rokkstrr
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NOTE: The warnings are there because there will be some heavier scenes.
Meet Sadie: High school volleyball star and long-suffering best friend of Joe—the hopeless next-door neighbor who is clueless about everything girl. Despite the chaos Joe brings, Sadie remains a steady presence, her own life a blend of high school drama and hidden dreams.
Meet Pete: Local hardcore scene legend, known for his intense performances and enigmatic charm. When he’s not captivating crowds with his band, he’s a thoughtful friend who values the deep, unspoken connections he forms with people who truly get him.
Their worlds collide when Sadie, after a night of laughter and eye-rolling at Joe’s antics, finds herself in Pete’s company. What starts as a simple ride home turns into a series of intimate conversations and unexpected moments. Through birthday surprises, heartfelt texts, and spontaneous adventures, Pete and Sadie’s relationship blossoms from an easy friendship into something more profound. As they navigate their individual worlds and intersecting lives, their bond reveals itself as a rare and genuine connection that defies the ordinary.
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A Litany of Thanksgiving for DILF Fest Weekend by rokkstrr
Fandoms: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance
19 Oct 2024
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A silly little sacrilegious celebration worshipping at the altar of DILF fest weekend church
PLEASE NOTE: The author is a real life pastor but there is no mention of specific religion. This is just a pure sinful lustfully amazing work of someone wishing she were at WWWY but has worship tomorrow and has to be a responsible adult 🙄
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Suffering from a traumatic experience at the hands of an ex boyfriend who cascaded into her life that left her emotionally raw and physically broken, Sadie finds herself stuck in a spiraling panic attack. Her husband, Gerard, was not at the hotel, having to run to the store to pick up supplies for her badly bruised body. Her friendship with Frank was deep and emotionally intimate. When he realizes that she was tucked away in the shower for way too long then appropriate, what will he find behind the walls separating them?
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This is a small section from a larger work I have been working on for more then a decade more for myself as a form of free flow therapy. I don't know if I want to share the larger piece that this is from as I'm always tweaking it and adding as things come to mind, but I'm exceptionally proud of this part and felt moved to share it in the hopes that others who struggle with anxiety or panic will find comfort.
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rash decisions by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander loves playing for the Ottawa Centaurs. Leaving Montreal, as painful as it had been, really has been one of the best decisions he’s ever made.
He gets to play with his husband. He’s supported at all levels, from upper management down to the most casual of fans, and his teammates are genuinely kind and lovely people who care about him and his life and are invested in his well-being.
Considering where he came from, Shane thinks it’s wonderful to work with such caring players who want what’s best for him and notice things about his life. It's really, really great.
Until it isn’t, of course.
“Hollander, what the fuck is that on your face?” Zane Boodram asks in the locker room while they’re changing for game five of the first round of playoffs.
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Or Shane has a mysterious rash, and his teammates are very concerned.
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23 Jun 2026
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Puck Bunny by Lilbaebloo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Dec 2025
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Shane wears Ilya's jersey.
Ilya's brain short-circuits.
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- Part 2 of Love in a Cold Climate
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13 Jun 2026
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Five hockey players, one blizzard, and a shared wardrobe full of Russian labels that Shane is desperate to keep hidden. It turns out that forced proximity is a lot harder when your boyfriend is Ilya Rozanov and he’s being an ass just to keep the act up—and because the bed is little too cold and little too big for Shane to sleep alone.
(There was a comment saying I should mention that you have to click on things, which is fair. So guys, click on everything — it’ll end up being something.
chapter 8 is CSS I used to format this fic.)
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28 May 2026
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Alone Together on the Ice by kz_barton
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Jun 2026
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[Post TLG - Ilya and Shane both play for the Ottawa Centaurs]
This time it's Ilya down on the ice.
Shane's world shrinks down to his unconscious husband; nothing else matters.Shane must support Ilya through recovery and deal with the consequences of leaving the match without permission. They must both deal with some restrictions on sex as Ilya recovers, but they take every opportunity to find possible outlets as he improves.
The extended recovery period impacts Ilya's mental health, and he has to face his own worth without hockey.
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14 Apr 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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