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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane glances at Ilya, and can tell from the single minded intensity with which he looks back that he’s also thinking of the last time the cameras had stopped rolling.

    Once they get into the building, Ilya cocks his head, and, at Shane’s minute nod, starts heading down an empty hallway towards the single occupancy bathroom.

    Shane loiters behind for a moment until all the other boys have filtered out of the space, before following.

    As soon as he’s through the door, Ilya crowds him against it, flicking the lock.

    He holds Shane’s jaw to keep his eyes on him, and that’s all it takes for Shane to fall into that now familiar, fuzzy headspace.

    “You were thinking about last time, yes?” His voice is dropped to that deep pitch Shane has only heard a handful of times, and it makes his knees weak.

    Shane nods, swallowing past the lump in his throat.

    “Uh uh uh. You know I need your words, malysh.”

    OR

    Shane is prepared to grit his teeth through six weeks of Love Island for the brand exposure. He is NOT prepared for a bombshell in the shape of Ilya Rozanov to drop.

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    21 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love island

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    17 Sep 2026

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    its like vetrova house and also epiiiiic

     

    wolf bird alive and well in our heatts

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    Shane Hollander spends his life in control. A star hockey player, Canada’s Best. He's the man his teammates trust when everything is on the line and the face brands clamour to put in their campaigns. Shane is good at everything. Until he’s not.

    A sickness bleeds beneath his skin, a desperate craving to surrender. Terrified, he does what he does best: buries it until it bubbles to the surface…and someone sees.

    Ilya Rozanov is an expert of his craft at Vetrova House, a place that trains Dominants and Submissives. Competent and too perceptive, he’s also a retired Dominant who hasn’t taken a Submissive in years. For good reason. Caring for anyone is dangerous; he learned that when his life blew up in his face. But Ilya’s demons continue to haunt him, and this time, they come with a point to prove.

    When Shane applies, Ilya does the responsible thing: assesses him and recommends another Dominant. But something goes catastrophically wrong. The House has failed Shane once. Now he must decide if he can give Ilya the power to do it again.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    WOLF BIRD TYPE PEAK

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    “Tell me why I should take you instead, Hollander,” Rozanov ordered. He pronounced every syllable in his last name and purposely drew it out.

    "You want silence. Think about the silence that comes from permanently ending a bloodline. Think about the silence that comes after the scream of a mother who has lost her only child. If you want her to suffer the way you have, then let me take her place and let her live with that. Take me instead of her.”

    Rozanov appeared to be considering the offer. He angled his head at Shane before speaking, “Shane Hollander, do you want to pay the debt your family owes to me by taking the place of your mother?”

    “Yes,” Shane replied without hesitation.

    Or: Mob Boss Grigori Rozanov is murdered in a hit and his son Ilya Rozanov seeks vengeance against those who have wronged his family. Revenge will cost Shane Hollander his freedom, his life, and more after he offers to take his mother's place on Rozanov's hit list.

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    15 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    kerf

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    On the heels of a stunning upset against the worst team in the League, rising hockey star Ilya Rozanov sets off on his own late into the night to let off some steam. It would be the last anyone saw of the promising young athlete.
    Years later, journalist Shane Hollander is offered the fluff assignment of interviewing some locals from a nearby town who claim to have spotted, and angered, a malevolent entity rumored to sow mischief across the interconnected lakes dubbed the Twin Mirrors. Despite a story that Shane is pretty sure will amount to nothing more than clickbait for the website, Shane accepts, citing his familiarity with the Twin Mirrors and the quiet town of Heathridge. Or, so he says.
    With the anniversary of Ilya Rozanov's mysterious disappearance rapidly approaching, Shane may have ulterior motives.
    So it came to be that Shane set off to the cozy lakeside town of Heathridge, completely unaware that the answer to the mystery he'd never truly stopped investigating might have been lurking right under his nose.

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    Lake siren Ilya x journalist Shane
    Slow(ish) burn, timeline-jumping mystery with a side of whimsy, a whole heap of yearning, and (probably) excessive use of the memory loss trope.

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    14 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    mermaid yaoi