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    Roll On by

    Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

    26 Aug 2016

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    In 1938, there's a bar in Brooklyn called Sully’s where people are safe to be themselves. Behind the bar, a girl pours drinks. She's always got a big smile for Steve and she says queer like it's a good thing. On a regular basis, she takes his shoulders in her hands and tries to shake sense into him, saying, "When will you do something about that best friend of yours?"

    In 2012, Bucky’s gone, but Steve’s not, and the girl’s hands are too old to shake him. She does her best to make him see sense anyway.

    Steve had people who loved him before the war, and it turns out a few of them are still around when he finally comes home.

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    All Wars End the Same by

    Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

    27 Mar 2026

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    Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.

    To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.

    Because war doesn’t just take. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed beings, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: the weight of what can never be undone.

    All wars end the same.

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    This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blooms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.

    Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.

    Before it all got worse .

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    Scraps by , ,

    Fandom Captain America (Comics), Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe

    31 Dec 2015

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    Steve and Bucky make do with what they can during the war.

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    Sing Me the Alphabet by

    Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    26 Sep 2015

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    There wasn’t anything left to salvage. That’s what Fury believed. It would have been a kindness to put him down.

     

     

    When SHIELD finally releases Bucky from custody, he is not the man anyone expects him to be. Steve struggles to reconcile the stranger with the man who was once his best friend, but with Hydra regrouping after the events at Triskelion, Steve is dragged back into battle when Bucky needs him the most. Meanwhile, Hydra is itching to have its prize weapon back under their control, and a devastating betrayal pits Bucky against a terrible piece of ex-SHIELD tech that threatens to destroy everything he's struggled to rebuild. In order to survive, he must decide who he is going to be: the vulnerable Bucky Barnes or the indomitable Winter Soldier? It turns out there might not be as big a difference as everyone seems to think.

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    The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by

    Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types  

    02 Aug 2014

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    Recovery is a long and difficult process. Luckily, the Avengers are there to help. But finding himself isn't the only problem Bucky faces, not by a long shot, and soon he ends up tasked with more than just picking up the shattered pieces of his tragic life.

    “I don’t know if I want help,” he admits, because he can’t understand that half of him needs it like water when the other half tries to avoid it like the plague.

    The Captain smiles a little, so softly. “You wouldn’t have come if you didn’t.”

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    13 Feb 2026