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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    "Do you think there's something wrong with me?" Shane broke the silence, lifting his gaze slightly. Ilya frowned and shook his head no immediately. "Ilya... there has to be. These meltdowns or whatever they are aren't normal. I know that."

    "Not being 'normal' doesn't mean you have a problem, Shane," Ilya countered softly, resting his chin against his husband's temple, settling him even closer against his body.

    "I'm sorry..." Shane's voice came out small. His unfocused gaze wandered around the room while his fingers mechanically scratched under Anya's chin. She was now blinking slowly, surrendering to sleep.

    "For what?"

    "It's just..." Shane let out a shaky sigh. "You're the one with depression. I'm the one who should be taking care of you, not the other way around. Having these meltdowns..."

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Blueberry
    -So I got a boyfriend

    Harris Drover
    -OMG!
    -CONGRATS!
    -THAT’S AWESOME

    Nobody
    -congrats man

    Bi-King
    -Is he hot?

    Or

    Ilya makes a group chat for queer players in 2017, will that be big enough change?

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    07 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    "No questions, no feelings. Just because I want to, and because you want to."

    Shane Hollander is a Cyber security PhD student who survives by staying invisible. Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star who likes a challenge and is used to getting everything he wants.

    When Ilya steps in as a "protective date" to shield Shane from a toxic ex, a joke for the evening turns into a hollow arrangement of hook-ups and cold Montréal nights. Ilya promised no strings and no emotions—and he’s a man of his word.

    But as Shane falls for the man behind the headlines, he realizes he’s broken the only code that mattered: he's the only one in the room who’s actually in love.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Only when he closed the door behind him the four figures he hadn't even noticed were in the room stopped doing whatever they were doing and looked at him, surprise and confusion taking over their faces as they realized who had just come in.

    Hayden Pike was standing there. Next to him, sitting on a chair, was a very pregnant woman whom Ilya assumed was his wife. In another chair also sat an asian, elegant looking woman that Ilya recognised as Shane’s mother, and next to her was standing a middle aged white man that had to be Shane’s father.

    So much for you will be talking to the walls. Jesus Christ.

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    When Ilya goes to visit Shane at the hospital his parents, Hayden Pike and his wife are in the room. Even so, he finds himself being unable to leave. Stuff happens next.

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    06 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    He heard footsteps begin to come down the stairs, and then a deep voice shouted something in a language that Shane thought was probably Russian. The footsteps continued to grow closer, and then Irina’s papa entered the kitchen. Shane dropped his jaw as they made eye contact– it was a face he never thought he’d see again.

    “Ilya Rozanov?”
    “Shane Hollander?”

     

    Or, canon divergent AU in which Ilya drops out of the NHL draft to play in Russia, but him and his daughter end up living next door to Shane many years later.

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    06 Apr 2026