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the dark, too, blooms and sings by sahiya for Katzedecimal
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
05 Jan 2026
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Julian and Elim host a winter solstice gathering of the survivors of The Reunion Project.
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- Part 8 of a box full of darkness
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It was small wonder, really, that over the past few weeks, Julian’s attempt to understand Garak’s cold and distant behavior since Camp 371 had morphed into hurt and then into resentment and finally into resignation. Now, Julian genuinely worried that Garak would simply say no if he comm’d him to ask for help. Or worse yet, he might say yes but only reluctantly, and then treat Julian as a chore to be dealt with.
Either would be unbearable. It was better not to ask at all.
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- Part 13 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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“All right,” said the humanoid of indeterminate species who entered Kelas's sickbay wearing full protective gear, “let’s get this over with. Are you the ship’s doctor?”
“I am,” Kelas wrote on his PADD and showed it to him.
“Oh, ah.” The figure stopped; with the face mask, it was hard to tell whether they were looking at him, but Kelas suspected they were. "You’re not Orion.”
Kelas tensed. “I am Doctor Kelas Navaar of Orion.”
“But — but you’re Cardassian. Wait — doctor — Kelas — oh my God. You’re Kelas Parmak.”
Kelas froze in absolute terror.
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- Part 6 of a box full of darkness
- Part 12 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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Julian could only be glad, later, that the conversation happened over dinner and kanar in his quarters, and not in the Replimat.
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- Part 10 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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After moving in with Julian, Garak is afraid certain secrets will come to light. He's hiding them fairly well, he thinks, until a mundane but deeply annoying virus sweeps the station.
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- Part 11 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2024
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Julian's genetic augmentations had an unexpected side effect: the ability to absorb the pain of others into himself.
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Five Times Someone Took Care of Neal and One Time He Did the Care-Taking by sahiya
Fandom White Collar
13 Dec 2013
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Just what it says on the tin. These were all written for Fandom Stocking 2013 and take place within the same continuity.
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If it wasn't for that meddling kid by ARustySpork for TastyTeeth
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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“I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”
“Yes.”
The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.
“Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”
Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”
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or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house
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- Part 1 of If it wasn't for that meddling kid
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17 May 2026
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Is this thing on? by ARustySpork
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Apr 2026
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“They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”
Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.
“This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”
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Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.
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17 May 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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15 May 2026
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Shane Hollander: pride of Canada, terror of the Centaurs locker room by sparrow30 for WingsofWriting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Apr 2026
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Wyatt’s gaze flicked from Hollander to Rozanov – who looked absolutely delighted with this turn of events – and back again. “You two follow playoff traditions as well then?”
Hollander shrugged, still catastrophically casual, “I mean, when we played on different teams we sort of had to. Conflict of interests and all that. But I meant more generally. You know what it’s like, right?”
Wyatt wasn’t sure that he did, and was suddenly very conscious of the fact that he might not be in the least bit emotionally prepared for whatever was about to come out of Hollander’s mouth.
“Like, the other day,” Hollander continued, seemingly unaware of the proverbial bombshell he was about to drop. “Ilya tied me up and edged me for…was it two hours?”
“Three, moyo solnyshko,” Rozanov corrected, sounding like Christmas, his birthday, and the Easter Bunny had all come at once.
Shane Hollander joins the Centaurs, and the team discovers that their Captain might be a certified menace, but his husband is so, so much worse.
OR: five times Shane accidentally terrorizes the Centaurs locker room, and one time he chooses to hold back.
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09 May 2026
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The week before the 2017 All-Stars Game, Ilya Rozanov is placed on IR. Ten days later, he disappears from the league entirely. Boston says nothing, and for once, a notoriously fickle league closes ranks.
Every attempt Shane makes to find him hits a wall. In one last desperate, life-altering bid to reach him, Shane comes out to the world, only to be met with Ilya’s silence.
By the time the 2020/21 season begins, Shane has nothing left but hockey and regret. He builds a dynasty, guts his life, and pins the last scraps of his hope on the Metros’ newest transfer, the dangerously hot-headed Cliff Marlow.
Stepping back into the public eye after the worst three years of his life, all Ilya wants is to find some kind of purpose. Shane is done with him, he made that much clear. Ilya isn't about to try to convince himself otherwise. He just wants to prove he still has some use left in him.
Fortunately for both of them, they're still fucking stupid for each other.
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07 May 2026