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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Have you ever torn apart the things you wanted most with your own hands? To want is human, but to destroy it is mine alone.

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    14 Jun 2025

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    He thought about it the entire walk home. Pondered who would miss him, who could convince him to come a second time, who he would miss the most. Every answer was a repeat, an obvious answer to his ears but not his brain. Jungwon. Jungwon would miss him, Jungwon could convince him to come back here, even though Riki knew he would never do that. And Riki would miss Jungwon the most.

     

    They say you'll remember your first love. No one tells you what to do when it ends.

  2. Public Bookmark 82

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    Riki is exhausted.

    Not “take a long nap and journal about it” exhausted—he’s burnt out. Nine years as an idol, two contracts in, and he can’t remember the last time he danced for joy.

    So he does what any twenty-four-year-old in a quarter-life crisis would do: he vanishes. No glamorous Eurotrip or a silent yoga retreat in Bali. Just a one-way ticket to the quietest town he can find—Hanuel-ri, population: probably less than his debut fancon.

    At the tiny airport, he’s the only passenger under sixty. On a bulletin board, a flyer reads:
    FARMHAND NEEDED. ACCOMMODATION INCLUDED.

    It’s either a scam or a sign. Either way, he takes it.

    There, between hostile roosters and endless peach trees, Riki meets Jungwon—a beautiful, overworked young doctor with illegal dimples and a past just as unexpected as his own.

    One lunch delivery turns into a many. Weeks stretch into something more. And somehow, Riki starts falling—for the town, for the quiet, and for the boy who makes everything feel like home.

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    23 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Riki is exhausted.

    Not “take a long nap and journal about it” exhausted—he’s burnt out. Nine years as an idol, two contracts in, and he can’t remember the last time he danced for joy.

    So he does what any twenty-four-year-old in a quarter-life crisis would do: he vanishes. No glamorous Eurotrip or a silent yoga retreat in Bali. Just a one-way ticket to the quietest town he can find—Hanuel-ri, population: probably less than his debut fancon.

    At the tiny airport, he’s the only passenger under sixty. On a bulletin board, a flyer reads:
    FARMHAND NEEDED. ACCOMMODATION INCLUDED.

    It’s either a scam or a sign. Either way, he takes it.

    There, between hostile roosters and endless peach trees, Riki meets Jungwon—a beautiful, overworked young doctor with illegal dimples and a past just as unexpected as his own.

    One lunch delivery turns into a many. Weeks stretch into something more. And somehow, Riki starts falling—for the town, for the quiet, and for the boy who makes everything feel like home.

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    happiness is a butterfly. try to catch it like every night. it escapes from my hands into moonlight.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
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    53
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    23 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "Do you ever feel like..." Jungwon trailed off.

    "Probably," Riki responded.

    Jungwon chuckled, hearing it made Riki chuckle too.

    "Do you ever feel like you're the only person who still feels it, like the other kids don't?"

    Riki let out a long breath. "Like I'm lying?"

    They both said "yeah" at the same time.

    "I feel like I'm not supposed to still be scared. I should be able to go to school, come out of my room and stuff, you know?"

    Riki nodded deeply, because he knew. Really knew.

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    jay’s final thesis reads a lot like a love letter

    it starts at 13, with two pure souls
    it peaks at 18, with three broken hearts
    and it stays here at 23, with one final shot at happiness

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    117
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    16 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    jay’s final thesis reads a lot like a love letter

    it starts at 13, with two pure souls
    it peaks at 18, with three broken hearts
    and it stays here at 23, with one final shot at happiness

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “Boundaries,” Sunoo speaks out and Sunghoon’s attention snaps back at him. “We need to set some boundaries to make this work.”

    Park’s cocky smirk makes a comeback on his face as he rubs both his hands together above the table. He looks at Sunoo with wooing eyes and bites his lip.

    “Now we’re talking,” Sunghoon tastes victory in his mouth. “Whatever you want, baby.”

     

    or, sunoo can't stand park sunghoon but he might just be of help this time.

    Language:
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    1/1
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    02 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “Boundaries,” Sunoo speaks out and Sunghoon’s attention snaps back at him. “We need to set some boundaries to make this work.”

    Park’s cocky smirk makes a comeback on his face as he rubs both his hands together above the table. He looks at Sunoo with wooing eyes and bites his lip.

    “Now we’re talking,” Sunghoon tastes victory in his mouth. “Whatever you want, baby.”

     

    or, sunoo can't stand park sunghoon but he might just be of help this time.

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    The sky is full of colors. Different shades of green and purple cover the night sky and Jungwon points out at the stars which dance in front of their eyes. Riki snuggles closer to Jungwon whose fingertips follow the pathway of a shooting star. Make a wish, the older boy says in Korean. The dream version of Riki does not keep it a secret this time. He wishes to be friends with Jungwon forever.

    or: Jungwon moves to Japan and befriends Riki, little did they know their feelings would only grow from there.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    46
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    13 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The sky is full of colors. Different shades of green and purple cover the night sky and Jungwon points out at the stars which dance in front of their eyes. Riki snuggles closer to Jungwon whose fingertips follow the pathway of a shooting star. Make a wish, the older boy says in Korean. The dream version of Riki does not keep it a secret this time. He wishes to be friends with Jungwon forever.

    or: Jungwon moves to Japan and befriends Riki, little did they know their feelings would only grow from there.

  7. Public Bookmark 29

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    When he sees the date scribbled at the top of the note, though, he freezes. It's from the beginning of the year, which means it was written completely independently from the knowledge of Sunoo’s own note. It's a strange twist of fate. Maybe the universe itself was written in cerulean, its most important revelations spilling out in shades of cobalt. Surely there's a reason the sky and the ocean, despite their clarity, appear blue to the human eye.

    All of Sunoo's most well-kept secrets lie immortalized in blue marker. Coincidentally, Riki's lie in blue pen ink.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    01 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    When he sees the date scribbled at the top of the note, though, he freezes. It's from the beginning of the year, which means it was written completely independently from the knowledge of Sunoo’s own note. It's a strange twist of fate. Maybe the universe itself was written in cerulean, its most important revelations spilling out in shades of cobalt. Surely there's a reason the sky and the ocean, despite their clarity, appear blue to the human eye.

    All of Sunoo's most well-kept secrets lie immortalized in blue marker. Coincidentally, Riki's lie in blue pen ink.

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    When Heeseung was fifteen, he had a girlfriend. She confessed to him on Valentine’s Day, and that same afternoon, Jay told him he didn’t even like girls. Heeseung wouldn’t have accepted her confession if he already knew that.

    Or,

    Heeseung has always been in love with Jay, and then finds out he might not be as straight as he thought, meets Jake, and falls in love with Jay’s boyfriend. In that exact order.

    Language:
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    22,100
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    576
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    144
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    7,587

    20 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    When Heeseung was fifteen, he had a girlfriend. She confessed to him on Valentine’s Day, and that same afternoon, Jay told him he didn’t even like girls. Heeseung wouldn’t have accepted her confession if he already knew that.

    Or,

    Heeseung has always been in love with Jay, and then finds out he might not be as straight as he thought, meets Jake, and falls in love with Jay’s boyfriend. In that exact order.

  9. Public Bookmark 34

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    Sunghoon knew a hopeless case when he saw one. He wasn’t stupid — he knew when there was nothing to be done, he knew when to give up and give in. It had never been in his nature to hold on to things that weren’t there.

    But then Jongseong, who was in love with someone else, kissed him on the porch of his beach house, and suddenly he was hopeless, breathless, holding on to a dream that could never be. Waiting by his phone, by his door, by the shadow at Jongseong’s feet.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    187
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    34
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    2,954

    30 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sunghoon knew a hopeless case when he saw one. He wasn’t stupid — he knew when there was nothing to be done, he knew when to give up and give in. It had never been in his nature to hold on to things that weren’t there.

    But then Jongseong, who was in love with someone else, kissed him on the porch of his beach house, and suddenly he was hopeless, breathless, holding on to a dream that could never be. Waiting by his phone, by his door, by the shadow at Jongseong’s feet.

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    On Valentine’s Day, Riki learns three fundamental truths:

    1. Boys can like boys.
    2. Riki likes a boy.
    3. That boy most definitely does not like him back.

    (or, It’s clear that Jungwon’s got his head up in the clouds, and it takes all of Riki to try and anchor him to the ground before he floats too far away.)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    144
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    881
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    173
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    8,432

    10 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    On Valentine’s Day, Riki learns three fundamental truths:

    1. Boys can like boys.

    2. Riki likes a boy.

    3. That boy most definitely does not like him back.

    (or, It’s clear that Jungwon’s got his head up in the clouds, and it takes all of Riki to try and anchor him to the ground before he floats too far away.)

  11. Public Bookmark 85

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    jungwon's life is changed forever, one night under the full moon. when he returns home, he's convinced his burden is his own to bear.

    jay gathers him up with gentle hands, determined to convince him he is not alone.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    57
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    427
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    6,847

    09 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    jungwon's life is changed forever, one night under the full moon. when he returns home, he's convinced his burden is his own to bear.

    jay gathers him up with gentle hands, determined to convince him he is not alone.

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    When Heeseung and Jongseong inexplicably fall in love after years of petty rivalry, Riki feels like his world is ending. When Jungwon Yang suggests that they start dating in order to win over their respective crushes, Riki feels like his world has been flipped upside down. He knows that fake dating is dumb in theory, and even dumber in practice. But despite only barely being able to tolerate Jungwon, Riki has never been able to resist a bad idea. It’ll be a fun challenge — finding out just how far they’ll go to commit to the bit.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    09 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    When Heeseung and Jongseong inexplicably fall in love after years of petty rivalry, Riki feels like his world is ending. When Jungwon Yang suggests that they start dating in order to win over their respective crushes, Riki feels like his world has been flipped upside down. He knows that fake dating is dumb in theory, and even dumber in practice. But despite only barely being able to tolerate Jungwon, Riki has never been able to resist a bad idea. It’ll be a fun challenge — finding out just how far they’ll go to commit to the bit.

  13. Public Bookmark 83

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    And then his eyes glance over his own pale face, and he sees it.

    All of his teeth have sharpened out. Miniature razors dragging themselves along thin slabs of ivory— each tooth a dagger, with his canines elongated past their natural point.

    They’re the teeth of a predator. Of a rabid animal. When he takes it all in, his eyes grow to match the size of the elder still standing behind him. It’s only then that Jay lets his lip drop, but by then it doesn’t matter; Jungwon is darting forward himself, hanging over the sink and tugging his mouth open by the corners with both hands. He closes it, opens it again, and repeats.

    Over and over and over. Those teeth are still there. Over and over and over. They don’t go away.

    “Jungwon.” Jay’s face in the mirror is equal parts beautiful and haunting. “I don’t think you were bitten by a dog.”

    --
    (Jungwon lives with the consequences of an event he doesn't remember. Jay doesn't love him any less for it.)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    06 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Over and over and over. Those teeth are still there. Over and over and over. They don’t go away.

    “Jungwon.” Jay’s face in the mirror is equal parts beautiful and haunting. “I don’t think you were bitten by a dog.”

    --
    (Jungwon lives with the consequences of an event he doesn't remember. Jay doesn't love him any less for it.)

  14. Public Bookmark 34

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    'til death do us part. not.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    23
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    01 Jul 2024

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    Cried

    'til death do us part. not.

  15. Public Bookmark 65

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    If Jay had to be stranded in any part of America, he was glad that part was his hometown that he had been refamiliarizing himself with the last few days. At least he sort of knew the layout, and there were a few people he could still vaguely remember the phone numbers of, thoroughly ingrained in his mind as a child and hidden away like sleeper agents until there was a need to recall them. And his English was still good enough that he could speak with locals and figure out a plan to make it to the concert a few states over.

    So no, the problem was not where he was stranded, but rather who he was stranded with.

    Sunghoon can drive, but can't speak English. Jay can speak English, but can't drive. Together, they make one (supposedly) comprehensive unit that have to make it to Chicago before soundcheck.

    30 hours to drive. 7 states. 3 timezones.

    And only two and a half days to get there.

    What could go wrong?

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    1/1
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    21 Jun 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    If Jay had to be stranded in any part of America, he was glad that part was his hometown that he had been refamiliarizing himself with the last few days. At least he sort of knew the layout, and there were a few people he could still vaguely remember the phone numbers of, thoroughly ingrained in his mind as a child and hidden away like sleeper agents until there was a need to recall them. And his English was still good enough that he could speak with locals and figure out a plan to make it to the concert a few states over.

    So no, the problem was not where he was stranded, but rather who he was stranded with.

    Sunghoon can drive, but can't speak English. Jay can speak English, but can't drive. Together, they make one (supposedly) comprehensive unit that have to make it to Chicago before soundcheck.

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    16 Jun 2024

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    A Masterpiece

     

    they meet, somehow, in the shallow waters of gangwon province, south korea

    or, how jake sim falls in love (with life and one lee heeseung)

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    According to Murphy’s law, anything that can go wrong will go wrong. It can be applied in different ways under different circumstances.

    Exhibit A: You’re running late to work and suddenly the traffic is much worse.

    Exhibit B: Planning an outing, you plan a picnic and it rains.

    Exhibit C: Jay walks up to stand in front of Heeseung and stares him down. Heeseung glances down when he hears a clinking sound to see Jay gripping a plastic filled with alcoholic drinks.

    Heeseung sighs and finally makes eye contact with Jay. Looking closely at this pathetic version of Jay, Heeseung couldn’t even find it in him to be angry.

    or basically 15k heejay word vomit on how to not move on from your best friend turn fwb turn stranger

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    2/2
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    16 Apr 2024

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    Sobbing

    According to Murphy’s law, anything that can go wrong will go wrong. It can be applied in different ways under different circumstances.

    Exhibit A: You’re running late to work and suddenly the traffic is much worse.

    Exhibit B: Planning an outing, you plan a picnic and it rains.

    Exhibit C: Jay walks up to stand in front of Heeseung and stares him down. Heeseung glances down when he hears a clinking sound to see Jay gripping a plastic filled with alcoholic drinks.

    Heeseung sighs and finally makes eye contact with Jay. Looking closely at this pathetic version of Jay, Heeseung couldn’t even find it in him to be angry.

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    10 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    (Is this too much to ask for?)

     

    “This doesn't feel like a haircut,” says Sunoo, barely believing that he’s saying it. Sunghoon carefully places his scissors on the table and looks at Sunoo’s face through the mirror.
    “No?”
    “No”. Sunoo breathes in, breathes out. “It feels like a seduction”.
    Sunghoon is looking at Sunoo’s eyes when he asks “Will you allow me to see it through?”

    (Or: Sunoo needs a haircut. Sunghoon is a hairdresser. They're in love.)

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    08 Feb 2024

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    LOVEEE
    The kid appears right in the middle of a battle.
    Jake was not there to see it, but he is told that the kid had looked at Heeseung right in the eye and called for him. He hadn’t used his name.
    He had said 'dad'.

    (Or: Jake are Heeseung are boyfriends. Heeseung doesn't really want children. His future child appears in their present anyway.)

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    Sunghoon wasn’t sure how he felt about their closeness and he never knew why it left him with a foul taste in his mouth. Maybe it was protectiveness? He’d known Sunoo since they were kids, the longest out of all of his friends.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    150
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    20 Jan 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sunghoon wasn’t sure how he felt about their closeness and he never knew why it left him with a foul taste in his mouth. Maybe it was protectiveness? He’d known Sunoo since they were kids, the longest out of all of his friends.

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