marionettes back together in the same path.
     

    Of course, he would know that, for he’s tried challenging said event quite a few times — and it’s still the one single strategy Dazai hasn’t yet been able to master.

     

    OR: the one in which Chuuya and Dazai are soulmates, no matter how hard they wish they weren't — and oh, how they did.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    It was barely dawn when the phone rang, slicing through the fog of Chuuya’s sleep. He didn’t know why he sat up immediately, why something deep inside him leapt awake with a jolt of unease. There was a tug in his gut, cold and insistent, warning him that something was wrong, that he needed to pay attention.

    He answered before he could think.

    Mori’s voice came through, precise and cutting, each word falling like shards of ice. “As of last night, Dazai Osamu has left the Port Mafia of his own volition.”

    Chuuya’s lips parted, but no sound escaped.

    Dazai... left the Port Mafia?

    Left him?

    It felt like someone had poured a bucket of freezing water over his head.

     

    [or: a fic in which Dazai plays the terrible game of hide-and-seek and they both suffer

    aka Nakahara Chuuya's Guide to Hiding a Traitor]

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    11 Sep 2026

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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
    _______

     

    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    09 Sep 2026