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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    Xue Yang knows the secret to survival is making yourself more useful alive than dead.

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    02 May 2026

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    ending a little too hopeful for the life to be dead end, but it’s really close

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Climate change was conspiring to make Song Lan and Xue Yang's lives as difficult as possible. Not only had temperatures risen from ‘pleasant spring t-shirt weather’ to ‘hot as satan’s sweaty balls’ right before finals, to add insult to injury, their unfairly hot, unfairly oblivious new flatmate walked around the apartment in nothing but hotpants and an oversized t-shirt that kept slipping off to reveal an entirely to biteable collar bone.
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    It's summer. It's hot. Student housing places commune kid Xiao Xingchen in Xue Yang and Song Lan's 'technically-a-three-person-but-all-our-flatmates-miraculously-moved-out' apartment. Things get hotter.

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    21 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Xiao Xingchen tells Xue Yang that yes, he needs to be patient.

    Xue Yang decides that yes, he can be patient.

    Song Lan reaps the benefits of yes, Xue Yang being patient.

    (that's it, that's the fic)

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    17 Apr 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    MDZSBB 2020 art for "if living can be like this" by Lise

    "When Song Lan confronts Xue Yang in Yi City, Xue Yang makes him an offer he can't refuse: Song Lan moves in. Xiao Xingchen stays ignorant (and happy). Nobody has to die.

    Three in a coffin house becomes four. This is, it turns out, not an easy adjustment to make. Xue Yang discovers that Song Lan moving in means living with Song Lan. Xiao Xingchen's reunion with his dear friend isn't going as smoothly as he'd hoped. Song Lan realizes that Xiao Xingchen has built a life without him in it. A-Qing is pretty sure everyone here has lost their minds.

    But they're going to make this work. Or die trying."

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    17 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Xue Yang usualy likes getting fucked by Song Lan.
    And he liked it this time, too. He's just feeling... off.
    Luckily, Song Lan knows what to do.

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    Finally, some good fucking aftercare.
    This is literally just cuddling and fluff because I live in an alternate reality in which XXC, SL and XY are together and happy.

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    12 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 26

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    Xue Yang has never had great impulse control, ok? He likes to break things, he loves to pull fire alarms, and when he gets DM'ed out of the blue by a passing acquaintance from Discord looking to chat and maybe hook up sometime he goes for it just on principle--not that it hurts that his new buddy's hot as hell. Of course, then there's also the absolutely massive (and hot) guy he keeps running into around town, and there's a break-in at the Jin offices, and--

    Look. Xue Yang doesn't worry too much about making good life choices.

    He just wants to make fun ones.

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    12 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Sometimes you just wake up on the wrong side of the bed and don't want to leave it.

    Or, the one where Xue Yang has a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad brain day.

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    10 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    Yes, Xiao Xingchen is going back to his hometown at Christmas. No, he is not going back for Christmas. He does not celebrate Christmas, and he completely rejects the basic premise of all of those hegemonic Hallmark holiday movies, and nothing is going to change his mind. Not even an unexpected reunion with his high school sweetheart or an arguable meet-cute with his mothers’ cute handyman.

    Chinese New Year, on the other hand—

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    09 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Please,” he hears. “I’m gonna die—” he’s cut off and Song Lan can’t hear them kissing but he can imagine that he does. They’re probably noisy kissers, wet and filthy and Song Lan bites his lip as he slips his hand up. Closes his eyes and imagines the hand belongs to Xiao Xingchen and he’s the one teasing his fingertips over one nipple, then another. Then pinching it, hard enough that Song Lan can’t help the tiny noise that spills out—
    He freezes. Holds his breath. Hears nothing and they don’t pound on the wall so they must not have heard him. But then a wave of shame sinks over him—fuck, he’s being a pervert. Listening to his neighbors fuck and—Song Lan shoves his hand out. Goes to the kitchen and pours a very large glass of water and slams it down. Then resolutely goes into the bathroom and gets ready for bed.

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    06 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    Xue Yang doesn’t answer, he just sticks out his tongue, curls it, then twists it to the side. Xingchen laughs out loud as he folds the corner of his page and sets the book aside—Song Lan snorts and Xue Yang flicks his eyes over to him. Lifts both brows. “Laugh it up, big guy, I’m volunteering you to do the honors.”
    “Really.” Song Lan turns in his chair enough to fold his arms. “What makes you so sure I’m gonna agree?”
    “Because I wanna see Xingchen get wrecked and I know you’re the best one for the job.”
    “Oh?” Now it’s Song Lan’s turn to raise his brow. “Your bet is with Xingchen, not me.”
    “Do you or do you not want a bit of turnabout as fair play?” Xue Yang asks, jumping up from the couch. “How many times has he edged you or flat-out not let you come? Don’t you want revenge?”
    “No,” Song Lan says, completely deadpan. “He does that shit to you, not to me.”

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    05 Apr 2026

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    this is the one with xxc using a prostate massager, they start at level 4 etc. unfortunately, my memory of 67 is wrong. there is no level 6 written in this fic, nor 7. also xy calls sl daddy.

    “Probably because level four isn’t bad. Level four is where Xingchen usually starts Xue Yang and he lets it stay there for a bit…”

  11. Public Bookmark 90

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    Song Zichen has beautiful hands. He's a powerful swordsman, strong and skilled, unfairly impressive and unreasonably handsome. He is devoted and self-disciplined and he takes direction like a dream. And he doesn't touch people—no one at all, if he can help it, except for Xiao Xingchen.

    The poets might call him a saint, but Xiao Xingchen is so very, very human.

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    02 Apr 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 93

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    Xue Yang decides to stop sleeping with co-workers, which, after a short prowl, leads him to become songxiao's dumb little unicorn. They wreck his entire shit.

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    Half porn, half plot, featuring a misunderstanding and a rude boy Song Lan :3

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    31 Mar 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 4

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    I love you, Song Lan thinks, and squeezes his eyes shut. I love you, I love you, I love you.

    When Xingchen speaks again, however, it is coldly neutral again. It is the way he sounds when he refuses the mouthfuls of stew that Song Lan cooks for him, and the slices of apples that Song Lan cuts.

    “You should hurt me, Zichen.”

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    After his suicide attempt, Xiao Xingchen is saved before he dies, but in his guilt, he still wants Song Lan to hurt him. Song Lan cannot hurt Xingchen, but neither can he deny him. Fix-it of sorts.

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    18 Mar 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    Song Lan wants to pee on Xue Yang for his birthday. Xiao Xingchen arranges it.

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    16 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 1

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    Song Lan's gaze is fixed somewhere into the depths of the TV screen. Once in a while, he takes a sip of water. His other hand rests in Xingchen's, a little sweaty.

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    15 Mar 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 7

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    "How about the plums?" Xue Yang suggests, tapping the spoon with the pears into one of the bowls and scooping from one of the others. The dark puree clings to the bright-colored plastic, threatening to drip down. The devious glint returns to Xue Yang's eyes as Song Lan's watch it. "Don't argue with me this time, Zichen," he warns, already anticipating the stubborn shake of Song Lan's head. "Open your mouth." He wiggles the spoon again. "Want me to make it an airplane?"

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    22 Feb 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    Song Lan is having a pretty bad night, and it just keeps getting worse.

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    15 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Xiao Xingchen breaks up with Xue Yang and Song Lan. Life goes on.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    AAAAAAAAAAAA

  19. Public Bookmark 42

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    Song Lan was thirty-two years old when he realized that it was very likely that he was going to be killed by a plant. A plant so full of resentful energy that it had turned into a monster, and quite a fearsome one at that, but a plant nonetheless.

     

    Ah, well. These things happen. It’s why cultivators had a job, after all.

     

    Song Lan knew from an early age that it was very likely that he would never find his Fated Person. That didn't stop him from wanting. And that didn't stop him from making mistakes along the way.

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    23 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 3

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    In the morning Xiao Xingchen had disappeared and Song Lan woke up with a cramp in his back from sleeping on the sofa.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    stray cat xxc

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