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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    The AU where Phil stopped posting Youtube videos in the summer of 2009, before he ever knew who Dan was. Phil's life heads into a different direction that leads to the stable life he has at 35 years old. Phil is stuck in an unfulfilling relationship with a busy lawyer. Everything changes when Phil unknowingly inserts himself into a rookie lawyer, Dan Howell's, life. The wheels of fate that stopped moving in the summer of 2009 are in motion again and Phil sees what his life should have been like for all of these years.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Chapter 18

  2. Public Bookmark 94

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    He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.

    “Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”

    Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Chapter 10

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Phil has known so many versions of Dan across time, and he has loved them all in their own ways.

    But none of them was this one: his Dan, sprawled beside him in a Las Vegas hotel room two weeks after his twenty-first birthday, who is sharp and unsure and sometimes infuriating, who gives hickeys to his older self and then pretends it was nothing. This one, tonight, is the one Phil loves most of all.

    A canon-inspired time-travel AU featuring secrets, yearning, self-hatred, self-love, a three-way in Vegas, and Phil Lester's unwavering belief in the red string of fate.

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    07 May 2026

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    Chapter 6

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Phil lives a simple life in his family’s bookstore. He doesn’t have big dreams, his friends and his little bit of stability are enough for him. Until one day, Hollywood star Daniel Howell happens to walk into his bookstore by chance. And from that moment on, nothing is ever the same again.

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    Or... who doesn’t love rewatching ’90s romcoms like Notting Hill?
    Phil is the Hugh Grant of the story, Dan is the Julia Roberts, and the vibes of the movie are definitely there (though there are still plenty of surprises along the way).

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    07 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 61

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    In another universe, on another continent, Phil takes that summer job and becomes stuck in a toxic cycle. Dan finds himself pursuing the more anonymous and potentially lucrative career of a camboy-turned porn actor. Their paths barely cross until a friendly conversation on a set in 2016 helps them find sweetness in this bitter world.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Chapter 10