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    “Eyes on me.” There is a sharp satisfaction as those eyes lift immediately to meet his again. “I need your name.”

    The man’s lashes flutter. “Shane, sir.”

    Ilya nods and lets his hand move through Shane’s hair. It is soft, and Shane leans into the touch, eyes closing briefly as if the contact alone is enough to ground him. The response is so natural that it gives Ilya pause.

    “Tell me about your limits.” Ilya doubts he is going to be close to any limits tonight, as Shane looks like he already had a pretty rough night. But he still needs to ask, good hygiene. 

    A small smile appears on Shane’s face, he looks at Ilya deeply, eyes not wandering away as he speaks, “There are no limit, sir.” He looks at the disbelief appearing on Ilya’s face and offers, “I’m the house slave.”

     

    Or, Ilya didn’t come for attachment, but Shane, bruised, obedient, and unraveling, becomes the one thing he can’t leave broken.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ch 17

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    Ilya Rozanov has signed with the Ottawa Centaurs and the world is very confused.

    Zane Boodram is probably the one person affected the most by this shocking turn of events and it couldn't come at a worse time. His mentors and fellow captains are gone, and he's been left to lead the worst team in the league by himself, which is bad enough, but now he has to deal with Ilya Rozanov joining the roster?
    The Cents don't have a winning legacy to protect, but they do have a positive team culture built up over years by their previous captain. Bood is determined to make sure that all the work doesn't go to waste, so he's not letting the Russian Menace come in and change it.

    Leaving Boston was supposed to be easy.
    Ilya wasn't supposed to feel bad about. And he doesn't. Not really.
    This is a good thing. A new team. The start of a new life with Shane.
    But the Ottawa Centaurs are a mess and things would be a lot easier if Zane Boodram would stop being so weird about it all...

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Ch 6
    Ilya bought house in ottowa
    Bood messed up and accused Ilya of tampering- they are ok now, working on being good

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    Shane’s sensible, all-wheel drive, good-in-the-snow car was sitting in the garage when Ilya pulled in.

    Ilya winced.

    There was a reason he’d said no when Shane offered to drive out tonight. It was the same reason Shane had agreed so quickly it was obvious he hadn’t really wanted to come. Since Boxing Day, they’d been stuck in a fight-apologize-make up-go quiet-fight again cycle that was as frustrating as it was heartbreaking. They’d been quiet for a week now, which meant they were just about due for a fight. Ilya wasn’t sure they could survive another fight.

    He winced again when he saw that Shane was still in his car, and had seen the first wince.

    They’d definitely fight now.

    “Sorry,” Shane said as they both exited their cars. “I know we said… I just needed to talk to you tonight and I didn’t want to do this on the phone.”

    Oh.

    Not a fight, then.

    A break up.

    No wonder Shane looked so sad.

    ...

    “Montreal asked me to waive my no trade. They want to send me to LA.”


    Or: There is no dramatic plane landing. There's just Shane and Ilya, choosing each other, even when that means choosing to be apart.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Ch 5
    Ilya in ottowa Shane traded to La to finish few months of contract before free agency. Shane pushed out of mtl for being gay
    Ilya/shane boyfriends but struggling
    Ilya therapy- hangs out more with team and parents; Shane moved into roses condo (she was going to sell it)
    Scott called Shane - Shane thinks he needs to talk to Ilya about telling Scott about them

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    Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

    They’re just boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything

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    Shane and Ilya are discovered before they even play their first game

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Ch 11
    Exchange #s at prospect cup, start texting
    Hiss at draft- caught on camera, outed before they even play a game
    League makes rules to separate them
    Shane realizes he is gay, appearing around with Lily Jackie’s friend from club, Ilya depressed
    Skip to 2013- boyfriends known to parents, pikes, Marley , Ilya capt in Bos, minder from team tom
    Hayden capt in mtl; have house in mtl, in parents names
    Sochi Olympics- neither play, watch at home, get in fight
    Ilya wins cup and mvp in Boston. Photos leaked of them kissing at awards. Some Boston teammates knew about Ilya/shane continued relationship
    Commissioner threatens Ilya that shane has a lot to lose. Shane hurt at game

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    As soon as Ilya Rozanov laid eyes on one Shane Hollander he knew the sweet omega was meant to be his. He also knew the sweet omega could never truly belong to him. He pushed and pushed and eventually shoved Shane right out of his life.

    And then Scott Hunter changed the game and Ilya knew he had to claim Shane as his own. With his team against his back-fangs dropped and snarls on their faces-Ilya jumpstarts a plan that will make Shane his for life.

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    Captain Ilya Rozanov will stop at nothing to make Shane his. He creates a cage-golden, impenetrable, and designed to keep sweet omegas locked in-and it’s only a matter of time before Shane willingly walks right into it.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Ch 3
    Ilya alpha- obsessed with omega Shane (it was public he is omega); situationship, tunameltdown, rose, cottage
    Boston team knows about Shane, has been working to scent him for Ilya to claim him as pack
    Photos leaked of Shane picking up Ilya at airport for cottage, Mtl except pike and jj terrible.