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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    “I don’t pity you,” Yeonjun spoke softly. He loosened his grip on Beomgyu’s wrist, letting the younger go. “Staying up late just sounds lonely.”

    Beomgyu held his stare, and even though Yeonjun released him, he didn’t step back. “Well, the medication should help with that, too.”

    “Gyu-yah,” Yeonjun hesitated. He looked into the younger’s eyes and felt his own expression soften. “Next time you can’t fall asleep, come knock on my door instead of taking refuge on the couch.”

    Beomgyu, a third year music major, battled more than just insomnia. During winter break, he learned his new situation would lead well beyond sleepless nights. And while his friends remained unaware, Beomgyu knew he had eroded down to a single grain of the man he used to be. Though one person noticed his change in character, offering up his bed as a safe haven.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    And if this wasn’t bad enough, his mind was also jumping through hoops to not let him settle on the weirdest thing that had come out of reading all of this—the lingering sense of déjà vu he found hidden between the lines he both struggled and enjoyed to read—because he’d lived this before.

    Sure, not as a vampire or in a way that would leave him with his blood sucked dry.

    Not in a way where Yeonjun was gawking at his neck like a madman stranded in a desert who just stumbled upon his first sight of water in days.

    No, he didn’t know this Yeonjun. And he certainly didn’t know this Beomgyu who was so very yielding and sweet to the older. Because if that were the real him, he’d be making fun of Yeonjun into next week for being so fucking needy.

    But still, he somehow… related to it.

    It was in the slightest of ways, a comment that he didn’t think twice about until now, but he still related to it.

    Or, 5 times Beomgyu reads beomjun fan fiction + the 1 time he turns what he reads into reality.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    Beomgyu wouldn't call himself a superhero. He's focusing on surviving university, his job, and the unrelenting crush on his roommate. He doesn't have time for any sort of saving business.

    But the end of the world does change a few things.

    *title will probably change*

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Choi Beomgyu hooks up with a charming alpha at a party, not knowing it will change the course of his life forever. To make matters worse, said alpha wants nothing to do with him or the baby. Thankfully, his longterm friend Choi Yeonjun refuses to let him deal with it alone and vows to be there throughout the entire pregnancy.

    Or: a story about how eight years of friendship turns into something more within a span of nine months.

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    08 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    The rules of engagement are as follows:

    1.This relationship is fake
    2.Under NO circumstances will the other party directly engage with Eunso/Kai about romantic affairs
    3.No kissing or inappropriate touching
    4.Each party is required to attend all events related to hockey/skating during the contract period
    5.If either person wants out, the arrangement ends IMMEDIATELY! No exceptions!

    Or: Rivals Yeonjun and Beomgyu enter a mutually beneficial fake relationship, setting conditions they were bound to break.

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    02 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 51

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    Charmingly confident, tattoo artist, and part-time guitarist Choi Yeonjun meets the repressed, stressed-out, and badly-in-need-of-getting-laid office worker Choi Beomgyu. What could go wrong, right?

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    04 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 75

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    You've ignited the never-ending flame inside of me, so please, don't go.

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    02 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Can’t believe he forgot to send you this one. How come you got to be spared from it and I didn’t?”

    But Yeonjun can barely hear him anymore over the almost deafening roar of his heart in his ears as he takes in the image before him.

    It’s Beomgyu, eyes wide and glittering as he stares up at the camera, hair fanned out on the pillow around him like a silky black halo. He’s got a finger on his glossy bottom lip pulling until Yeonjun can see just a hint of teeth and tongue, and in the corner of the picture Yeonjun can make out the way his sweater had slipped off of one shoulder to reveal a pronounced collarbone that catches the low light and only seems to make the sinfully smooth skin look even more enticing.

    The overall vibe feels like a sultry sort of invitation, and Yeonjun gets why all of them had playfully complained and given it such a painfully fitting nickname: a bottom selfie.

    A kind of selfie he’s never sent Yeonjun.

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    01 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 56

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    Yeonjun wanted to look at him, so he forced his eyes open with effort, his eyelids heavy. “Sorry.” He couldn’t formulate big structured sentences at that moment, but it was obvious what he was apologizing for.

    The pretty boy chuckled. “For what? This just means we’ll need to temporarily close the ride for cleaning. Less work for me.”

    Yeonjun chuckled back, his head resting against Taehyun’s strong arm. “Number?”

    “You still threw up, you’re not getting my number.”

    A tipsy Yeonjun goes on a roller coaster to get the pretty ride attendant’s phone number, but only when the ride starts does he remember he’s terrified of roller coasters.

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    29 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 34

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    For many people cold is an antonym of love. Opposite sides, opposite feelings, where you can't feel one while you're with the other. For many people winter is the symbology of bad and sad things; tiredness and emptiness. But the truth is that the cold is synonymous with comfortable hugs, holding hands and fluffy coats; it's hot tea and warm kisses. And that's love.

    It was one winter Yeonjun realized that he was falling in love with his best friend. It's the same winter that Beomgyu is leaving the city.

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    26 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I just—ah,” Yeonjun pants, letting out a shaky breath as Beomgyu mouths towards his ear, giving a little nibble on his earlobe before pressing soft kisses there. His hesitance is no longer due to embarrassment, but distraction—which is exactly what Beomgyu was going for. His tongue drags down the edge of his ear, and Yeonjun swallows hard. “I own something that… that could get us both what we want,” he breathes out, throaty and whined.

    Now this makes Beomgyu pause, pulling back to look down at his boyfriend. “You… own something?” He parrots, eyebrows raised. His expression is probably less quizzical and more like a starved animal, but he doesn’t care.

    Yeonjun’s blushing again, but he easily pulls at Beomgyu’s waist, lifting him off him to push him onto the bed, rolling out from underneath his thighs. He moves across the room with purpose, going straight to his closet and digging around in the back corner, pulling out a box.

    When he stands from where he was crouched on the ground, he turns around with a very long, very pink dildo in his hand.

    Beomgyu wants to fuck Yeonjun. Yeonjun wants to fuck Beomgyu. They find a solution.

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    20 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    “So do you want that? Do you want me?” Beomgyu says, his voice vulnerable.

    More than he’ll ever know; more than he probably should and sometimes it feels like the enormity of his feelings will ruin it all.

    “Yes,” It’s simple enough, but truth bleeds intensity into his words.

    Yeonjun goes into his rut during the American leg of their world tour and is dreading having to spend it alone...that is until Beomgyu offers to help.

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    18 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 40

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    Yeonjun snorts, subconsciously leaning into Beomgyu’s hand. “I feel like I’m supposed to do something else.”

    “Not really. Just…” his fingers press harder against Yeonjun’s face, re-angling his chin, and he leans in again until he’s a breath away. “Don’t complicate it.”

    Groundbreaking. If Choi Yeonjun ever succeeds at not complicating something, he should win a fucking Nobel.

    ✩₊˚.⋆☾𓃦☽⋆⁺₊✧

    When Yeonjun realizes he is the only member to have never had his first kiss, Beomgyu offers to help. Platonically, of course.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    11 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 86

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    For years Yeonjun's been crushing on Beomgyu. Instead of hearing the truth, Beomgyu wanted Yeonjun to show him how he felt.

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    09 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 20

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    After their last concert Yeonjun had stumbled off the stage and was unable to get back up for a while. He tried to assure their manager that he probably pushed himself too hard on this last show, but his manager wouldn’t hear of it, and he forced Yeonjun to get checked by the physician on site before going back to the hotel. The members were worried, but since they still had a Weverse live planned, the staff urged them to go back to the hotel to take a well-deserved shower and prepare for the live. They would follow them together with Yeonjun as soon as possible.

    The physician had taken one look and simply confirmed Yeonjun’s reasoning: over-exhaustion. He gave him a sports drink, told him to eat a decent meal and take it easy the next few days. No straining activities. However, once Yeonjun got back to the hotel ‘taking it easy’ was apparently not in the cards for him...

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    06 Apr 2026

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    “Let’s make a pact,” Beomgyu breathes, leaning in close.

    “Okay,” Yeonjun replies. “Lay it on me.”

    His eyes are glistening, and he’s looking at Beomgyu like he’s seeing him for the first time. That cracked open expression— nostalgia, hope, want— is the last thing printed on his mind before the night fades into a warm, euphoric haze.

    In which two friends drunkenly make a marriage pact only one of them remembers, Beomgyu can't understand why Yeonjun keeps traumatizing all the guys he brings home, and Soobin is just there for moral support to judge.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Beomgyu makes it a point not to date blondes, and he certainly does not date blondes that have been deemed acceptable company by the actual bane of his existence. It’s unfortunate that Yeonjun falls under both categories, as well as an unforeseen third category: the friendzone Beomgyu has tossed him into.

    [They still kiss, though. Platonically. Because that’s totally a thing.]

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    29 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 79

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    When the apocalypse happened, Beomgyu was afraid he was gonna be alone for the rest of his life. He only had his cat as company.

    That’s why he was really happy when he first found Yeonjun.

    He just hopes they live long enough to at least become friends.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    28 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 86

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    Beomgyu's best friend Taehyun moves to Jeju Island to start a new life as a marine biologist. And Beomgyu, being the ever supportive friend that he is, decides to stay with him for the summer. Even though it's an island surrounded by water. And Beomgyu can't swim. And Beomgyu really hates the water.

    But Taehyun's got a hot, mysterious neighbor who's somehow always around. Maybe the summer won't be as bad as he thinks.

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    Comments:
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    7,897

    28 Mar 2026

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