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    Ilya’s past has a way of finding him, even on the minimal days off the season lets him have

    When a call from Russia leaves him hollowed out, Shane does what he always does, hovers, fidgets and stays.

     

    or : alexei calls ilya, makes him depressed, and shane makes ilya feel better ;)

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    It feels stupid, he feels stupid. There's not a family for him here, no one that loves him, no one that wants him close. On a good day, he's useful, an annoyance, but useful; he doesn't want to stay where he isn't wanted, and he certainly isn't wanted here

    He doesn't have a home in Russia, but at least it's familiar, at least he understands it.

    or after his father's funeral, Ilya knows he can't come back to Russia, and it hurts a lot more than expected.

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    "Guys... did you hear that?" a voice suddenly booms from the corner of the locker room, uncertain, trembling slightly with excitement. Ilya freezes in place, hearing the increasingly louder whisper, which soon transforms into a repeated message: "Shane Hollander is retiring..."

    Ilya stands frozen in the locker room, the sound of his own breathing suddenly becoming the loudest thing in this frozen moment.

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    1/?
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    What if Ilya's niece called randomly one day years later?

    OR the fic where Ilya and Shane parent a teenager that no one asked for.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    6
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    251
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    63
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    1,860
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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

    -

     

    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.” 

    Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”

    “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.” 

    “Rozanov–” 

    “Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”

    OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic. 

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    Ilya Rozanov spoke like he knew him because he fucking did.

    “Oh my god,” Shane shrieked, the sound too loud for the space. “Oh my GOD,” Shane repeated, heart thrumming in his chest just like before.

    This was a sick, cosmic fucking joke. How hadn’t Shane put two and two together before? His memory and pattern recognition were what made him so good at his job, his ability to remember the small details others tend to over look is what made him recoil into himself because others didn’t remember minute particulars, others certainly didn’t voice them and make others uncomfortable. 

    Shane couldn’t believe it. How had he been so fucking blind? So fucking obtuse all these months with the back and forth?  

    Rose’s comment weeks ago came front and center into his mind.

    “He’s really getting under your skin, isn’t he?”

    Shane wanted to fucking die. 

    Shane Hollander knew Ilya Rozanov. How the fuck could he ever forget?

    OR

    An office AU no one asked for.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    9
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    111
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    22
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    1,380
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    Instead of texting Ilya at the Sochi Olympics, Alexei finds his brother at the short-form figure skating...with Shane Hollander. A fight breaks out, leaving Shane injured and Ilya mortified and unsure what to do in a country where he can't do anything to help Shane.

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    849
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    7,548
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    Alexei's world tilts on his axis on a regular Thursday, when he finds two police cars and an ambulance parked in front of their driveway.

    Or
    Alexei Rozanov and the ordeal of growing up too fast.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    135
    Bookmarks:
    31
    Hits:
    1,052

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