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    Dennis has forgotten how to eat. Robby and Jack teach him how to live again. Three traumatized doctors fall in love while learning that recovery is messy, non-linear, and possible.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Life outside the Nest is hard. Playing clean is hard. Liking a boy is hard. Jean needs someone with a whistle to set him straight. Picks up right after The Sunshine Court, canon divergent.

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    “No,” Jeremy said–said it like a command to a misbehaving dog. Kevin’s words came back to him, words that had filled him with dread, which he’d tried to put out of his mind: If you tell him to submit, he will. Jeremy had been more scared of those words than anything else Jean had thrown his way since the beginning of the summer. “No. You will not do this again. Do you understand?” 

    “It is a guarantee that I will follow the rules. I need it. I can’t afford to–”

    “I said no,” Jeremy growled. And before he could think better of it, he used it: “Jean, submit.”

    Jean went silent. Jeremy felt a buzz of electricity with the power of that word. The tone of the room had changed.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    “I’m sorry, Dr. Rozanov,” Shane says.

    “You said that before, when you questioned me. Was that apology a lie?” he asks. Then, he adds, his voice a little lower, “Should I start to think of you as a liar, Mr. Hollander?”

    Again, Shane shakes his head and feels like a stupid little doll for how often he’s doing it. “No, no, I’m sorry. I swear. I’m just nervous.”

    Dr. Rozanov hums. “I have a feeling you spend a lot of your time provoking men, Mr. Hollander,” he notes neutrally.

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    19 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 97

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    Shane Hollander had an eating disorder. He's fine now. He knows better now. And that's the problem.

    One little setback almost ruins everything.

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    musings on Shane's non-specified eating disorder because it didn't get enough attention imo

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “I know Ilya, I’m trying.” Shane tries to hide his exhaustion from his tone.

    “Could try harder, no?” Ilya raises an eyebrow.  

    “I get it, okay?” Shane pushes back, letting his enervation show this time. “I’m trying, but it’s hard. I guess I just need something that sticks. Something to hold me accountable. Consequences.”

    “I can help, with consequences.” Ilya shrugs easily, his voice free from any inclination of teasing. 

    “What, you wanna punish me?” Shane smiles, raising his eyebrows and pulls Ilya’s hand from his thigh up to his mouth to kiss it. “Spank me every time I people please?” 

    Shane can’t help but to chuckle at himself.
     
    “Would that help you?” Ilya’s voice is flat and serious. 
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    Or Shane jokes about needing consequences to motivate him to stop people pleasing. Ilya takes him seriously and offers to help.

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    25 Jan 2026