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At the end of David Hollander's life, Shane and Ilya sit at his bedside and have an honest conversation about grief, love, and what it means to stand, devoted, by someone's side.
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‘Til our Fingers Decompose (Keep my Hand in Yours) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
04 Jul 2023
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The next thing he sees and knows isn’t a dream is Ellie’s little hand reaching over his heart and balling up his shirt in her fist. Her head lays on his shoulder and her ear presses against his chest. He feels her small exhales and they bring fresh, unbidden tears to his eyes. She doesn’t notice his half-lidded gaze, but he sees just fine as she brings the hand still clutched around his flannel up to her nose and presses it to her face like it’s the only thing keeping her from floating away.
Almost on muscle memory alone, Joel aims to press a kiss to her hair where it’s up to his own nose, but he can’t quite get it right. Still, his cheek ends up against the soft tendrils of Ellie’s brown strands and he thinks it’s enough. He hopes it gives her some meager comfort.
It’s all he has to offer.
(Inspired by the famous picture of Ellie sleeping all curled up on the forest floor during episode 2 - essentially an exploration of how Ellie becomes more than cargo to Joel through Ellie's very cute sleeping habits)
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Nowhere Else I'd Rather Be (Than Here in Your Arms) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
29 Sep 2022
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Nick and Charlie decide to have a baby, but the beginning of the process brings up some complicated feelings.
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The S-Word Ban Still Applies by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
08 Aug 2022
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It's the first quiet day since Charlie told Nick about them, and of course, it has to fall on date night.
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- Part 2 of Quiet Days
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Charlie's always been an eloquent kid. He can talk your ear off about any topic he's even mildly passionate about, and he especially loves talking to Nick.
There are some days though when the words seem impossible to reach. They struggle against him in a bitter, silent, fight.
Nick notices, because of course he does, and together they come up with a plan.
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Selectively nonverbal Charlie and supportive Nick <3
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- Part 1 of Quiet Days
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Even When I'm Quiet, I Love You, Baby, I Promise. by shanebug_2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Jul 2026
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"In here," Shane wanted to scream. "I can't breathe. Help me," he wanted to say; "I need you."
He opened his mouth, but no sound came out. He was imprisoned by his silence and the feeling of his body trembling against the tile floor.
“Moya lyubov?” the Russian called again.
Shane could hear his footsteps against the floor; he was going to the bedroom – he was going the wrong way.
"Please," he wanted to scream. "I’m here, and I’m dying."
He tried to speak again, but the words caught in his throat.
He wanted so badly to call for Ilya. Shutting his eyes, he pushed all the air from his lungs, trying to dislodge whatever it was that inhibited his speech.
The footsteps were still retreating, traveling further away from Shane. A tear slid down his cheek, and finally, a timid whimper pushed past his lips – it was barely audible.
Ilya’s shoes stopped moving.
Or: Shane has a meltdown and Ilya finds him
Bookmarked by Baymax_13
06 Aug 2026
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Boys will be Bugs by beanbunnybaby
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Aug 2026
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He rubs his palms over his thighs, the rough denim working to soothe the static under his skin. The pressure is still building, vibrating muscle and bone and threatening to tear its way out.
He’s not stupid, he knows the signs he’s reaching a breaking point, knows what happens if he pushes it. He felt it and chose to stay anyway. It’s happened before, it will happen again.
But why? Why can’t he be fucking normal?
Bookmarked by Baymax_13
06 Aug 2026
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Sober or Not, It’s Always You by shanebug_2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jul 2026
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The room tilted slightly, and Shane’s throat was raw.
He swayed there a moment, scanning the spinning room for somewhere to steady himself – for Haas or Dykstra. Ilya had been right; he should have slowed down, stayed with his teammates. He hadn't listened, and now he was alone, 2 Moscow Mules and 3 shots deep, stuck at the bar and lost in a sea of people.
Shane just wanted his husband. The alcohol hadn't yet done anything to alleviate the effects of the music and lights that encircled him. He felt trapped – suffocated – like his skin was fusing itself to his stiff muscles. The room spun faster, and the Canadian wasn't convinced he was standing upright anymore. His heart pounded in his ears as the music rattled his ribcage once more, an insatiable itch beckoning his blunt fingernails.
He wanted to scream. He wanted to rip his hair out. He wanted to tear his clothes off.
He wanted Ilya.
“Selfish,” he muttered under his breath, tongue heavy as it touched his teeth.
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03 Aug 2026
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This Is Where You Land by Underthesea12333
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya are first-time foster parents to a trans eleven-year-old who just needs a safe place to land for a few days. There are big challenges ahead of them, but Shane and Ilya are naturals at the whole parenting thing. Most of the time.
This is a story for anyone who wants to see a trans child being loved and celebrated while a particular Russian hockey player heals his inner child along the way.
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03 Aug 2026
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be good by amongtheshadows
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 May 2026
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02 Aug 2026