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The steady, persistent pressure of Rozanov’s thick cock sinking into him is unlike anything Shane has ever felt before. He feels impossibly full, impossibly exposed, but more than that, he feels good.
Fuck, it’s good.
It’s so good that he forgets to feel awkward as he begins to rock back into Rozanov’s thrusts. He forgets to feel ashamed as Rozanov draws sounds out of him he didn’t even know he was capable of making. As Rozanov drives him out of his mind and deep into his own body, holds him there, forces him to feel everything and think nothing at all—
Shane forgets to feel anything but good.
(In which Shane has a dirty fantasy, and Ilya runs with it.)
“Ah,” Ilya says softly, brushing a finger along the column of Shane’s throat. “Is that what you want, Hollander? To be humiliated?”“Yes,” Shane says, the word a guttural moan. “No? I don’t know. Maybe. Fuck.”
“To be put to good use? To be told what to do?”
“Yes,” Shane gasps, relieved to be asked a simpler question. “That’s what I want.”
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13 Aug 2026
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come real quick (and get inside my mind) by coffeeinallcaps
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Mar 2026
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He should just forget about Rozanov. Forget about Rozanov coming all over his own stomach as Shane watched, transfixed; forget about Rozanov’s hand curving possessively around Shane’s jaw to pull him in for a kiss. Forget about the dizzying, red-hot bolt of shame and anticipation and fear and arousal that had shot through him when Rozanov stroked two fingers down between his ass cheeks and pressed there—a question, an offer. A promise.
(In which Shane responds to Ilya’s texts between 2011 and 2013.)
“Stop saying dick pic,” Shane hissed. “This is harassment.” He glared at the bulge in his pants. “You are harassing me.”“I do not know what this word means.”
“How fucking convenient for you.”
“Aw, Hollander,” Rozanov said, but he sounded a little contrite. After a beat, he asked, “Do you want me to stop?”
“Don’t you dare stop,” Shane said through clenched teeth, surreptitiously palming himself to take the edge off. It didn’t help.
“So do you want my dick or not?” Rozanov asked after another beat.
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13 Aug 2026
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How to Lose a Best Friend in Ten Days by fornevertash
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Aug 2026
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Curious, and with his guard up, Hayden taps on the ‘play’ button.
Someone, presumably Rozanov, is seated on the edge of the bed, holding the camera. Between his spread thighs, kneeling with his hands folded neatly in his lap and his eyes half-lidded, is Shane.
Hayden’s spoon slips from his fingers, clattering against the table, a sticky smear of vanilla arcing across the worn, crayon-stained wood.
Oh. Oh holy shit.
Or: Ilya Rozanov accidentally sends Hayden a private video. Cue Hayden losing his ever-loving shit.
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13 Aug 2026
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A Lesson in Puck Handling by heroically
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander had almost made it to morning skate on time.
Then something ran out in front of his car.
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Or, the one where Shane finds an injured kitten and takes it to the closest vet, Dr. Ilya Rozanov.
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13 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov was starting over. His mother was long dead, his father had finally passed, and his brother didn’t want him around anymore. Moscow was nothing but dead bodies and fading memories and scars that just wouldn’t heal.
Enter Shane Hollander.
*Laceration, from Ilya’s POVSeries
- Part 2 of Laceration
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12 Aug 2026
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three's a crowd by nettlepixie
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Ilya’s fingers trace a feather-light path across Shane’s collarbone.
“Or maybe,” Ilya says slowly. “You are jealous of her.”
Shane twists, a token kind of struggle; Ilya hardly budges.
“No,” Shane says.
Ilya makes a thoughtful sound.
“Are you sure? Marly is big, strong hockey player who played in Boston. Just your type.”
“Fuck off,” Shane says, but it’s no good when his traitorous dick is obviously hard, positioned just where Ilya’s hips are resting on Shane’s own. Ilya grinds down, just a little, and Shane’s breath catches. Almost without thinking, he’s straining upwards, trying to get Ilya to kiss him. When their mouths are nearly close enough to touch, Ilya says —
“You want me to tell you about it?”
OR
5 times Ilya suggests someone for a fantasy threesome while they're fucking, and 1 time Shane does.
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09 Aug 2026
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pretty (kind of dirty face) by angeluvxx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander, a well booked, in demand model is back for the summer for a well deserved break. It was all going so well until his car decides to break down. Unsure of what to do, he calls the first garage he can find, not expecting to meet the most infurtiating, aggravating and beautiful man he had ever seen.
Or,
Shane's a brat who is used to getting what he wants, Ilya Rozanov doesn't give into a pretty face that easy.
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07 Aug 2026
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And fingers in a mouth does not a pervert make. Everyone likes things in their mouth. Hoodie strings, the satisfying roll of the thick aglet left and right and left and right across the ridge of his bottom teeth, chewing his mouth guard, biting his water bottle nozzle. So what if two fingers find their way into his mouth while he touches himself?
Set during the episode 4 fuck montage, Shane grapples with feeling shame about some of his sexual desires (he doesn’t have the vocabulary to describe sub space, pain kink or oral fixation, which he might as well have invented (to him)) and Ilya is able to make him feel better about it.
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- Part 3 of Heated Rivalry Episode Inspired
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05 Aug 2026
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Double Dipping by princepixel
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jul 2026
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02 Aug 2026
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anything to get to the rush by andthreequarts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Jul 2026
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Shane doesn’t make it to the hotel until just past eleven at night and, as he walks through the gilt double doors of the lobby, he is immediately confronted with the sight of Rozanov sitting at the bar, half the buttons on his shirt undone, pouring a shot down the soon-to-be-groom’s throat.
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28 Jul 2026
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out of his hands by stillnotmollified
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jul 2026
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“Please,” Shane says quietly. “Just tell me what you want to delete the video.”
Rozanov braces an arm on the wall above Shane’s head.
“I want you to suck my cock.”
(After Shane turns Ilya down in the locker room post-CCM shoot, insisting he's not gay, he thinks he's alone and gets himself off, moaning Ilya's name. He doesn't realize Ilya is still there...recording. Mind the tags!)
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18 Jul 2026
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He wants to tell Rozanov to get overhimself, shut up and fuck off. In that order. What he does say is, “I—I want to, uh…to try something.”
“Tell me,” Rozanov says, drawing back a little. His hands are back on Shane’s body and he slips his fingers under the hem of his shirt to draw his fingertips over Shane’s abs.
Shane takes a deep breath. Here goes nothing. “I want to suck you off upside down.”
Shane braces his palms on the counter top of the kitchen island Rozanov has trapped him against and hoists himself up, then spins and lies down on his back, shuffling a little until he feels the edge of the counter hit the back of his neck. He looks up at Rozanov towering over him like this, and the zing of arousal that zips through him is so strong it makes his skin tingle and heat pour through his veins, pooling between his legs.
OR; Shane sees porn that he wants to try with Rozanov.
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16 Jul 2026
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drawn in by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jul 2026
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"He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”
Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.
Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."
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Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.
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13 Jul 2026
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Hollanov Porn Tropes by iffervescent
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jul 2026
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13 Jul 2026
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five minutes for biting by hollanov (searchingforabiggersky)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Mar 2026
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When an innocent little bite to Shane's inner thigh gets more of a reaction than either of them were expecting, suddenly one tiny chomp turns into so much more.
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- Part 20 of penalties
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12 Jul 2026
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Yuna can’t help it. There’s just something about Ilya Rozanov that rubs her the wrong way.
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05 Jul 2026
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“...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”
“It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.
Fuck his fucking life.
“You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”
“Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”
Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.
Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.
(when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)
(...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)
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04 Jul 2026
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“And this is Svetlana! You guys have a fun hockey connection. She’s BFFs with—ooh. What’s his name again, babe?”
“Ilya Rozanov,” says Svetlana. Feeling virtuous about it, she offers her hand first. “Don’t tell him I said you have the best hands in the league.”
Shane’s face is rigid. “Um. I won’t?”
“Thank you,” she says gravely. “You have saved a life.” Rose laughs, stroking Shane’s arm, and he suddenly remembers Svetlana’s hand is hanging. He takes it limply and disposes of it quick. His eyes look a little wild.
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04 Jul 2026
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Shane opened an incognito tab on Safari.
The cursor blinked at him as he thought of how to look something like this up. He can’t just type, ‘I want my husband to force me to drink so he can fuck me while I’m passed out’, because that might put him on a list. So instead, he hesitantly typed ‘I want my husband to fuck me while I’m drunk’, and waited with wide eyes as the search results popped up before him.
The first few links were kink websites, talking about consensual non consensual, but still not exactly what he was looking for. He scrolled, his thumb warm on the LED screen until he saw a Reddit post detailing his exact fantasy.
The subreddit was r/BDSMcommunity and the post is what intrigued him.
user29499594:
‘I want my boyfriend to fuck me while I'm blackout drunk. Is that weird?’
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Shane wants Ilya to be a handsome, coercive stranger who cant take no for an answer. (with lots of forced intoxication)
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03 Jul 2026
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this is why we can't have nice things by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?
Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.
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02 Jul 2026