Determined_Overthinker



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    Shane has everything he could ever ask for. A loving family. A devoted husband. The life he'd always dreamed of.

    So why does it feel like his chest is caving in when his mom calls Ilya her favourite?

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    03 Oct 2026

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    Sex with Ilya is the opposite of hockey, which is what Shane loves about it, somehow. In hockey, everything is bright, cold, sharp, precise: the click-shush of his skates; the ice-tap of hockey sticks; the clean swish of the net. But then with Ilya. He melts into the warm blur of Ilya’s voice, Ilya’s fingers, Ilya’s dick in him. Ilya tells him he’s good. Under Ilya’s hands he’s the closest to nothing, the closest to perfect that he can ever be.

    Ilya has one more year on his Boston contract. Shane has never been in a real relationship. The only way they know how to resolve conflict is sex. It will probably be fine.

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    02 Oct 2026

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    He'd made it halfway through writing the first note before it felt suddenly far too pathetic. Was this seriously the legacy he wanted to leave behind? No one would talk about any of his wins if he killed himself now. He would be the failed Russian team captain of the 2014 Olympics who couldn't handle the job and offed himself about it. His father would probably follow him in death just to yell at him for embarrassing the family, and Russia, and everyone who had ever rooted for him.

    And when he had been made captain in Boston, he had promised his Bears he would get them a cup. He couldn't just leave without doing that. Didn't want to leave and let people think he was a liar, or that he just gave up when things got hard, lazy, useless, stupid boy.

    He tore up the note he'd begun, and began his second plan instead.

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    27 Sep 2026

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    “How long?”

    Shane was shaking.

    “Coach?”

    “How long have you been fucking Ilya Rozanov?”

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    Instead of getting injured during the game after Tampa, pictures are released exposing the secret relationship between Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander. The two rival captains are forced to choose between everything they've spent years building and the person they never quite learned how to let go.

    Unfortunately, neither of them has ever been particularly good at walking away.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out as gay after a video of him talking to Rose Landry is leaked the week before he has to go to All-Stars 2017.

    Shane is not going to let a bunch of homophobes scare him.

    Although, as Ilya Rozanov is starting to figure out, they might not be as homophobic as they all seem...

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    AKA Half the league is having a sexuality crisis. The other half is lying.

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    26 Aug 2026