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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    “I don’t need help.” Remus huffed. “I–I have everything under control–”

    Sirius laughed, his voice a harsh bark. “The shadows under your eyes say that you haven’t slept in a week. Your hands were shaking at the bar, what, did you think I wouldn’t notice? You have no job, no money, and no food. And now you’re telling me that goddamn savage Greyback is back on the prowl for you? You are being utterly ridiculous. You are going to get your things, and disapparate back to my flat with me. Right now. I’m not taking no for an answer.”

    Infuriatingly, Remus felt hot tears prickle at the corners of his eyes. “Fuck you.” He choked out. “I don’t need your–your pity. Or your charity, or–”

    Sirius made a strangled sort of sound. “Pity?” And suddenly he was there, in front of Remus, towering over him, his chest heaving. “Goddamn it Remus! Why won’t you just let me take care of you!?”

    He was yelling, and the lightbulb in the lamp on Remus’ end table shattered at the sound of his voice.

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    Sirius and Remus are going to talk about their feelings if it kills them.

    Remus thinks it just might kill them.

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    11 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    It was like a magic force softly caressed him, making him relax. His fingers relaxed, just touching. The tension in his shoulders disappeared. His knees no longer clenched around Sirius’ body, but just leaned against him.

    Even his heart seemed to slow down. Slowly, but inevitably, bringing the haziness back to his mind. It was worse now, like Remus had expected. He felt like he just woke up and like he was still awake at four in the night at the same time. All sounds were muffled, he felt completely ignorant of everything around him.

    Sirius took up all his focus. His wonderful warmth. The slow rise and fall of his chest. The hand on his back that was still spreading sparks with every circle it made. His incredible scent.

    Remus needed more.

    So why shouldn’t he?

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    Remus gets dared to nuzzle Sirius' neck for five minutes. Something that would be innocent for everyone who is not a werewolf who feels comfortably hazy every time he smells his best friend.

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    20 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    Sirius Black is immortal. He was born in the year 1700 in rural France. He does not age. He drinks blood to survive. But he is NOT a vampire, he simply doesn’t like it when people throw garlic at him. The year is 2002 and Remus Lupin is not into him, not at all. Until very suddenly he finds that he really, really is. It would have been a lot easier if he’d just left him alone when he’d asked.
    Or - my vampire crack fic.. Or - my favourite thing I’ve ever written

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    20 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    "When I woke up after that night, I felt disappointed," he began, not looking James in the eye. "not at Sirius or at Snape. I felt disappointed because.. because I woke up, I guess," James reared back, his heart sinking to his stomach. "I felt disappointed because, after years of trying to convince myself that I wasn't like other werewolves, that I was still good, that I wasn't a monster... I was proven wrong."

     

    OR: After The Prank that Sirius plays on Snape, Remus decides to leave Hogwarts. He spirals into self-hatred, doing anything to forget about his former friends and "monstrous" self. Eventually, though, his friends find him. Things only get worse after that.

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    29 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Sixth year. The Marauders are growing older, the world is growing darker, and Remus Lupin is running out of strength he never had to spare.

    What starts as ordinary exhaustion after the full moon slowly becomes something heavier, quieter, and far more dangerous. Remus is thinner than he should be, angrier than he wants to be, and terrified of the way his body keeps betraying him. He is the one who is meant to be steady, dependable, fine — even when he isn’t.

    James worries too loudly. Peter worries too quietly. Sirius worries like it’s a war he intends to win. And none of them know how to help without breaking something fragile inside him.

    Full moons get worse. Bones break. Tempers snap. Care becomes something painful and desperate and necessary. Remus is unraveling, and his friends refuse to let him do it alone — whether he likes it or not.

    A slow burn descent and recovery story about hunger, anger, vulnerability, and the terrifying tenderness of being loved when you don’t believe you deserve it.

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    29 Jan 2026