15 Bookmarks by 18_cereal_boxes
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downtown lights by teethmotif
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 Apr 2026
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a story about the healing power of gay love and a great cup of coffee
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12 May 2026
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Under the rose by Ren_Saxon for Chesh1reC4t
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
20 May 2026
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He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.
“Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”
Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.
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10 May 2026
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i won't break your heart if you can break my spell by red-string-of-phate (milo_greyby)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 Mar 2026
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October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.
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“The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”
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formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult
(title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)
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05 Apr 2026
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Vampires Will Never Hurt You by gaydreaming
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
24 Mar 2026
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"The way they were wound together was as familiar and as welcome as the feeling of falling asleep at night. Dan again tasted the metallic tinge of his own blood in Phil’s mouth, and he groaned.
So what if Phil was a vampire? If Phil was a brick wall, Dan would drive right into it."
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Phil is attacked and turned into a vampire. As Dan helps him navigate his transformation, he realizes that he wants to follow Phil everywhere, including into the world of the undead.
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or: that vampire phanfiction that dan howell explicitly requested a few hard launches ago
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25 Mar 2026
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like you're in awe of me (and you stay until the morning) by gaydreaming
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
23 Jan 2026
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When Dan visits Phil for the first time in 2009, it's new for him. Phil is not the first person Dan's ever kissed, but he is the first person Dan's ever felt comfortable around, and that makes all the difference. If, that is, Dan can get out of his head and allow himself to feel comfortable.
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16 Mar 2026
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We Could Be Boys by orphan_account
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
20 Jan 2026
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Phil(lipa) opens up about something she never thought she’d be able to, and discovers that Dan(ielle) feels the same way.
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16 Mar 2026
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That week in March by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
23 Feb 2026
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“Uh,” a voice that isn’t Phil’s, and it isn’t his, except it is, says from the door, and they both flinch and look up at the same time, Dan propped up in Phil’s lap, speechless.
In the door to their bedroom stands Dan, except Dan is pretty sure that he’s in the bed and also, he’s not that young anymore. The face of the other Dan is smooth, free of any crease, full, his curls shorter, his expression lost. He stands pressed against the side of the doorframe, arms wrapped around himself like a security blanket.
“Dafuq?”
In 2016, a younger Dan attempts suicide and wakes up in his own future.
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06 Mar 2026
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wasted hours (before we knew) by fastforwardty
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
18 Jun 2025
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“So this is the way the world ends,” Dan mumbled into Phil’s chest. “Fucking scorching.”
“I guess that’s my fault,” Phil smirked.
“Oh shut up,” Dan lifted his head from Phil’s chest and gave him that same silly I-can’t-be-mad-at-you grin they both missed more than they ever realized, pushing on his chest.
They needed this. Needed the laughter and the smiles and what was left of the good that had been left behind.Bookmarked by 18_cereal_boxes
28 Feb 2026
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“When I look at my old pictures, all I can see is what I used to be but am no longer. I think: What I can see is what I am not.”
- Aleksandar Hemon2009 except Dan is a trans boy
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- Part 1 of self-made man
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18 Feb 2026
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Octavius is balls deep in the closet and a mild midlife crisis. Jedediah just wants to fix the elevator.
AKA the corporate loser x mechanical engineer AU that literally nobody asked for.
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23 Sep 2025
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Harry realizes what he has before he is faced with the possibility of losing him to the Black Lodge.
UPDATED :)
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23 Sep 2025
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Charles does not want to see the glimmering, breathless, rose-tinted Oxford days, as he stands in his uniform just yards away from the house that made him the man he is. He wants to see the truth of it all.
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23 Sep 2025
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A rainy day in Liverpool, and the first time Paul finds John Lennon in his room. (But, Paul hopes, not the last.)
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23 Sep 2025
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What happens when they decide It's Not Happening.
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- Part 2 of The Art Of Terrible Choices
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23 Sep 2025
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John kisses Paul in his kitchen one day, and feels awful about it shortly thereafter. But Paul is a tough habit to kick – things end up taking an interesting turn.
Nervously, Paul asks, “You haven’t been thinking about it?”
The simmering, guilty unease following him around, the sleepless nights; it’s probably not quite the same as what Paul’s referring to. He probably means something closer to the dreams he’s been having, the hot flashes of memory and the lurid fantasies that well up to distract him when he needs it least.
Well, it doesn’t matter what he means, either way. John is intimately familiar with the full range of thoughts on Paul.
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23 Sep 2025