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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    Shane Hollander has always known how to live under scrutiny — how to be watched, measured, endured.

    He does not know how to live once safety is gone.
    And Ilya does not know how to love him without trying to bleed in his place.

    After a break-in fractures the illusion of normal, something shifts. The house feels unfamiliar. Silence grows teeth. Touch becomes something careful — or avoided entirely.

    Love stretches. Fear settles. And some wounds do not close simply because the door is locked again.

    This is a story about being taken — and about what remains.
    About endurance. About waiting. About loving someone who does not know how to love himself — and realising that sometimes love is not the thing that conquers, but the thing that survives.

    Or: A break-in changes everything. The danger that follows was never the one standing outside.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Before the war, Shane and Ilya were inseparable.

    They never expected to become enemies.

    Loving each other in secret was always dangerous.
    Now, it might cost them everything.

    A WWII AU// please read tags

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    23 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    19 Feb 2026