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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander invents Total Power Exchange out of his own beautiful mind. He and Ilya figure out what it means for Shane to belong to him completely.

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    31 May 2026

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    “You fucking should be. Almost a decade, fucking with me. I risked my career. Watched you fuck your way through Omegas. Tolerated your hot and cold bullshit. Kept it casual. Held you when you cried about your bitch father. You tugged my Omega back up to the surface, and when I’m about to offer you my heat, you break up with me?”

    It hurts to hear - it's agonising, really. Ilya has never felt more like a piece of shit. This is why he left when he could. Before he shackled himself to Shane’s leg and dragged him down into the pits of hell. He’d done it now. Broken something in Shane.

    “I am not a good Alpha,” Ilya whispers, utterly gutted.

    “No, you aren’t.” Shane agrees. It’s like a knife to the chest. Ilya would rather wake up for the next ten years to his mother's corpse than feel how he does now. At least he could delude himself into thinking Irina wasn’t his fault. Who can he blame for this? He can’t help crying, but he tries to keep it quiet; he isn’t trying to make Shane pity him.

    “But you’re mine,” Shane whispers, “So I’ll fix you.”

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    30 May 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    30 May 2026

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    the hollanov love island au

    I appreciate not everyone watches love island, so I’ll try and explain it as best as I can as we go

    featuring my favourite sassy shane and you’re lucky we’re in public right now ilya combo

    in this universe, love island is r rated and contestants can in fact sleep together on camera - if anyone is from the UK and has watched open house on channel 4, that’s where I’m going with this

    open house: a VERY spicy reality tv show in which the participants very much do have sex on camera

    anyway *clears throat*: this programme contains strong language, and scenes of a sexual nature

    thank you for being here !!

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    27 May 2026

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