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    Shane and Ilya collide on the ice in 2008, and Shane's career is over before it begins.

    In 2014, when they meet each other in a club in Boston, Ilya wants to make it up to him.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    this one’s so fun babe. you’re gonna love it just as much on the reread because they would actually do all of this. and the Kip&Shane friendship is beautiful.

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    Yuna Hollander has spent thirty years learning to love her son from a careful distance and calling it respect. When Shane finally comes out, she has to reckon with what that distance actually was — and what it cost him to grow up inside it. The years after are about learning to stop watching him sideways.

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    20 May 2026

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    “You know,” Shane says to the nobody nearby that definitely doesn’t exist, “You don’t need to hit pause every time I do something mildly interesting.”

    The forest noise swells around him in a great gust of birdsong and tree branch rustling, as if the woods are huffing a laugh at him under their breath. Shane still doesn’t believe in fairytales or spirits, but he’s starting to think that maybe there is a personality to this place. He stops in his tracks at the thought.

    “I’m fucking losing it,” he whispers to himself. “That has to be what this is.”

    There’s something in the woods.

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    15 May 2026

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    !! the soulmates, forest magic, everything is intertwined one with the BEST prose the BEST descriptions and the BEST ending !! a masterpiece

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.

    “There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”

    “I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.

    “No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”

    // shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.

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    02 May 2026

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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

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    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    01 May 2026

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    “They didn’t have to invent anything new after I was outed. It was all already there. They just aimed it I guess.”

    (aka the one that is canon to me now- this is how unrivaled starts and it’s got the four sentence conversation you needed to turn Shane and Troy into friends in your head)