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    He's waited four-ever.

    NASA doesn't know Watney is alive. How will trying to survive in total isolation until Ares 4 change him? What new challenges will he face? Can he make it 1408 sols without completely losing himself?

    For god's sake, someone send him a new mix-tape.

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    08 Nov 2023

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    so fucking heartfelt. this is a story about finding the energy to keep going

     

    (note #2): During my senior year of highschool, during a particularly slow day in an 'intro to engineering' class, I picked up this fic and had to fight back violent tears. There was something in the way you wrote Mark's pain that spoke to my soul. The days spent in that inexorable decline, just. fighting, to stay alive at all. to even *want* to. I was very sick at the time, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, and I didn't know if I'd ever beat it. And I didn't know if i even wanted to.

    It's been several years since then. I went to college. I study engineering, mostly thanks to that class, and to you. And last week I *finally*-- after years!!-- Got an official diagnosis for POTS and Lyme. I started drinking these awful electrolyte powder drinks (I empathize with mark's smoothie pain!!). I have a plant, now, a Monstera, that's growing new leaves at a crazy rate. And for the first time in years, I am starting to think it's all going to be okay.

    seeing Mark start to feel the same has me once again overcome by tears. This time, unambiguously happy ones. It's very nice to see someone who was struggling under a complementary sky alongside me find that hope at the same time I do. The bit with the dandelion really got me. Though the rest of the chapter really got me too.

    Thank you for writing this. Truly, from the bottom of my heart.

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    A broken, disillusioned Steve Rogers is afflicted by a delusion that the mysterious assassin who nearly killed him is actually his best friend, who died 70 years ago. SHIELD wants to lock him up and return him to being a perfect, sparkling nationalist symbol as quickly as possible. Sam Wilson, who has wrestled with his own disillusionment and his own ghosts, knows that Steve needs compassion and the support of a true friend, not a forced regime of recovery that takes away what is left of his shattered autonomy.

    Meanwhile, as Natasha tries to track down the Winter Soldier, her discoveries get more and more disturbing. She uncovers footage of the Soldier being subjected to, and forced to commit, horrific acts to maintain Hydra's cruel hierarchy. What's more, his resemblance to Steve's dead friend is too close to be coincidence. Sam and Natasha grow determined to stop the Soldier from being recaptured by his abusers, but how will Steve react when he learns the true extent of the Soldier's torture, and the true horror of what he was twisted into?

    Is the Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes? Or is he a thing wearing Bucky Barnes's face?

    Which of those things is worse?

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    26 May 2026

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    In his dreams, Xiao Jiu is dead.

    Post-canon, Yue Qingyuan receives a series of unsettling visitations. It's probably nothing to worry about.

    "Tell me, Sect Leader: in your vast and storied experience, what do the dead usually want with the living?"

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Shen Qingqiu is not scheming, he's slowly making plans to figure out how he's going to survive this mess of a novel. Which means he needs people to like him, and he should absolutely not start getting attached to any of them. They're all basically canon fodder after all.
    It's just...really hard when the Sect Leader seems to know something he doesn't and takes a step closer every time Shen Qingqiu takes a polite half step back.
    Surely this won't interfere with his plans...right?

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    21 May 2026

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    It wasn’t required to become cultivation partners with one’s soulmate, but it was strongly encouraged, to the point where it may as well have been a requirement. Though he was long past the age where one would show up, Shen Jiu still occasionally woke up and checked over his skin in a way that had once been routine. If one of those cursed marks were to suddenly appear, he would definitely cut it out rather than risk being encouraged to dual cultivate with some stranger just because they shared marks. Even worse if it was a man.

    But still, none appeared.

    Shen Jiu doesn’t have a soulmark.

    Neither does Yue Qingyuan.

    This is a good thing.

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