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Carpe Diem: Oh So Guilty (Oh So Loved) by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Following an injury during a Montreal–Boston game in 2016, Ilya Rozanov remembers Shane Hollander, and forgets him. For a moment, he does not remember being loved.
So perhaps, it is time that Shane reminds himself, after a decade, to chase his future at a break-neck pace, because Shane is tired of feeling guilty, tired of hiding from the person he never truly wants to hide from.
It won't be so easy, of course, and maybe the path will take them two steps forward and one step back, but they will walk arm in arm, hand in hand, toward their forever.
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ilya is injured in a game, and it is all the motivation shane will ever need to seize the day.
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The Shape He Left Behind by zhelanye for BlackAngelSpade
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Sep 2025
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Draco came to Mysteries at twenty-two with the hope that he would finally be useful. That perhaps, with three years at a Muggle university and an undergraduate degree in physics under his belt, he would find his place. He wasn’t wrong, in the end, but it took time to find Time. Draco started in Love.
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“You did everything you could,” Harry said. “I know that. I’ll always know that.”
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Harry Potter went missing nearly seven years ago, and Draco Malfoy has a redacted file in a drawer that doesn't exist.
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Draco Malfoy is running out of time. The Vanishing Cabinet is nearly fixed, his mother's life is on the line, and the Dark Lord is waiting for his success—or his failure. And now, to make things worse, Potter won’t stop watching him.
Harry Potter knows Malfoy is up to something, but for once, that’s not the problem. The problem is that Malfoy is unraveling right in front of him, and Harry doesn’t know why he cares.
Or: Harry Potter gets in way too deep, Draco Malfoy has a crisis, and Severus Snape wishes everyone would just shut up for five minutes.
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i will survive without you by BlackAngelSpade, zhelanye
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Apr 2025
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BACK FROM HIATUS!!!
The night sky is clear, not a single cloud is there to cover the crescent moon hanging high above the horizon like a children’s mobile above a cradle. The stars burn blinding spots in the midnight blue, and every constellation taunts him, each reflection perfectly rippling on the smooth surface of the lake. Who knows, what if they name one after him when he’s not around to hear it anymore?
Or, in which there is a very fine line between sanity and madness (between sacrifice and self-slaughter); he toes it every day of his life until it's worn and fraying (until it eventually snaps from the effort).
[AN:
1) The first chapter is set on July 12 1995, eighteen days after the events of the final task.
2) the chapter count is an estimate, and there will likely be far more than 60 chapters (more like 80 ish) ]Series
- Part 2 of Nothing's fair in love and war
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A mumble came from one of the boys, and the rest of the group’s muttering rose to a steady hum.
“What?” “Did I hear that correctly?” and “Is he crazy?” rang out in the buzz.
“You’re all wrong. She seeks no revenge, no glory. She only seeks peace for those in forbidden love.”
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or in which she is tethered to the earth after death.
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Nothing's fair in love and war by BlackAngelSpade, zhelanye
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Apr 2025
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I will survive without you and other works in the same universe
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“You guess my major in 2 weeks, I do something you want. You don’t, and you do something I want,” Ilya said. “Deal?”
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When Shane and Ilya are forced to work together, Shane must first learn to live. And then to love.- Language:
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Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
16 May 2026
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Operation O Canada, or The Hollander-Rozanov Method of Soft Launching a Marriage by robbinscinquefoil
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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“Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”
“Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”
Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.
In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.
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- Part 1 of Operation O Canada
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- English
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- 8/8
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Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
24 Apr 2026
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WOWZA I LOVED THIS SO MUCH WOWOWOOWW
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Pop Star Ilya (Working Title) by Writesalott
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Rozy can sing on stage adored by thousands, but off stage Ilya is lonely and in need of a vacation. Who should he meet on this vacation but a certain hockey player with adorable freckles.
Editing by Sekai94z
Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
13 May 2026
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Break The Chain by Ryszand
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jan 2026
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Alexei's world tilts on his axis on a regular Thursday, when he finds two police cars and an ambulance parked in front of their driveway.
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Alexei Rozanov and the ordeal of growing up too fast.Series
- Part 1 of Rivers and Roads
- Language:
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- 7/7
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Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
13 May 2026
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following the path; leaving a trail by allthatsings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Apr 2026
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With Russia banned from competing in World Juniors, Shane and Ilya don’t meet until draft day. How is their story different without those first few interactions and without the media’s “rivalry” obsession?
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- Part 1 of how did we get here, my love
- Language:
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Bookmarked by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
12 May 2026