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i died slow (running through the halls of your haunted home) by jayistootiredforthis
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026)
08 May 2026
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"Abandonment has its own kind of grief trauma – a powerful grief universal to human beings. The grief can be acute – as when we go through the ending of a relationship, or chronic – as when we feel the impact of earlier losses and disconnection.
The natural folds in abandonment’s grief process fall into five universal stages: Shattering, Withdrawal, Internalizing, Rage, and Lifting. These stages overlap one another as part of one inexorable process of grief and recovery. They spell SWIRL which is descriptive of the cyclonic nature of this all-encompassing cloud of human emotion. Each stage affects a different aspect of human functioning and calls forth a different emotional response."
"The 5 Phases of Abandonment and Recovery: The Path of Healing" by Susan Anderson
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or; while Ryland Grace sleeps onboard the Hail Mary, his children grow up.
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"“Robby’s being operated on in the OR. He fell from about four stories. They got him stable enough to go up, but he’s still critical.”
The words rang around Garcia’s skull for a moment, slipping against the edges as she struggled to comprehend them. Robby was in the OR? Robby had…
“He fell?” She said tightly, but they both knew what she was asking. Her free hand clenched the bedsheets as the line stayed silent for just a beat too long."...
or; Garcia gets a call from Lena explaining what she's getting into in the morning.
part of my Achilles, Come Down Universe. Ending is only ambiguous if you haven't read that. No context really needed. mind the tags
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- Part 3 of The Pitt
- Part 2 of Achilles, Come Down Universe
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"“I’ll do it.” Jack said, pressing the crosswalk button, but Robby gave a harsh laugh.
“What am I, five? I can get my own damn keys. Besides--” he locked eyes with his friend, face serious-- “no offense, brother, but I know your leg must be hurting. Come on.”
He hated how Jack was staring at him, brows furrowed slightly and that slight tension in his mouth that meant he wasn’t pleased with what he saw. Robby felt another wave of annoyance wash over him, though it was accompanied by fear prickling at the back of his neck. Jack looked far too serious, like he was seeing the decision for the life or death one it was. He held his gaze, hoping he was maintaining his playfully exasperated face well, and he saw the small exhalation as Jack gave in.
“Fine. Be back in five, though, or I’m coming in.”"...
or; Robby jumps out of a window after the PittFest shift. The ED is left to try to put him back together again.
PLEASE MIND THE TAGS!!!! Some parts can be skipped (see notes), but there will be references to suicide throughout and sections that are unavoidable!!!
title from "Achilles, Come Down" by Gang of Youths
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- Part 2 of The Pitt
- Part 1 of Achilles, Come Down Universe
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if you're a demigod, and I'M a demigod, who's running the PTMC? by jayistootiredforthis
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
03 Mar 2026
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the PTMC is mainly staffed by demigods and has to treat mortals and halfbloods alike. this changes some things, though not as many as you might think.
this fic is for my little scene rewrites for this au, which will live between here and my tumblr @jayistootiredforthis -- come by and see it more there!
each chapter will have a summary and any specific tw/cws in the notes, along with the relevant godly parents that you need to know going in. THIS WILL CONTAIN WORLDBUILDING SPOILERS FOR HEROES OF OLYMPUS EVEN THOUGH IT DOES NOT TAKE PLACE IN PJO CANON!
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- Part 1 of The Pitt
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"“I’d like to examine your fangs, if that’s alright.” He said, trying to keep his voice steady. He didn’t miss the way Owen’s clasped hands pressed tighter together, or the stiffness of his posture, but he kept his eyes locked on the other man’s. A small, sarcastic smile had curled on Owen’s face, revealing teeth that, from a distance, appeared perfectly normal.
“You sure you want to start with that, doctor?” Owen asked. “Seems pretty dangerous if you ask me.”
“I trust you.” Legs responded, fighting the urge to do something stupid to prove it like bare his neck or offer his wrist.
“You really shouldn’t.” Owen said, voice gritted and low."...
or; Legs finally gets a chance to study a vampire and Owen gets carried away explaining.
WEEDOO WEEDOO! VSMP CREATORS (& ASSOCIATES LIKE PARTNERS CLOSE FRIENDS ETC) DNI!!!
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- Part 3 of Vampires SMP
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A collection of fics set in my universe where Robby tried to commit suicide at the end of Season 1. Some may be standalone from the series or have minimal context provided in the notes, but it's reccomended to at least read "it is empty, Achilles" first.
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THG by jayistootiredforthis
Fandom Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Sunrise On The Reaping - Suzanne Collins, The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes - Suzanne Collins
23 Oct 2025
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All fics are within the same universe unless otherwise indicated in the description. Currently in chronological order.
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- 10,650
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- 5
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- 18
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Core Wicked Fanfic Universe by jayistootiredforthis
Fandom Wicked (Movie 2024), Wicked - Schwartz/Holzman
12 Nov 2025
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My Wicked fanfics that take place in the same general universe. The characters are roughly consistent, and other fics might be mentioned, though probably not required reading (I will note this in the description). Series is in chronological order within universe.
preemptive warning: this universe has romantic gliyeraba/gelphiyero dynamics, even if off-screen, and I write all three of them as liking both men and women! if that's uncomfortable for you, I totally understand! these might not be the fics for you.
in general, this universe also deals with oppression and heavy topics. read tags and stay safe!- Words:
- 6,098
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Legacy by MulberryJumper
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
19 Jun 2026
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Their tree had fallen a few years earlier, its roots rotted by record-breaking rainfall. Eva came here every February 14th to remember him until the beetles came back.
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Pathetic Fates by Deanstiel
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
14 Jun 2026
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Eva returns home after years in the stars to save Ryland Grace from that fate that she was meant to have as the world whipping boy. As she predicted, the world had not been kind to the remaining leader of the project. If only fixing Grace was as easy as fixing Sol.
Bookmarked by jayistootiredforthis
12 Jun 2026
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She can see Carl surveying Grace while he's distracted looking at her. He must be worried. Grace looks horrible, thin and washed out, sunken and sad. It's like all of his brightness faded with the sun. If only fixing this was as simple as fixing Sol.
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Baby Mary, Made by Grace by YoureALoserBaby
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
18 Jun 2026
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He couldn’t take it anymore, Grace needed to sit. He plops right down onto the sterile flooring, knees up as he rests his arms across them, head buried. Biking that hard for that long, then running across the building at full speed really wasn’t a smart idea in his current condition. He might throw up. He’s been so nauseous lately.
Grace could feel Stratt’s eyes on him, looking, calculating. Evenly, she speaks again.
“…Your physiological state is affecting performance?”
Grace closed his eyes briefly.
“I said I’m fine.”
“You are not answering honestly."
“I’m just pregnant,” he said, emotion finally leaking through to his voice. Grace refuses to cry here.
A pause. Then Stratt speaks again.
“Does this impair cognitive function?”
“No,” he said, voice wobbling.
“Then it is irrelevant.”
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Our Lady of Forgiveness by AverageContentProducer
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
07 Jun 2026
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I think everyone needs to hear someone say, “Nobody else will do. It has to be you,” sometime in their lives, even if it only happens once. Just once is enough. As long as you can feel sure those words were sincere, you can live through anything, no matter how painful.
Except Rocky isn’t the first person to say that to me, is he? Now that I think about it, I realize I’ve heard it before.
Stratt just phrased it poorly, that’s all.
Bookmarked by jayistootiredforthis
15 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
"And I, for my part, took it poorly. Rather, I refused to hear it. I didn’t want to be told I was so incredibly important, didn’t want to know how deeply I was trusted, didn’t want to have to shoulder the burden of those two facts. In those closing hours of the project, she must’ve hoped beyond hope that I would step up and do the right thing—she didn’t have to do me the courtesy of presenting that false choice, you know. She could just as easily have had someone ambush me with the needle in the hallway and that would’ve been that. It wouldn’t’ve made much of a difference to the endgame: both scenarios conclude with her standing over my comatose body, in the twilight period between one life ending and another one beginning, trying to come up with some action she could perform that would make the situation even an iota less painful, only to find herself woefully inadequate for the task at hand. Still, I suppose she did what she could—it’s common knowledge that hearing is the last thing to go before someone dies."
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this was always going to happen (he's been dead since the beginning) by thishazeleyeddemon
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026)
11 Jun 2026
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The night after the explosion, Stratt has some things on her mind.
Bookmarked by jayistootiredforthis
11 Jun 2026