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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    "... You're heatin', soon," John says under his breath, lowering his voice like he's trying to afford Arthur some privacy even if there's no such thing in this life.

    It's cute, though, warms Arthur just a bit.

    "... So you're scarin' everyone off for me?" Arthur asks wryly, "My own personal guard dog?"

    "... I don't-" John makes a rough sound and shifts his legs, frowning heavily at the fire, "I don't know."

    Arthur tilts his head in question and John glances at him, then down.

    And even in the dim lighting Arthur sees John's cheeks pinking.

    "Sorry," John says quietly, "Not tryna be a pushy Alpha or nothin'... Feel wrong when I'm not with you, get angry when I realize I've done it again."

    "Done what?"

    "Trailed you," John mutters, "Found a job to do just to stay close to you."

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    29 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    "C’mon," Arthur grumbled under his breath, feeding the flames with larger sticks until the heat began to radiate outward, chasing the chill from his bones. The fire crackled to life, casting long shadows across the walls, the light dancing over John’s face as he shed his drenched coat and gloves, his dampened shirt clinging to every lean muscle that lay beneath.

    Arthur swallowed, forcing his gaze back to the flames. The storm raged outside, the wind howling through the trees.

    In which Arthur and John seek shelter from a sudden, aggressive storm, and make good use of some rare time alone.

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    10 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    "You want me to leave you covered like this?" Arthur nudges the hem of John's shirt with his fingertip.

    "Embarrassin'," John whispers, "Bein' all soft."

    "Does it feel good though?"

    John swallows hard before nodding, slinging one arm over his face while the other settles beside him, fingers clenching in the bedroll.

    "... Well, maybe you'll like it anyway?" Arthur says quietly as he generously coats his fingers with the gel, setting the tin aside and resting his free hand on John's inner thigh, "Ready?"

    "Don't say it like that," John mutters, "Just gon' make me nervous again."

    "... Why you nervous?"

    "Dunno… What if it doesn't work?" John swallows and rubs his forehead with his wrist, "What if I like it too much?"

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    15 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 91

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    Arthur has stood on clifftops, staring off the edge of the world and wondering how long it would take him to hit the ground. One more step, out into emptiness where nothing matters anymore, but he’s always too weak to take it, always hesitating.

    Clinging to a life that doesn’t cling back.

    He’s waded into riverbanks, the current strong and vicious, tugging at his clothes and trying to draw him in. Thought about how easy it would be to go limp and let the water take him. Let the river close over his head, blackness all around— weightless and boneless and nothing is his fault anymore.

    Thought about how easy it would be, nothing to do but breathe in water, close his eyes, and drift away. This isn’t anything like that.

    Then Arthur glances up, and sees him coming over the ridge. It’s too far, really, and he’s wearing a bandana over the bottom half of his face, but Arthur would know those eyes anywhere. Across canyons, from miles away. In the dead of night, the sky black and starless, it doesn’t matter; Arthur can still feel him watching.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    09 Mar 2026