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i'm in a war (i fight my history) by zacoyama (stardustandswimmingpools) for siobhanthompson (idaea)
Fandoms: Baseball RPF, Women's Pro Baseball League RPF
10 Sep 2026
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She’s been scrutinized before. It never made her feel understood. People knew her name without ever knowing who she was; now they look at her and all they see is that little girl’s face from the magazine cover. Little League legend is a good thing to be when you’re thirteen. But Mo’ne isn’t thirteen anymore.
Meggie looked at Maggie and understood her—easily, entirely, and without judgment. Mo’ne wants that. She wants it so bad it feels like there’s no room in her body for anything else. But she can’t figure out how to bridge the gap between wanting and having.
“Mo,” Ashton says, poking Mo’ne with her pool cue. “Still you?”
Of course I’m still me, she wants to say. Who else would I be?
“Yes,” she says, too robotically. “Still me.”
Bookmarked by siobhanthompson (idaea)
10 Sep 2026
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Spitting ghosts by otterofthemany for siobhanthompson (idaea)
Fandoms: Women's Pro Baseball League RPF
10 Sep 2026
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She's been playing ball longer than Hondras and T have been alive. Longer than Roche and Britt and Foxx, even.
a very brief character study on the closer of all wpbl closers, meggie meidlinger
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 500
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 2
- Kudos:
- 6
- Bookmarks:
- 1
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- 24
Bookmarked by siobhanthompson (idaea)
10 Sep 2026
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nothing knows me like this hunger by zacoyama (stardustandswimmingpools)
Fandoms: Baseball RPF, Women's Pro Baseball League RPF
08 Sep 2026
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“I’m sorry, this is crazy,” Jam says. “I get religious observance, but there are exceptions for a reason. Like…you don’t just not eat and drink when you have practice and a game tomorrow. And it’s this hot. I honestly don’t think Maggie is that stupid.”
Michelle clenches her jaw. She wants to be angry, and a part of her is. The fear that gripped her left bruises when it let go. In a simple world, Jam is right, because only an idiot—a selfish, naive idiot—would try to fast on a day like this. But Maggie’s not an idiot. They’ve been friends long enough for Michelle to know that for certain.
They've also been friends long enough for Michelle to know other things. Like Maggie’s adherence to religious rituals. And her devotion to baseball, to her team. And how she tends to conflate those things in ways Michelle doesn’t always agree with.
(Or: Yom Kippur conflicts with practice, and Maggie makes a choice.)
Bookmarked by siobhanthompson (idaea)
09 Sep 2026
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i want you to see how i feel (when i'm aching and desperate to breathe) by zacoyama (stardustandswimmingpools) for siobhanthompson (idaea), feathershadow
Fandoms: Baseball RPF, Women's Pro Baseball League RPF
25 Aug 2026
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“It happens to you all the time?”
“Yeah, pretty often. I get it, I mean…” Jam gestures to herself. “You know. I’m pretty masculine-looking myself.”
“I know, that’s why you’re my man,” Ashton says. That’s the joke. The punchline is that they’re women. It’s a lot less funny if they’re not. It almost stops being a joke at all.
“You know it,” Jam says, with a wink and an air kiss. Then she gets thoughtful and adds, “But the point is, you could be my man too.”
Ashton short-circuits. That sensation is back behind her ribs, like her CPU is overheating. She wants to make a fist around those words. She wants to hold them, feel them, get used to their shape. She wants to press them into her skin and figure out where they fit.
Say it again, she almost asks. Say that again, please.
Bookmarked by siobhanthompson (idaea)
26 Aug 2026
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call me a runaway train until you stepped on the tracks by zacoyama (stardustandswimmingpools)
Fandoms: Baseball RPF, Women's Pro Baseball League RPF
14 Aug 2026
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Denae has her cleats kicked off and is halfway through unbuttoning her jersey when there’s the click of a keycard unlocking her room. She only has time to frown and 180 before the handle turns and the door flies open.
Ashton storms in, slamming the door with enough force to rattle her teeth. “What the fuck, Denae? What did I just watch?”
She has Denae’s second room key. Denae has Ashton’s. They were exchanged with promises to only use them for good reason. Thundering in just to bitch Denae out does not count as a good reason, and Ashton better fucking know it.
Heat flares behind Denae’s eyes. “I don’t need this from you.”
“Yeah, clearly you do.” Ashton strides forward, and Denae has never backed down a day in her life; she’s not about to start now. “Who told you to run?”
Bookmarked by siobhanthompson (idaea)
15 Aug 2026
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good boys get whatever they want by dryadfiona for rainbowextravaganza
Fandoms: Dimension 20 (Web Series)
21 Jun 2026
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Evan asks Sam to spank him, just to see if he likes it. He does, more than he'd anticipated.
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- English
- Words:
- 2,115
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 2
- Kudos:
- 35
- Bookmarks:
- 2
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- 269
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
08 Jul 2026
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tough to be tender by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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“I feel fine.”
Fine, fine, fine, fine. Shane can’t seem to stop using that word today.
Ilya hums,
“Good. I am glad to hear this. I never want you to feel bad.”
They’re both talking around the same thing without actually talking about it. Shane’s stomach is in knots. He wants to lay himself at Ilya’s feet and beg:
Just make me do it. Tell me I have no choice. You know I want to. You know me.
(or: shane knows what he wants. it's the asking and letting himself have it that's the hard part.)
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- Part 1 of tender
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,661
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
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- Comments:
- 48
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Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
04 May 2026
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mm whatcha say?: Changing Text On Hover for Multilingual Fics (A Download Friendly Workskin) by mackerel_cheese for Graverobbber, enbyguous, spearsofstarlight
Fandoms: No Fandom, Babel - R. F. Kuang
20 Mar 2026
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Do you want to have a nifty way to have multiple languages in a fic:
- Without making your readers scroll to the AN for a translation?
- Without the text and translation sitting side by side?
- And still make it look pretty when people download it into an EPUB or PDF format?
- Making it work with screenreaders? (Subject to varying screenreader capabilities)
Here is a solution for you. Come on babygirls, let's roll.
(This is a HTML tutorial but I'm lowkey flirting with you by calling you babygirl occasionally because I got bored while writing this.)
NEW UPDATE [20/3/2026]:
- Chapter 1: Sample Usage (Excerpt from a WIP in my drafts)
- A short character study about Griffin Harley from Babel (by R.F. Kuang). Utilizies 3 languages in multiple formats. You don't need to have read Babel to pick apart the code used.
- Chapter 2: Basic Tutorial (same as before)
- Chapter 3: FAQ (regarding customization and usage)
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- Part 3 of .shapes_and_colours
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Al-Hashimi laughed again, almost mockingly. The mean lilt of it was so far removed from the emotionless, hyper-professional image Santos had built of Al-Hashimi in her mind that it stunned her into silence.
"I'm afraid you may have misplaced your faith," Al-Hashimi bit back.
Or,
An absurdly canon-compliant attempt to fix the Santos-Langdon-Robby situation and also make Santos and Al-Hashimi kiss about it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 82,748
- Chapters:
- 20/?
- Comments:
- 688
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- 2,197
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- 54,853
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
27 Apr 2026
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"Cassie doesn’t laugh. She crosses her arms, stares at Trinity. At her thighs.
Fuck.
“You’re bleeding.”
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. "
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
17 Apr 2026
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The Breaking and Remaking of an Evan Kelmp by rinrinalin
Fandoms: Dimension 20 (Web Series)
03 Oct 2026
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Evan has a high threshold for pain, no gag reflex, and thinks debasement is nothing. He spent his childhood possessed by demons too terrifying to name. There's no part of him a person can take that could ever come close to that horror.
Once he realized this a whole new world opened up to him, and with it: money and a purpose.
K [6:31 AM]: She's paying top rate. Even yours.
E [6:32 AM]: What are you even doing awake right now?
K [6:32 AM]: Sleep is for the weak
E [6:33 AM]: I’m booked out a month
K [6:33 AM]: I know. She’s willing to wait.
E [6:33 AM]: No one else wanted the contract?
K [6:34 AM]: I thought of you first.
K [6:35 AM]: Don't be a dick. Take the easy job. She's nice
She is nice and it is not easy.He knows it the moment the door of the top floor suite at the Ophelia Hotel opens and he registers rising star Sam Britain standing in front of him with a wide smile that crinkles the corners of her eyes.
“Tad? Come in! Thanks for agreeing to--uh, meet me? Fuck me? What’s the protocol here?”
There’s no protocol for ‘Hello’.
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
24 Mar 2026
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monday is just another day to love you (i would have waited too if i'd known) by pucktopivot
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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A long pause. Then Garcia laughed, soft and surprised. "You know what's strange? I feel like I've known you forever. Like we've had this conversation before."
You have, Trinity thought. Two thousand times, in fifty different locations. You just don't remember.
"Maybe we have," she said. "In another life."
Garcia smiled amusingly. "Do you believe in that? Other lives?"
"I believe in this one." Trinity's heart was pounding. Seventy-two beats per minute, normal, except it wasn't normal because Garcia was looking at her like that, like she was something worth seeing. "I believe in right now."
or trinity santos is forced to relive the same day until she can get yolanda to confess her feelings – which would be easier if yolanda wasn't emotionally constipated
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
15 Mar 2026
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Baran is gentler with Trinity than Trinity has to be with Yolanda. It makes her nauseous.
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
09 Mar 2026
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Riz tries to crack the case without cracking any eggs.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,286
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 8
- Kudos:
- 59
- Bookmarks:
- 11
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- 215
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
08 Mar 2026
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medical cart vs trinity santos: round one, fight by kewlkatherine
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
27 Feb 2026
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In which Trinity Santos loses a fight to a medical equipment cart (to no fault of her own) and she doesn't have an emergency contact for when she's hurt. Whitaker makes the suggestion to call Garcia, and Robby finds out they're a couple. Meanwhile, Trinity is learning how to allow herself to not be strong all the goddamn time.
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- Part 1 of code blue, i love you
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
25 Feb 2026
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Yolanda is the first person she's told in years. Trinity brings it up in a fumbling kind of way before they sleep together for the second time.
"I've got these, uh, old scars on my thigh," Trinity says, her heart already racing in her chest. She doesn't know if it's because of the conversation or because Yolanda Garcia is shirtless and sitting in her lap. "They're kind of ugly. I'm sorry about them."
Yolanda gives her the strangest look. "Do you think I care?" She says, and it's harsh but it also isn't, because Trinity believes her.
** contains discussions and descriptions of past and present self-harming behaviors, please read with caution!
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
24 Feb 2026
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The Vantasmo Girl by Kay_Jay_Dee
Fandoms: CollegeHumor | Dropout RPF, Not Another D&D Podcast (Podcast) RPF
19 Feb 2026
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"I should have given Penny a sister," Emily says.
"What?" Murph says. "Why?"
She shrugs, not looking up from her hands on the piano keys, but he can tell from the little twitch at the corner of her mouth that she's about to say something that kills him. "Caldwell and Jake have been having a lot of fun with Frankie."
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Emily joins in on the fun.
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- Part 3 of The Family Business
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Shane claps Ilya on the shoulder, an unabashed grin splitting his face. “Don’t take it so hard, buddy, it’s only the pre-season,” he says easily, the same way he’d try to reassure a wide-eyed rookie, but tinged with playfulness.
He expects a quip and maybe a shove from Ilya, but instead, Ilya’s expression loosens, surprise flickering in his eyes. He seems…far away, all of a sudden. But the sharpness returns in almost an instant, making Shane wonder if he’d imagined it. The expected shove comes, causing Shane’s grin to creep back.
“I am not your buddy, Hollander,” says Ilya.
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In Shane’s teasing, he accidentally brushes against something that neither he nor Ilya can quite put words to.
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- Part 1 of Misc’s Shane Bear Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,515
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 271
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Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
24 Feb 2026
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Cassie and Dana go way back, they had a fling that turned into a friendship like nothing other. And over the years Dana has learnt exactly how Cassie needs to be taken care of. There have been countless nights when Cassie has called Dana crying and small because PTSD sucks and she’s regressed back to anywhere between infancy and her teens (before they got bad). But Cassie has a strict rule about age regression, never on shift. That is…until today. The reason was stupid really - or at least it felt like that. A kid Harrison’s age was in a terrible accident and was now on life support. It hit way harder than it should have, and when Robby suggested she take a break in the break room…she took it, not realising that her body would immediately sense the danger and go into her smaller but safer headspace
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- Part 2 of Age Regression Fics <3
- Part 7 of My Pittfics
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
08 Feb 2026
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“You’re a riot, Crash,” Trinity says, casting an unimpressed glance towards the pile of deconstructed IKEA parts on the floor. “Did you seriously just give up on this shit after five minutes and send a cry for help to the first lesbian you could think of?”
“Um, no,” Victoria lies. “Of course not.”
Bookmarked by vernalpool (idaea)
01 Feb 2026