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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dan and Phil have spent sixteen years denying they're together.

    Then their PR team suggests they stop.

    It's only supposed to be a publicity stunt:
    Hard-launch a fake relationship, promote their new podcast and finally stop worrying about every touch and every shared hotel room.

    Pretending should be easy. After all, they already live together, know each other better than anyone else, and apparently look convincing enough without even trying.

    The difficult part is figuring out where the performance ends...and why neither of them seems particularly eager to find out.

    Or: What if the hardlaunch actually was a PR stunt?

    Or: They are oblivious idiots.

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    18 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    With his life slowly crumbling down around him, Dan Howell makes the impulsive decision to join a cult. Instead of finding the sense of community he so desperately craves, he’s flown out to live in a small cabin in the shadow of the Canadian Rockies with a mysterious man he’s never met, their only goal being to find a way to summon the being the cult fervently worships. Will he be able to see his purpose through, or will his own mind get in the way? Does he even have the choice to turn back?

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    14 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    It’s Christmas Eve, and Phil wakes to find his neighbour passed out on his couch

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Are you– are you full though?”

    “I’ve taken the safe amount,” he says, which Dan understands means ‘no’. “Do you need anything else?” Phil adds, glancing at him. “Uhm– a shower maybe?”

    So he knows. Great.

    The only thing worse than coming in your pants like a pubescent school boy at the thought of being drained of every last drop of blood, is the guy who was sucking your blood to notice.

    Dan really needs some money to pay his rent. Phil really needs blood to survive. It's a pretty good deal, and Dan gets a lot more than he bargained for.

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    Phil has known so many versions of Dan across time, and he has loved them all in their own ways.

    But none of them was this one: his Dan, sprawled beside him in a Las Vegas hotel room two weeks after his twenty-first birthday, who is sharp and unsure and sometimes infuriating, who gives hickeys to his older self and then pretends it was nothing. This one, tonight, is the one Phil loves most of all.

    A canon-inspired time-travel AU featuring secrets, yearning, self-hatred, self-love, a three-way in Vegas, and Phil Lester's unwavering belief in the red string of fate.

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    09 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 85

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    Dan is 32, working as a paralegal while still in school to become a lawyer, and closeted. On a trip to Vegas, he gets incredibly drunk and blacks out, not remembering much other than a blond man and Elvis. A month goes by, and in the mail arrives the surprise of his life.

    A marriage certificate. Signed by Dan.

    And Phil.

    His ex boyfriend from over a decade ago.

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    05 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 55

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    A forensic linguist meets a lawyer in Rawtenstall.

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    27 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    a story about the healing power of gay love and a great cup of coffee

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    12 May 2026

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    He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.

    “Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”

    Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.

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    10 May 2026

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    October, 2009: Dan is meeting Phil for the first time tomorrow. He just has to get through this night.

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    “The precious desire burning deep in Dan's gut is intoxicating and he should be so much more scared than he is. He’s still plenty terrified, but maybe just this once he can allow his heart to want this. He’ll pick up the shattered pieces later.”

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    formidable: (adj.) causing you to have fear or respect for something or someone because that thing or person is large, powerful, or difficult

    (title and inspiration from Formidable by twenty one pilots)

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    05 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 19

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    "The way they were wound together was as familiar and as welcome as the feeling of falling asleep at night. Dan again tasted the metallic tinge of his own blood in Phil’s mouth, and he groaned.

    So what if Phil was a vampire? If Phil was a brick wall, Dan would drive right into it."

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    Phil is attacked and turned into a vampire. As Dan helps him navigate his transformation, he realizes that he wants to follow Phil everywhere, including into the world of the undead.

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    or: that vampire phanfiction that dan howell explicitly requested a few hard launches ago

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    25 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 16

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    When Dan visits Phil for the first time in 2009, it's new for him. Phil is not the first person Dan's ever kissed, but he is the first person Dan's ever felt comfortable around, and that makes all the difference. If, that is, Dan can get out of his head and allow himself to feel comfortable.

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    16 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    Phil(lipa) opens up about something she never thought she’d be able to, and discovers that Dan(ielle) feels the same way.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “Uh,” a voice that isn’t Phil’s, and it isn’t his, except it is, says from the door, and they both flinch and look up at the same time, Dan propped up in Phil’s lap, speechless.

    In the door to their bedroom stands Dan, except Dan is pretty sure that he’s in the bed and also, he’s not that young anymore. The face of the other Dan is smooth, free of any crease, full, his curls shorter, his expression lost. He stands pressed against the side of the doorframe, arms wrapped around himself like a security blanket.

    “Dafuq?”

    In 2016, a younger Dan attempts suicide and wakes up in his own future.

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    06 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 5

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    “So this is the way the world ends,” Dan mumbled into Phil’s chest. “Fucking scorching.”
    “I guess that’s my fault,” Phil smirked.
    “Oh shut up,” Dan lifted his head from Phil’s chest and gave him that same silly I-can’t-be-mad-at-you grin they both missed more than they ever realized, pushing on his chest.
    They needed this. Needed the laughter and the smiles and what was left of the good that had been left behind.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “When I look at my old pictures, all I can see is what I used to be but am no longer. I think: What I can see is what I am not.”
    - Aleksandar Hemon

    2009 except Dan is a trans boy

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Octavius is balls deep in the closet and a mild midlife crisis. Jedediah just wants to fix the elevator.

    AKA the corporate loser x mechanical engineer AU that literally nobody asked for.

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    23 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Harry realizes what he has before he is faced with the possibility of losing him to the Black Lodge.

    UPDATED :)

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    23 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    Charles does not want to see the glimmering, breathless, rose-tinted Oxford days, as he stands in his uniform just yards away from the house that made him the man he is. He wants to see the truth of it all.

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    23 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 86

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    A rainy day in Liverpool, and the first time Paul finds John Lennon in his room. (But, Paul hopes, not the last.)

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    Hits:
    6,608

    23 Sep 2025

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