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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the fixtures and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    14 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Ilya and Shane arrived at the cottage two weeks ago. Post-season relaxation during the summer is usually their favorite time of year, especially after a hard season.

    This season was emotionally, physically, and mentally draining. The games were a lot more challenging than typical seasons. A lot more bruises and a lot more time recovering overall. This is the year Ilya and Shane decided they were no longer hiding in the dark. This was their first season publicly as husbands. When they say the first year of marriage is the hardest, add being in the MHL, coming out as gay/bi, starting a charity, and, unfortunately, depression.

    Sometimes the best way out of the darkness is a pair of headphones, the love of your husband, and a catchy song

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    13 Apr 2026

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    ILYA
    ➥i am so weak mr hollander
    ➥imagine you could have your way with me
    ➥i could not fight back
    ➥you could jump on me all you want

    SHANE
    ➥😐
    ➥Very funny.

    ILYA
    ➥give me cpr
    ➥to my dick
    ➥to make me healthy again

    SHANE
    ➥Is your fever getting worse?

    ILYA
    ➥no is just you
    ➥making me all hot inside
    ➥burning
    ➥such a good boyfriend to me, bought me soup
    ➥does my laundry

    SHANE
    ➥You are so easily bribed.
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    or: nine months into dating the rich, hot, and protective college student Shane, Ilya gets sick. Shane helps out his boyfriend and his daughter.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Russians do not blush. Russians do not get sick. Ilya gets concussions. He gets stitches. He skates on cracked ribs and calls it fine. He does not get sick. Which is why, when he wakes up at three in the morning in the middle of June, shaking so hard his teeth knock together, his first instinct is irritation.

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    07 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    in which no one knows why an engineer from R&D keeps pulling at someone from marketing's metaphorical pigtails.

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    06 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 98

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    the squeeze of a shoulder before a match becomes the brush of hands becomes the soft whisper of lips on a cheek becomes the wet warmth of lips sliding against lips.

    “For luck.” 

    Or, the lie that the kisses are for luck can only last so long

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    06 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 50

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    Tendou leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “Is this about your whole manly thing?”

    Ushijima didn’t answer, just stared him down like he was seconds away from throwing him out the nearest window.

    “Oh my god, it is, isn’t it? You’re all bent out of shape because big, strong Ushijima Wakatoshi liked getting—”

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    06 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 24

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    “There’s two stars,” Hinata repeats, still watching the bright star. It flickers, and he lets out a quiet, awkward laugh. “I think… we’re kind of like that."

    “Wha…” The word dies on Kageyama’s tongue. He moves closer, not quite following.

    “It’s a bit stupid.” Hinata’s smile wavers, eyes flicking down at him. “You don’t need to—”

    “Tell me,” Kageyama says, holding his gaze steady.

    Hinata swallows, and his cheeks flush red again. “You know… how two binary stars are bound together by gravity? Orbiting around each other? That’s like us… with volleyball.”

    Last year of high school, and one last Spring High.

    As time seeps away, Hinata and Kageyama find themselves inching closer towards the endline, where the road splits. One towards a future shining bright under the stadium lights. The other across the ocean, to beaches warmed by the sunlight.

    Their paths may be different, but they’re bound by the same gravity—like two binary stars orbiting one another.

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    06 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 11

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    “After graduation,” Hinata continues, still watching the match, still hugging the ball. “I’m gonna go. Learn beach volleyball from the beginning, you know? Relearn everything from different ground.”
    The laptop keeps playing. Brazil scores. The crowd roars through tiny speakers, but he finds Hinata turning to look at him then, grin already forming, bright and certain and so achingly sure of this reckless, impossible thing he’s decided on.

    “Isn’t that amazing?”

    Tobio hears the sound of a perfect spike— clean, devastating, and final. The crowd goes silent.

    —or, Hinata announces his plans for the future, and there is absolutely nothing Tobio can do. (Except, there is.)

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    06 Apr 2026

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    "Speaking of, Tobio never told us about you,” David informs him breezily, before gesturing between the two of them. “So, how did this happen? How long have you been together?"

    Shouyou glances at Kageyama with barely suppressed panic and finds his wide-eyed gaze already on him.

    "A few years," Shouyou answers quickly, sticking as close to the truth as possible.

    "We went to high school together," Kageyama adds in a stilted voice.

    or

    After an awkward encounter, Hinata is introduced to the players of Ali Roma as Kageyama's boyfriend.

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    06 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 78

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    Words evade him as he predicted they would—and Tobio is unbelievably frustrated. He can’t write frilly words with large loops or heart-shaped punctuation. He can’t name off stanzas that remind him of Hinata’s all-encompassing presence. He can’t even bring himself to write a simple “I like you” because it isn’t that simple, because Hinata is more than that. There’s so much he could say, and he wants desperately to let it flow out of him, but he just can’t.

    There, staring at that cursedly blank page while others are off writing novels, Tobio finally understands what envy is.

     ~

    Or, Kageyama navigates how to tell Hinata about his feelings in a way that Hinata can easily comprehend, but (of course) it doesn't quite pan out like he thought.

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    06 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Wait,” the person says, and he draws out the word long and slow. “Hold on- Sakusa? Why’re you calling me?”

    “Are you serious- you called me ,” Kiyoomi says, falling headfirst into their familiar back-and-forth. Down the line, Miya makes a haughty noise that has Kiyoomi rolling his eyes. “You’ve got the wrong number.”

    or: how to get a boyfriend in five phone calls.

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    06 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 21

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    "I'm so happy it's you. Whatever version of myself I'm becoming, whatever boundaries I'm learning to cross, I'm happy it's you pushing me to do it."

    Atsumu drags Kiyoomi up Mt. Kongo before dawn, and somewhere in his exhaustion-induced delirium Kiyoomi realizes he's never been this willing to be uncomfortable for another person.

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    06 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Lighten up,” says Akagi, reaching up to knock Osamu’s hat off. For one single, horrifying moment, it sails downward toward the filthy sink, but Akagi snatches it out of the air and places it on his own head. “It won’t be that bad. Maybe you’ll meet a hot queen who turns out to be a hotter dude underneath. Bisexual dream.”

    “Go bother someone else, asshole,” says Osamu, turning back to his task. “Unless you’re gonna help with the dishes.”

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    06 Apr 2026

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    It’s a link. Fully expecting some dumbass gag video, Osamu clicks the address and lowers his volume to the absolute minimum. Instead, a Google form opens in his browser, titled MIYATHON: MOMENT OF TRUTH.

    Somebody creates a Google form asking participants to vote for their favorite Miya twin and provide reasoning as to why. Osamu gets an unexpected submission.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    There were no easy how-to guides on the internet for how to go out for drinks with your ex when you hadn’t seen each other in more than a decade. When you hadn’t had a real conversation in even longer than that. When you’d broken up and you’d moved to Russia and only saw each other long enough to practice with the national team in the summers and for the Olympics, and even that was 12 years ago.

    Kiyoomi never thought he'd get a chance to try again.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Miya Atsumu dominates the Osaka amateur chess circuit. For years, no one has been able to beat him--except for Sakusa Kiyoomi. They trade off winning chess tournaments, and have played each other countless times. Which would be fun, if they didn't absolutely hate each other.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    The mark is vibrant, blooming black and purple. It’s stunning in the way it contrasts with Kiyoomi’s pale skin, an unmistakable brand. It feels like a piece of art painted directly onto his body. His eyes fall to Atsumu after. It’s a reflex, a mistake.

    If he thought he could explain Atsumu’s evident hunger away as his imagination earlier, that excuse is gone now. Atsumu’s eyes are lidded, lust-filled — starving.

    Kiyoomi is fascinated with hickeys, but he's never had one. The only person he trusts to change that is Atsumu.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Captain Miya Atsumu narrowly avoids crashing his prized Airbus A340 into unforgiving tarmac, but crashes into the life of an equally unforgiving Air Traffic Controller Sakusa Kiyoomi in the process.

    Also known as: Aeromance.

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    06 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 2

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    In the height of the summer, under the stifling humidity of a late-July heatwave, Sakusa Kiyoomi finds himself unable to fall asleep. His legs are too long and he is suddenly hyper-aware of every bone in his body, he can feel every drop of sweat as it trickles down his forehead, and yet, he does not move.

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    06 Apr 2026

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