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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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- English
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- 9/9
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22 Mar 2026
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one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all its meaning) by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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“You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.
There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.
“Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”
The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.
Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.
Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.
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What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.
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- English
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- 61,723
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- 16/16
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21 Mar 2026
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missing scenes from TLG 📖 by blankjournals
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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Scenes from TLG I felt deserved to be explored more. Fics can be read seperate from each other.
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- 22,379
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- 2
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- 369
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08 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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- English
- Words:
- 38,174
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 1
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- 3,777
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07 Mar 2026
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Second Line by NotRamona43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."
Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."
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Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.- Language:
- English
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- 29,783
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- 6/6
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- 1,202
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06 Mar 2026
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Pockets of belonging by Bergen
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
28 Jul 2025
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Peter never made any plans to run away, until the day he leaves. It isn’t an idea that slowly creeps up on him. He just stands over the sink one day in early spring, watching his father’s bright red ashtray bob up through the soap bubbles, and feels an overwhelming urge to get the hell out of this place.
Two years later. Tony Stark has been keeping his identity as Iron Man a secret, successfully hiding behind his spoiled, rich asshole persona. It’s isolating, but he doesn’t even like people anyway, so it’s fine, he’s fine, he’s great. And then he gets saddled with a new intern, who isn’t just hiding secrets: he’s barely holding it together.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 99,999
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- 19/19
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- 1,581
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- 3,603
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04 Jan 2026
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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- English
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- 21,185
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 49
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- 3,103
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03 Jan 2026
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Let Me Know if It Gets Above a Six by Sundial_at_Night
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Feb 2021
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“Mr. Loki?” asked the Spider cautiously. “Aren’t you—like—a bad guy?” he asked, voice full of only curiosity, as far as Loki could tell.
His first thought was, yes.
His second thought was no.
His third thought was, sometimes?
“It varies from moment to moment,” Loki answered honestly, prying his eyes open after they threatened to fall close.
“But on a scale of one to ten, where are you at right now?”
“Maybe a three?”
The Spider-child nodded. “Cool,” he replied. “Let me know if it gets above a six.
Or: Five times Peter Parker was there for Loki when it 'got above a six', and one time he wasn’t.
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- Part 1 of LMK6-verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,188
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 17
- Comments:
- 665
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- 13,553
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26 Nov 2025
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But Daddy, I Love Him by cheersdarling123
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022), The Summer I Turned Pretty Trilogy - Jenny Han
13 Jan 2025
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In which coming back together is the easy part.
Convincing those around them that it’s a good idea, though? Well, that’s exponentially harder than Belly and Conrad could’ve ever imagined.
“Sometimes, I just want to burn it all down, you know? I feel like all I’m doing is screaming into the void how much we’ve changed, how much we love each other and no one is hearing me,” Belly closed her eyes. “I’m just so tired of caring so much.”
“Maybe we shouldn’t. We tried, didn’t we?”
Brow furrowing, Belly hesitated before speaking. “That doesn’t sound very mature-adult-I’m-a-first-year-resident-doctor Connie of you.”
“When it comes to you and people hurting you, I’m more eighteen year old Connie punching a random guy on the beach for laying a hand on you. Or, I guess an elbow.”
*one-shots potentially pending
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07 Sep 2025
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are you ready yet? by webss312 for SionainnShay
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
06 Jul 2025
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AU. Nineteen year old Peter Parker has worked for SHIELD ever since he had a run-in with Nick Fury over alien technology a couple of years ago.
When Tony Stark and Happy Hogan are injured in an attack that uses unfamiliar alien tech, Peter is assigned by Fury as their bodyguard and informant. He has one rule he tells himself on missions. Or, well, one rule with three sub-sections: get in and out, stay alert, and do not get attached. (That last sub-section holds more weight than the others — by about forty percent, give or take.)
Morgan Stark — and, apparently, the rest of the Avengers, along with people he's tried to leave behind — are making the last part of that rule very difficult for him. Oh, and it turns out that Tony Stark isn't as big of an asshole as everyone makes him out to be. Who knew?
Runner-up in “2024/2025 Favorite” Irondad Creator Awards 2025 :) thank you to anyone who voted!
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- English
- Words:
- 279,550
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Comments:
- 783
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14 Jun 2025
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Poguelandia. Paradise on Earth.
After losing the gold and the cross, the Pogues have finally struck some luck: their own slice of paradise in the middle of the Caribbean. No rules. No parents. No Kooks. It truly is the break they desperately needed.
During the month on the island, JJ and Kiara grow inseparable and fall back on each other when they need it most. It's as if their surf trip has started early and they couldn't be happier. They survive the highs and lows of island life and live the ultimate dream. But during the 31 days stranded, one of them will realise that she always harboured feelings for him and the other will realise that all the years he liked her won't have to stay hidden any longer.
(fic about Jiara and what happened between them during the month on Poguelandia in S3)
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16 Jan 2025
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(one-shot based on the S4 BTS pics of Jiara going on an ice-cream date)
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18 Dec 2024
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A season 4 rewrite episode by episode of all Jiara moments that were badly written, too short or cut all together. As well as more Pogue bonding of course!
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02 Dec 2024
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There’s the fourth member, too. JJ. Bass, the boy who sounded like every sun she had watched crawl over the horizon from the beach. The boy whose gaze she had met in the crowd like their eyes were magnets seeking each other out. Quietest onstage, but used his instrument like he was born with it. He doesn’t go for a towel or a journalist: instead, one of the roadies come up to him, takes his bass, then tapes up his thumb with gaffa tape and cotton wool. There’s a line of dried blood that runs down the inside of his palm, and he sucks it into his mouth, pink mouth becoming even pinker. His hair, dusty blond, dark gold with perspiration, sticks to his forehead.
Kie thinks, oh.
or, Kiara is a music journalist waiting for her big break, and JJ is the bassist in a band that might just be the answer.
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- English
- Words:
- 87,911
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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- 233
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28 Oct 2024
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Finding Home by foreverday
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
10 Oct 2024
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They caught him at a vulnerable moment, distracted by the chaos, scared and confused and overwhelmed. Now he’s rested. He’s had time to observe and plan and prepare.
Experiment 42, Peter, has been stolen from his home by an extremist group calling themselves the Avengers. Now, it’s up to him to get himself and the other children out.
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15 Oct 2024
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Moving in with JJ Maybank was never part of the plan. She was supposed to be independent by now, in college working toward a degree in environmental engineering, maybe somewhere in California, or even Hawaii. But she’s not. She’s still stuck on Kildare, working at the Wreck and daydreaming about a life beyond the Outer Banks. She can’t pinpoint exactly where she went wrong, where The Plan failed and she fucked up enough to land here, in a shitty fishing shack on the marsh with a guy named Jesse fucking James, paying rent to Sarah Cameron’s boyfriend and still working at her parent’s restaurant, nearly two years out of high school with no future and no plan for one.
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a roommate AU in which Kiara was never friends with the Pogues until after high school and thus is still finding out who she is and where she belongs. Alternatively; what is home, and where will she find it?- Language:
- English
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- 710
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02 Oct 2024
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moments on a battlefield and in a home. there are only so many things you can do when in hiding before you begin remembering.
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- Part 2 of devil in the details
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11 Sep 2024
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are you the saint (that burned the gods of man) by maverickk
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
28 Aug 2022
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The Argo II gets boarded by pirates.
This goes better for them than expected, until they piss Percy off.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,004
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 22
- Comments:
- 276
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- 11,364
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31 Jan 2024
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Percy Jackson and The Titans by rising_phoenixx
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians (TV 2023), Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
09 Jul 2024
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AU where Percy and Annabeth join Kronos!
(Formerly called 'Kronos!Percy/TA Percabeth AU')
a basic explanation of this au can be found here :D- Words:
- 25,183
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- 5
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31 Jan 2024
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27 Dec 2023