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what if all this counts for nothing (everything i thought i'd be) by perpetuallyconcerned
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Apr 2022
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"Chris is scared. He can't remember ever being scared like this. Before, when he was afraid, he always had Dad or Buck or Abuela to give him hugs and tell him that everything was okay, but now Buck is in Dad's room, and he hasn't come out."
Before, during, and after Eddie's breakdown: three missing scenes from three different perspectives.
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Five Ways Eddie Told Someone He Loved Them... by perpetuallyconcerned
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Apr 2022
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...and one way they said it back.
Or: Eddie isn't the best at communicating his feelings, but he sure does have a lot of them.
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"It would be less weird if it was someone else, he thinks. They all have bad days, but Eddie sometimes seems untouchable, unshakeable. So this? It's weird. Not the end of the world, but definitely noteworthy."
Five times Eddie was tired, and one time he finally got to sleep.
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The thing is that Eddie used to dream about it, about having a lasting, forever type of love for himself, but he hadn't thought he'd ever get that, ever deserve it. But god, whether or not Buck feels the same, this is that tender, all-consuming love he's spent his life dreaming about.
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"I'm struggling," Spencer interrupted. His gaze landed somewhere in the vicinity of Hotch's tie. He couldn't bear to witness the man's disapproval.
Or: After New Orleans, Spencer goes to Hotch for help instead of Gideon.
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Galadriel and Orion made it out of the Scholomance. What next?
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Peter is fine, anyways. His boss might fire him soon, the Avengers might arrest him soon, the principal might expel him soon, but none of it has happened yet. And his dad—
“You didn’t get my coffee,” his dad says, halfway through his burrito. He has been in a state of low, simmering irritation all evening, and apparently this is how long it took for him to find a reason to blame Peter for it.
“You didn’t tell me to get coffee.”
“Do you have eyes?”
“Yes,” Peter says. “I have eyes.”
“So you could have checked if we needed coffee without me telling you every little thing, Jesus Christ.”
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Peter just wants to make it to sixteen so he can escape this life and strike out on his own. He has a plan and nothing will ruin it.
Not even Tony Stark quite literally crashing into his life.- Language:
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06 Sep 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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Main Story Arc: "something you can fix"/"something you can build"
Extras: "it felt like we were something"
Second Arc (bringing the boys into Long Game territory): "something you can grow"
selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here! (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)
This series is marked as complete and maybe it is, but I might return for the occasional in-universe one-shot, so feel free to subscribe if you're interested!
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31 Aug 2026
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baby steps by scarlettroses
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Aug 2026
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23 Aug 2026
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“Ah.”
“‘Ah’,” Ilya repeats, giving him a look before he looks back to the tidily stacked frozen mouse packages in the freezer and makes a face as a little badly-hidden shudder moves through him. “Why the fuck do you have mice in your freezer, Shane? You are doing serial killer shit now? This is why you have cottage in the middle of nowhere? For serial killer things?”
“It’s for Spaghetti,” Shane says.
Ilya gives him an absolutely horrified look at that and turns a little green, which makes him remember that Spaghetti isn’t just his snake's name.
“Not food!” He rushes to explain. “Not food spaghetti! Snake Spaghetti!”
“What the fuck are you even saying right now,” Ilya says, looking honestly a little concerned that Shane might have something going wrong in his head.
(Distancing himself from almost twenty years of owning a snake, Shane can indeed see why this situation might be a little alarming for someone on the outside looking in.)
(It also clues him in to the fact that maybe it’s not just Spaghetti who should have gotten a little adjustment period.)
(in which i give shane allergies AND a snake)
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25 Jul 2026
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They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.
Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
J.J. Boizeau: no
Lawrence Olsson: no
Gilbert Comeau: no
Petro Andropov: no
Matty Wilson: no
Cam Stedlund: no
Albert Schneider: no
Aleks Miitka: no
Georges Gagnon: no
Patrice Drapeau: no
Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far- Language:
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22 Jul 2026