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    Old friends Eric Bennett and Brandon Wiebe realize - oh yeah, that time when we were best friends at hockey camp in high school, actually maybe we were boyfriends? They’ve been casual friends for decades since then, but when Eric comes out publicly, Wiebe reaches out. They catch up and debrief life and hockey as bisexual men while Eric enjoys his first year of retirement and Wiebe navigates his first year as a coach.
    Ilya Rozanov is just delighted to have bisexual friends. Even if they don’t always know he’s bisexual too. And since his love language is being a little shit, he badgers them into bisexual solidarity.

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    They’re all bisexual and talking to each other

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    Shane just wants to have a normal experience his first time visiting the Kingfisher. When his husband wanders off to have a strangely deep conversation with a rookie, Shane is very quickly made aware of a few things: 1) Ilya is responsible for setting up nearly every queer couple in the NHL. 2) Shane has somehow ended up in a booth with all of his prior victims, and 3) they can predict how this exchange is going to go down so accurately that they have a checklist.

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    24 May 2026

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    Hayden knows what he saw. Clear as day, right there in the middle of Shane’s text thread with Lily.

    A dick pic.

    Hayden keeps mindlessly scrolling Instagram—a pantomime of paying attention, not really taking in anything that’s passing across his screen. Mind racing as a series of realizations wash over him.

    Christ, no wonder Shane was so cagey about Lily. No wonder he didn’t want to introduce her to the guys.

    Hayden would like to believe that everyone would be chill with it, but he could think of at least five guys off the top of his head that would a hundred percent take issue with Shane dating a trans woman. He can imagine, far too easily, the kind of slurs that would get thrown around the locker room if anyone ever found out. Towards Lily, sure, but towards Shane too—because Shane had to be gay, if his girlfriend had a dick, right?

     
    Or, Hayden finds out something that he was never supposed to, and decides that the only thing he can do is show his best friend that he can be the best ally ever, if he just gives him the chance.

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    23 May 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    23 May 2026

  5. Rec *

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    "Hey." J.J. held out his hand for a handshake, as if he were meeting Ilya for the first time, and Shane supposed that in a way he was. "Zane says you don't suck."

    Shane had not made Ilya promise to be on his best behavior, and he regretted that immediately as he watched Ilya shake J.J.'s hand with an expression of exaggerated confusion.

    "Bood is slandering me? Why would he do this?" Ilya turned to Shane. "And you! You are letting your friends believe I don't give excellent—"

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    Shane told J.J. the truth after the almost-plane-crash. Now Shane has the aggressive support of his most sociable and meddlesome friend.

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    22 May 2026

  6. Rec *

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    22 May 2026

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    It all happens so quickly. One moment, Hayden is moving towards his wife so he can fall apart in her arms, and the next, there’s six feet of oddly nervous Russian hockey player separating Jackie from him.

    “Is ok,” Rozanov says, hands in the air as though Hayden’s holding a gun. “Pike, whatever you are upset about. Is not Jackie’s fault.”

    Or: Hayden, Ilya, and the mortifying ordeal of being known.

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    21 May 2026

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    Hayden navigates the hockey world after his best friend moved to Ottawa. It's also:

    Five times Ilya forces out a compliment about Hayden in front of an audience. Every time, Hayden is confused.

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    12 May 2026

  9. Rec 21

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    Kyle's familiar with this look. This is Shane Hollander's first gay bar, and that means something to him.

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    04 May 2026

  10. Rec 6

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    January 21st 1910. After a year of retiring from the monster-hunting business, Tommy Kinard is still haunted by the nightmares of his past. On top of that, he is dragged back into his old life as a new monster terrorizes the city. Turning to unconventional means to finally get a good night's sleep, ridding his nightmares, Tommy keeps finding himself dreaming of a mysterious man named Evan, who feels all too real. Unbeknownst to him, Evan was not just some man that keeps popping up in his mind, but a vampire.

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    04 May 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    04 May 2026

  12. Rec 45

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    An ordinary afternoon of babysitting takes a turn when Nash's boundless energy leaves Jee heartbroken over a broken toy.

    While Buck tries to comfort her, Jee's relentless, honest questions about the man who gave it to her force him to confront something he's been avoiding for far too long.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    23 Apr 2026

  14. Rec 25

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    Bobby was as ready as he could be when his eyes finally slipped closed.

    His prayers were said, his energy depleted, and the time had finally come.

    And then he was being air-lifted out of the icy-cold ocean with the debris of a crashed passenger jet strewn below him.

    Or, the one where Bobby somehow wakes up in the middle of Season 1’s plane disaster after ‘dying’ in the lab.

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    12 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    It wasn't supposed to go like this.

    Buck's not stupid. He knows what he's doing. Knows what this looks like. But. It's not like that. It's not. He's getting help. It's helping.

    Maybe Bobby would be disappointed. But he's not fucking here is he?

     

    (Or based on 9x14 Buck copes. The drugs help.)

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    20 Mar 2026

  16. Rec 53

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    "Tommy," There's an huff, indignant and Tommy rolls his eyes but waits. "Come on, man!"

    "What do you want, Diaz?"

    [or what if tommy gave buck and eddie a ride to LA]

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    19 Mar 2026

  17. Rec 98

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    Tommy stared down at the picture and didn’t move an inch as he tried to process what he was seeing. 

    It was of Evan, his pale skin glistening with sweat as he smiled, holding the door open for someone outside of his apartment building. 

    Mason put down another picture and then another, making the cold shock in Tommy’s veins turn brittle with each one being presented to him. It was obvious from the photographs that Evan hadn’t known his picture was being taken. It had to have been captured with a long lens of some kind. Evan, at his apartment building. Evan, by his Jeep outside of the grocery store. Evan, in his uniform, taking out the trash at the back of the firehouse, alone and surrounded by shadows. 

    “I really wished you’d said yes, man.” Mason leaned back and tipped the picture up to stare at him. “Cute kid. Got that birthmark thing? He’s a firefighter too? Calls himself Buck, right? Let’s take this somewhere else, huh? You can tell me all about him.”  

    An old army buddy of Tommy’s comes into town with a proposition. When Tommy refuses, he learns that Evan Buckley is a pretty good tool for persuasion.

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    13 Feb 2026

  18. Rec 4

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    When Karen was six years old, her father stuck a few packs of glow-in-the-dark stars on her ceiling.

    Later, when she has her own son, she makes sure he has stars to dream about, too.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    hauntology (hɔːnˈtɒlədʒi) • noun

    the past that haunts the present. see also: list of things that can be haunted: houses, furniture, dolls, and me by him.

    Of all the ways his life could go to shit, amnesia wasn't one that Buck had ever really considered, but with the trajectory of his life, he probably should have seen this one coming. The world's still exactly the same as it was yesterday; the sky is blue, the sun rises East and sets West, he's surrounded by people who love him and—

    Oh, right! He has a boyfriend.

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    08 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 26

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    “What do you mean, we gotta go? The night is young.”

    “Yeah, and I’m going to propose by the end of it. No way is Tommy beating me to the punch.” Buck throws down a wad of bills - enough for the beers and apps and a sizable tip before he’s grabbing Hen by the hand and pulling her up.

    “Wait, can I at least finish my drink?” Hen cries out, reaching for her glass.

    “No time, Wilson. I’m ordering an uber.”
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    OR: When Buck and Tommy become aware that the other is also planning to propose, they have thoughts; mainly that they need to be the one to propose first. So they move up their timeline to that very evening. It's not easy to plan a proposal in a couple hours, especially when trying to avoid your significant other, but fortunately they'll have a lot of help to pull it off. Shenanigans ensue.

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    01 Nov 2025

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