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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    But, of course it's Rozanov.

    Shane is, by any reasonable metric, the best hockey player in the world; the only other person you could say that about with a straight face is Rozanov, and they've been orbiting each other since they were eighteen.

    Of course the man Shane fell into something with would be the one person on the planet who could meet him at his own altitude. Who else was it going to be? A linemate? An accountant?

    Shane Hollander has never cried in front of Hayden Pike. Not after losses, not after injuries, not once in six years of sharing hotel rooms. So when Shane shows up in their Boston hotel room with bloodshot eyes, rambling about tuna melts and first names, saying the girl he's been texting isn't a girl—and isn't just anyone—Hayden does what any reasonable person would do: lies awake all night dismantling everything he thought he knew about the Montreal Metros' biggest rival.

    By morning, he has a problem. By Monday, he has a plan. By Friday, he has Ilya Rozanov in his dining room and Shane paralyzed in the driveway.

    Hayden can build the space. He can't make them talk.

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane drags a hand over his face. His body feels loose, unstrung, like someone cut all the tension wires inside him and forgot to put them back.

    Ilya’s hand drops, and he leans in to kiss Shane’s chest.

    “I have early flight.”

    And just like that. Shane feels the hollow start to sneak in.

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    Interwoven scenes in TV canon.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    29 May 2026

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Hayden Pike found out who Boston Lily was through a mishap of his own making, in Boston, 2014.

    Cliff Marlow figured out the truth behind Montreal Jane through the power of friendship and vodka, in Montreal, 2015.

    In 2017, they found themselves working together to cover for the Most Obvious Secret in NHL, while Boston Raiders and Montreal Metros were trapped together during a snowstorm.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    “There’s something you’re not telling me,” Shane says firmly, as firm as someone high on painkillers can go. “Mom, what is going on?”

    Yuna Hollander finally stops her fidgeting and catches his gaze quickly, before they fall to the ground.

    On many levels, Shane knew he was unconventional. Tall, broad and muscular for an omega. Barely big enough to pass for an alpha. That he was a god on the ice, on par with Rozanov and sometimes better, is a testament to his skills, and not a biological advantage. He knew how to take advantage of his deficiencies, his coaches have said, as though he wasn’t in the room with them.

    “Honey,” Yuna says quietly. “Have you had a… special someone?”

     
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    Set in 2017 after the All-Star Game in Tampa.

    In which the cottage does not happen. Shane does not ask. Ilya's resolve pushes through and they break it off.

    But then the internet explodes after a photo of a very pregnant Shane Hollander goes viral.

    It all sort of works out in the end.

    Or, Hollanov find out the hard way what happens when you separate an (accidentally) bonded pair.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    “Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”

    Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Ilya knew he had fucked up the moment he'd said it. But he hadn't been able to help it.

    He had known earlier that day when he had double checked his refrigerator to make sure the Canada Dry ginger ale he had bought the day before hadn't sprouted wings and flown away. And he had known when he had researched easy recipes of things he could make that fit Hollander's strict performance diet earlier that week that they were playing a dangerous game.

    The two of them were Rozanov and Hollander, and that was all they could ever be. Ilya knew that. They were Hollander and Rozanov to the public, to the media, to their teammates, to their coaches, and they were supposed to be that to each other as well.

    But Ilya had called him Shane. And then Shane had left.

    Or:

    What if after the tuna melt scene when Shane runs, Ilya is the one who gets a public girlfriend. They say every action has an equal an opposite reaction... or in this case, maybe an overreaction.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    a companion piece to back and forth from new york showing the in-world social media response to the events of each chapter!!

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Loving Shane Hollander had taught Ilya Rozanov how to slow down.

    They had a plan now. A life that made sense. Something quiet, stable, and boring, and for once, Ilya believed peace might be something he could actually have, not just something he pretended not to want.

    Then Troy Barrett arrives from Toronto and starts looking at what Ilya has built, like it’s something he might be able to take if he flirts and schemes. Like peace might be something he needs too, after the mess he left behind with his old team.

    Ilya tells himself it’s nothing, "A misunderstanding", so he plays captain. He plays nice.

    But loathing has always come easier than love, and once everything starts to unravel, Ilya learns there are only so many times you can choose 'a misunderstanding' before you are forced to show how far you’ll go to keep Shane Hollander to yourself and let yourself unravel in the meantime.

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    Troy Barrett wants Shane badly enough to burn with the ship. Ilya is determined to get rid of him before everything between him and his freckled love falls apart and what happens after it does?

    Ilya’s POV of jealousy, mental health journeys and the miscommunication final boss rollercoaster

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    03 Jan 2026

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    “I just wish Lily was in Montreal. Sucks that the ‘Lily secret weapon’ is only in Boston.”

    Cliff pauses then. Hand stuck midair as he was reaching for his beer. “Lily’s in Boston?”

    “Yeah man. Sorry to burst your bubble, not all Boston girls are loyal to the Bears.”

    Cliff turns to Hayden then. Cocking his head a little to the side, his eyes are searching Hayden’s face as if he was trying to read his mind. He opens his mouth to speak. He closes it. He shakes his head a little. And opens his mouth again,

    “That’s so fucking weird dude. Roz’s ‘Jane’ is in Montreal. What are the odds those fuckers have girls in each other city’s. That would be next level rivalry, man."

     

    AKA Cliff and Hayden run into each other on a night out and start gossiping

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    28 Dec 2025

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    It's the "We didn't even kiss" scene that's all you need to know. The first few hundred words cover scenes we’ve seen (the awards show, the bathroom) and then diverge.
    (og title was Teach Me How to Love.)

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    15 Dec 2025

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    When they had ordered a round of cheap tequila, one of them had questioned Shane briefly.
    “How old are you, Rook?”
    “Old enough,” Shane had answered truthfully, but it wasn’t his fault that The Short American hadn’t specified on which side of the border.
    The drinks kept pouring in after that.

    Scott Hunter convinces Shane Hollander to join the team at a bar the night after the All-Star Skills Competition. He hadn't meant for Shane to get as drunk as he did.

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    11 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 19

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    If there was one thing a freshly 16 (!!) Isabel Conklin wouldn't do - it was wait another 6 years for a guy who clearly had no interest in her.

    OR Belly tries to actually move on with Cam. Jeremiah and Conrad handle it about as well as can be expected.

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    10 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 77

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    Belly never chose Jeremiah — but she still lost Conrad.

    Now, four years later, she’s back in Cousins for Jeremiah’s wedding, only to find Conrad like no time has passed at all. They say time heals everything, but time never stood in this kitchen, never saw his eyes soften when he said her name again. What begins as a truce slowly unravels and Conrad still looks at her like he remembers every word she has ever said.

    TSITP (show rewrite). AU, forced proximity, second chance romance. Everyone’s grown up, but the past refuses to stay buried.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    It takes everything in me to form my next words. I manage it, although my voice is thin and brittle.

    “Do you know who I am?”

    I am Violet Sorrengail Riorson. Third-year cadet. Fourth Wing, flame section, second squad. Duchess of Tyrrendor. Lightning wielder. Dream-walker. Tairn and Andarna’s rider. Your wife.

    Your murderer.

    I would take any single one of those answers. Any flicker of recognition in his gaze, because gods, he is looking at me like he’s trying to place me. His expression is bewildered now, between me clinging to him and whatever Sgaeyl has said to him. I hold my breath and try not to fall to pieces.

    After the longest moment of my life, he shakes his head.

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    02 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 82

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    “If I had told her a year ago, a month ago, even a week ago, would things be different now?” -Book Conrad
    What if Conrad had hopped on the first flight when he found out about Steven’s accident? What if they were back in each other’s orbit much sooner than expected and what if Conrad found out about Jeremiah cheating earlier? In the book. Conrad finds himself wishing he had told her how he felt earlier. What if he had?

    AU with canon elements. Follows the show instead of the book timeline. Narrated in 3rd person, WIP, likely updated weekly because a girl has a job unfortunately. Eventually will earn it's rating but all good things take time!

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
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    26 Oct 2025

  20. This has been deleted, sorry!

    20 Oct 2025

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