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    Richie is caught in the deadlights. Eddie saves him, inevitably injured in the process. He has a moment with Richie and nearly dies before the Losers can get him to safety, but just barely makes it. Richie regrets telling Eddie his secret back in the sewers.

    TL;DR: Eddie survives.

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    On October 27th, 2016, Eddie Kaspbrak dies in a hospital room surrounded by his loved ones.

    On November 1st, he comes back to life.

    But this version of Eddie isn't the same, and Richie is forced to reconcile the grief of losing his best friend with the feelings he's slowly developing for this new Eddie.

    Or: 2019 Richie and 1990 Eddie are idiots in love.

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    His therapist would say that ‘relationships aren’t chess games you can plan down to the last attack or countermeasure’. That he should ‘just communicate’ with his partner when he’s experiencing doubt, instead of ‘prematurely ascribing blame and jumping to baseless conclusions’.

    And Eddie would nod along and dutifully summarize her advice in point form in his therapy journal. And then, he would calmly close that journal and open another journal with a blocky header scratched so deep into the paper that it’s almost torn, and that header would read: “REASONS WHY RICHIE IS BEING FUCKING WEIRD AND DEFINITELY KEEPING SECRETS (UNSHAKEABLE PROOF)”. And there would be, let’s just say, more than a few pages filled in. Margins and all.

    (Or, 5 Times Eddie Kaspbrak Fails To Realize He Has A Famous Boyfriend +1 Time He Finally Learns The Truth)

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    Richie Tozier wakes up in his dressing room thinking he just had a horrible dream. As things start happening exactly how he 'dreamt' them, he finds himself trapped in a loop, repeating the worst few days of his life indefinitely. But hey, at least he's trapped with his friends! Even if they don't remember it.

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    They say, when the human body dies, the brain survives for seven minutes, replaying its most significant memories.

    These were Eddie Kaspbrak's seven minutes.

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    He knows that Frankie is incredibly intelligent and perceptive; Frankie knows better than almost anyone that no, Eddie is not okay, not in the slightest, but Frankie is also not even fourteen yet, and if there’s one thing that Eddie doesn’t want, is for his teenage son to have to bare the brunt of Eddie’s trauma and emotions.

    You know you can let him in, Richie’s told him a hundred times, and Eddie knows that, of course he does, but right now, in the middle of the hallway of Frankie’s school with Myra just down the hall, Eddie doesn’t feel like he can.

    “You don’t have to worry about me,” Eddie finally tells his son, watching as Frankie clenches his jaw, eyes narrowing. “It’s my job to worry about you, not the other way around.”

    He says it with just the barest hint of humor, trying to make his son laugh a little or shake his head affectionately, but Frankie simply just stares at him.

    “Fine,” his son finally says, “If that’s what you want.”

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    The Losers managed to get Eddie out alive, but they're not out of the woods yet. Between hospital woes and the very reasonable questions coming from everyone's spouses, they have a lot to figure out. At the same time, it begins to set in that while they could save Eddie, they can't go back and save Stan.

    Together, the Losers learn how to stay brave, lean on each other, and cope with the loss of their friend, feat: messy apologies, late-night calls, heart-to-hearts, a hotel slumber party, bad puns, a first date, and a new puppy.

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    The room is not big, but it's not small either. It doesn't look much like an office except for the crammed in desks and typewriters. The floor is wood, stained dark. Light streams in through a barely-open window, lending all of the brown a forgiving sheen of gold. The rain must have stopped.

    Several of the desks are overfilled with knick-knacks and books, definitely not in a suitable state to work at. Behind one of these, a man sits with his feet on top of the table and its contents, ankles crossed. If Eddie had to make a guess he'd say he's around Eddie's own age. White, with dark hair. He's wearing glasses.

    Bingo. This is his man.

    *

    August, 1958. Eddie Kaspbrak gets a new job.

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    Richie Tozier had always defined himself by noise. It was his shield, his weapon, his identity—a frantic, unbroken monologue of observations, bad impressions, and jokes designed to keep the world, and his own dark thoughts, at a safe, mocking distance. Now, in the stark, refrigerated silence of Eddie Kaspbrak’s private ICU room, the noise had finally run out.

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    When Richie confessed his undying love for Eddie in the tunnels, it was under the assumption that it would be the last time he saw Eddie. Now that Eddie is alive, Richie doesn't know what to do with his feelings and Eddie just wants Richie to confess without the threat of death.

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    Frankie looks down at his shirt, where PROUD SON is brandished across his chest; he smiles, looking over at his father and Richie again and thinking yeah, i am really proud of both of them.

    “Excuse me,” Frankie says as he gets the attention of a random passerby. He waves Dad and Richie over, gesturing for them to take the girls out and hold them as he turns back to the stranger and continues, “Would you be able to take a picture of me with my dads?”

    Frankie makes his way back over, flicking Richie’s cheek when he sees the look on his stepfather’s gaze and - with a smug feeling at the realization that now, he’s not that much shorter than his father and will hopefully be taller than him very soon - settles between both of his fathers, Charlie in Richie’s arms and Phoebe in Dad’s, making sure that his shirt is in full view as he grins at the camera.

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    The summer between seventh and eighth grade, where one Frankie Kaspbrak navigates puberty and the complexities of being a child of the Losers club.

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    The one where Eddie lives and moves in with Richie.

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    richie works at a blockbuster video and eddie was sent by his mother to get the brand new copy of john travolta's new movie.

     

    title from arctic monkeys' song flourescent adolescent (cause i was listening to it while writting and i suck with titles)

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    Eighteen years after the events of "It: Chapter 2" Richie has a young daughter - Felicity Tozier. Grappling with the events in Derry, Richie struggles with alcoholism, as Felicity is often forced to care for him. Hiding their queer identity (and a girlfriend!) Felicity is desperate to find out what happened all those years ago in Maine.

     This is primarily tied to the movies but also has some "IT: Welcome to Derry" references....

    Title inspired by the song "DNA" by Lia Marie Johnson :)

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    Now in his late twenties, Eddie Kaspbrak lives a carefully structured life in New York City with his wife, Myra. When they attend a live taping of Saturday Night Live, Eddie expects nothing more than polite laughter and mild anxiety. Instead, one cast member, loud, sharp, and painfully familiar-stirs a strange sense of dread and nostalgia Eddie can’t explain. As Richie Tozier performs under bright studio lights, Eddie feels the echo of something he’s lost, something Derry took from him long ago, even if he can’t remember what it was.

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    Richie examined him a moment before stiffly removing his arm from his shoulders. Eddie furrowed his brow slightly before straightening up and fixing his bags.
    “You feeling better?”
    “Yeah. Thanks, Richie.”
    Richie gave him a strange look, somewhere between concern, confusion, resentment, and fondness.

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    After surviving IT, Eddie returns home and promptly has a midlife crisis. He is gay. He is in love with celebrity comic Richie Tozier. And he's showing up in West Hollywood with no warning, no direction, all of his belongings, and divorce papers waiting for his wife on the kitchen table back in New York.

    (He and Richie are both deeply fucked up and deeply in love. They talk and stuff :) )

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    He’d been so worried up until Richie met Frankie; Eddie had been a bundle of nerves for the week leading up to it, terrified of how it’d go, if Frankie would be okay with it, if he and Richie would get along.

    And then, just like that, as Richie began talking to Frankie - and to him, not at Eddie and waiting for Eddie to translate, like pretty much every other person had always done once they realized that Frankie is Deaf - Eddie began to see his son relax. Frankie began to talk to him a little more, joke with him more. Frankie’s always been a character, sure, but the reservedness that Eddie had observed in his son during the divorce began to melt away the more he got to know Richie.

    “I think you saved me and Frankie,” Eddie finally says, and as soon as he says it, he knows that it’s true.

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    Although co-parenting hasn't been exactly easy, Eddie's thankful that he at least has a husband who cares so much about his son.

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    “Myra, I’m forty years old. I can be away from you for a few days without dying,” Eddie insisted, zipping up his suitcase and setting it down on the floor. 

    Myra opened her mouth to say something but Eddie pushed past her, dragging his suitcase behind him. Eddie grabbed his jacket off their coat rack and quickly slipped it on. 

    “I’ll be home in a few days,” Eddie informed her, zipping up his coat and grabbing his car keys. “I love you. I’ll see you soon.”

    “But Eddie you can’t–” Myra tried to protest but Eddie had already slammed the door behind him. 

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    What I think happened when Eddie went back to Derry in It Chapter Two from Myra's perspective.

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    Richie never expected to get Eddie back—bloody, shaking, alive in his arms after he’d already believed he’d lost him for good. But survival comes with its own kind of haunting.

    While Eddie heals, Richie falls apart in the quiet places between fear and hope, clinging to jokes he doesn’t feel and the Losers who refuse to let him drown.

    A story about facing your truth, and loving someone who might never say it back.

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    It's Eddie's wedding day, and he's asked Richie to be his best man. When the day finally comes, Richie is not doing well, In fact this might be the worst day of his life.

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    But Dad looks sad again, and Frankie doesn’t have to wonder what he’s thinking: that he couldn’t do more, that he knows, better than any of the Losers or Richie could ever guess, how shitty Frankie’s Thanksgiving actually was. Dad knows all of the people there, remembers the way Mom’s family is.

    Frankie can see the guilt in Dad’s eyes, and half of him feels an odd sense of vindication about it - good, because it’s not fair that you divorced mom and i have to go there alone - and a conflicting sense of despair, knowing that Dad is trying the best he can, that there really isn’t anything he can do in this situation at all.

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    Or better known as: being the child of divorce where you're stuck in the middle during the holiday season.

    Happy Thanksgiving!

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