Toxic_sugarwater
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In a miraculous turn of events, Ivan somehow survives his suicide attempt and wakes up in the hospital. As he navigates his complicated emotions, his relationship with Andrew seems to spiral out of control weather its in a good way or a bad way.
What's worse is that the tumor has been real silent ever since Ivan woke up, only fueling his anxiety of hurting his beloved friend.
(or I just want a happy ending because Bad things broke me mentally)
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Shining gem, restful sleep by BabyVenus (Toxic_sugarwater), Toxic_sugarwater
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Sep 2025
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Sunday is the god of sleep and dreams of a little town of VERY dedicated believers. One day he gets offered a living human sacrifice that leaves him confused and unsure what to do with it. He decides therefore the best course of action is to appoint this man as the first ever official priest of the temple in order to keep it less dirty and dusty.
A/N: I honestly just wanted a Sunturine fic where Sunday was a random powerful celestial being and Aventurine was just his loser boyfriend lol. Don't take it too seriously
(english isn't my first language and the tags will get updated as more chapters get released)
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Yearning by BabyVenus (Toxic_sugarwater)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
06 Apr 2025
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Mydei will leave at dawn for Castrum Kremnos to begin rebuilding the city and reclaim his throne. But how can Phainon wait three whole years for him to come back? And better yet how can he love the same after all that's happened?
(Or: Mydei leaves to start rebuilding his city and comes back barely alive from his journey, having to abandon the idea. Phainon has to take care of him and learn how to love him again.)
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Does breaking hearts count as a crime? by Toxic_sugarwater
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Apr 2024
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In which Sampo Koski is a stupid little guy who does something stupid and doesn't regret it
(spoiler:he kinda does)
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Parallax by nobrainsnobrawns
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series), The Wifies Debunk Saga (Web Series)
21 Feb 2026
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After Zam ambushes Parrot’s lab, he has little choice but to accept Wifies’s offer.
They work side by side.
They do not stand on the same side.
Somehow, even that proves to be complicated between them.
// Or, scientist!Parrot meets Evilfies. An AU based on Unstable Universe’s beta concept on Spoke’s channel.
//// Or, or; potential duo squared.
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- Part 1 of PARAGON LAB ARCHIVE
Bookmarked by Toxic_sugarwater
23 Feb 2026
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this is giving me depression in the best way possible
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Speak Your Truth by Frill
Fandoms: 괴담에 떨어져도 출근을 해야 하는구나 - 백덕수 | Even If I Fall Into a Ghost Story I Still Have to Go to Work - Baek Deoksoo
02 Dec 2025
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[Speak Your Truth – Qterw-F-224] It was a simple and vague ghost story. The requirements were hard to fulfill, so many civilians never got trapped within it.
When a person spoke, and deemed it as truthful, their truth came into being. No one understood the world completely, and people misremembered facts. If they spoke what they deemed to be the truth, it affected the world.
Kim Soleum was now that person trapped to speak the truth while he was surrounded by field agents and civil servants.
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Bookmarked by Toxic_sugarwater
08 May 2025
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This is basically Kim Soleum confessing everything to everyone in one big mess and I love it lmao
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I was a fool playing by the rules by onyasuminyasai
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Oct 2025
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this is my contribution to ratiorine/aventio/golden ratio fandom
This is modern au with academia vibe, Ratio is studying math at uni and meets a guy who he barely knows be he strikes his interest (which happens very rarely) and before he knows, he is a part of a bigger game. They will get closer throughout the chapters, revealing Aventurine's past (that I'm gladly making up as I go to make him very angsty) and issues everyone struggle with nowadays. I'm trying to be funny sometimes but it will probably be mostly hurt/comfort and angst.
Bookmarked by Toxic_sugarwater
16 Apr 2024
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Secret identity? Sign me up
So we'll written, Aventurine is so twisted yet still a good person and Ratio is written very accurate to his cannon self
Good read, 10/10
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Kaveh used to think that Alhaitham had mastered the art of ignoring him. The man would remain unflappable as he continued to read his worn copy of The Origins of Enkanomiyan Language, even when Kaveh was a hair’s breadth away from shattering the windows of their house with his severity of pitch.
No amount of screaming, threats to throw things, or violently waving in front of him could get Alhaitham to pause in his thirst for knowledge. As it turns out, Alhaitham literally just turns his hearing aids off so he doesn’t have to listen to Kaveh.
It’s for this exact reason that Kaveh has decided to learn Sumerian Sign Language.
or,
Kaveh learns sign language just to continue bickering with Alhaitham.
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- Part 1 of Deaf!Alhaitham
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Icarus, The Sun, and The Sea by Toothsie
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 Jan 2025
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Then the Titankin throws Phainon off the cliff.
As he falls, Phainon sees it: a brilliant flash of crimson, like fire, cutting through the Titankin like a knife through butter. Then crystals; sharp and gleaming like blood, expanding from a single point in the distance and rapidly skewering the remaining Titankin.
The crimson flash turns, bright as the sun, and Phainon stares back, his cape fluttering uselessly behind him like a pair of melted wax wings.
When Phainon plunges into the sea, his gaze meets a familiar pair of hazel eyes as Mydei leaps off the cliff to follow him.
After a mission gone awry, Phainon is hurled into the sea. Mydei saves him.
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- Part 1 of Odysseys of The Sun
Bookmarked by Toxic_sugarwater
27 Mar 2025
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I love this so much, it's very very good