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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    One delayed flight. One closing airport bar. One truth or dare game that gets significantly out of hand.
    Ilya Rozanov came to his ex-girlfriend's wedding to prove he was over it. Shane Hollander came to his best friend's wedding to prove he was fine. They were both lying, but they didn't know that about each other yet.

    Then they had to share a room.

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    16 May 2026

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    ‘Listen to me carefully. You have two choices.’ Rozanov’s voice is low, dripping with a dangerous calmness. ‘You can look me in the eye and tell me that you want me to leave. If you tell me you don’t want this, you don’t want me, you’re not interested, I will walk out now. You will go to your girlfriend. I will go out and find someone else for tonight, touch them, kiss them, fuck them. I will block your phone number. There will be no more texts. We will not speak again. We will never fuck again. I will move on. I will forget about you.

    ‘Or,’ Rozanov continues, ‘you can accept that this is what you want. What you need. What you are. You will get on your knees and take what I have to give you. You will do as you’re told. You will be a good little slut and beg me for more and let me remind you who you actually belong to. I will fuck you until you cry and you will thank me for it. I will make you come on my cock until you can’t even remember your girlfriend’s fucking name.’

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    10 May 2026

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    Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.

    He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...

    The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.

    He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.

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    Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.

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    05 May 2026

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    The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.

    Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.

    Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.

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    04 May 2026