12 Bookmarks by milani222
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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.
Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”
“Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.
Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.
OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
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- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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Bookmarked by milani222
08 Mar 2026
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lol shane rly be showing his tism to the world my neurotic anxious flower awahe
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My Rival, My Valentine by leialoo7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander doesn't care about Valentine's Day.
Ilya Rozanov loves it-for the drink specials and the easy hookup opportunities it provides.
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A collection of moments from Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov's relationship, told through each Valentine's Day as they move from rivals, to something unnamed, to everything.
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25 Feb 2026
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Letters You'll Never Read by scuttleydonedid
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Minor spoilers for The Long Game
As a therapy exercise several years ago, Shane Hollander started writing letters to Ilya that he wouldn't ever give to him. This is Ilya finding them. Set in The Long Game.Bookmarked by milani222
22 Feb 2026
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Their waitress is kind enough to let Shane practice his clumsy Spanish with her. He pointedly does not look at Ilya after ordering, but he's known him long enough to know when he's laughing at Shane's expense.
“I hate you,” he says.
“No,” Ilya says. He looks unfairly handsome in a linen beach shirt and his flamingo-patterned board shorts Shane bought him last summer. “You do not.”
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(it's the honeymoon fic)
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- Part 1 of like a bright new dream
Bookmarked by milani222
18 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander, Certified Freak™ by pinkhairandbooks
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Feb 2026
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Five times where someone accidentally discovered that it’s always the quiet ones, and one time where Shane told them directly.
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Bookmarked by milani222
16 Feb 2026
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Spoilers for The Long Game. Post-Canon.
The start of Ottawa's season feels like a promise. Ilya finally has all the people he loves in one place, a team that can keep up with him, the whole world knows he and Shane love each other, and they have the sweetest, most perfect dog. So why is he so nervous about their first game against Montreal?
AKA Protective Ilya Rozanov momentarily forgets his husband is still the hockey prodigy he fell in love with at first freckle in Saskatchewan.
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- Part 1 of The Hartzyverse
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A collection of scenes from the lives of Shane and Ilya depicting their journey post Episode 6...with one thing on common...they all take place at the cottage.
There will be fluff, fights and fucking, tears, tantrums and tenderness with a side order of silliness and shenanigans. But it all ends with our boys where they are meant to be…together, happy and in the cottage.
Updated regularly...pinky promise
In the words of Metros team captain; "Lets go!"
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Ilya trips during practice and gives himself a bloody nose.
Shane can never ever know why.
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“Wow.”
Ilya blinks. “What’s wrong? Is something on my face?”
Shane shakes his head really slowly and his expression is- of awe?
“No.” Shane mumbles, eyes wide and he looks slightly crazed.
Ilya realizes that it must be anesthetics that are making him loopy. “God, you are so gorgeous.”
That startles a laugh out of Ilya, and he covers his mouth in disbelief. “I’m what?”
“Gorgeous.” Shane repeats very seriously; it comes out a bit slurred with all the cotton in his mouth.
- The one where Shane has to get emergency wisdom teeth surgery and forgets who Ilya is.
Bookmarked by milani222
05 Feb 2026
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you make it so easy (to fall so hard) by brunettereader
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.
So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.
But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.
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Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.
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Effortlessly Spectacular by GlitterCity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Dec 2025
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“Were you thinking of also bringing clothes?” Shane asked, glancing into Ilya’s suitcase.
“Do you think we will need them?”
“I’m just saying you might want the option of going outside,” Shane said, dropping a kiss on Ilya’s shoulder and wandering into the closet.
Ilya was obviously going to pack clothing, he just had priorities. Like making sure their whole sex toy collection would fit into his suitcase, not to mention two of the biggest bottles of lube he’d been able to find.
“Take the batteries out of anything that vibrates,” Shane called. Ilya rolled his eyes. What was he, an amateur? “Do you think I should bring two pairs of walking shoes or is one enough?”
“How many walking tours are we going on?”
“I don’t know.”
“How do you not know? What have you been doing for the past month?”
“Research! But I didn’t book anything yet in case we decide we want to just sit by the pool for ten days instead.”
Or: Shane and Ilya Go Honeymooning. Set after The Long Game.
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage- Language:
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Bookmarked by milani222
02 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Literally my favourite fic ever comfort read ♾️/10