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The truth is, I think I conjured you into existence. Sometimes, when our skin brushes, I instinctively pull away—reminded that you're truly here. That realization brings a wave of warmth and comfort, yet it's tangled with fear and a deep, aching sadness. It turns my stomach, leaving me bedridden at times, caught in an endless battle between the idealized version of you I crafted in my mind and the real person standing before me. I cry out, pleading for release, even as my heart continues to long for you.
The truth is, our fingers were tightly laced together… but you were never really mine to hold.How long can I keep being selfish?
How much of ourselves must be sacrificed before we finally say it's over?
When do we draw the boundary line?
And how long can a love like this truly last?or Jisung and Minho had been together for quite some time now. But as they start to live together, they slowly come to understand how real it starts to get. And reality? It is terrifying and beautiful, depending on how one views it.
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Executive Director Lee Minho is the epitome of perfect. He's drop-dead beautiful, he's extremely rich,inhumanly intelligent, and on top of all that he's also loved by everyone he encounters. But we have to give credit where it's due, especially to the man behind this powerful figure; Han Jisung, his personal assistant for the last five years. Minho won't admit it, but he'd be completely lost without his adorable and reliable Jisung.
So imagine how he reacted when his precious secretary hands him a resignation letter on what seemed to be a regularly hectic Friday?
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Han Jisung loves Lee Minho and Lee Minho loves Han Jisung.
It is as simple, as terrifying, and as difficult as that.
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It was supposed to be an ordinary day during Spring, when Han Jisung accidentally captures Lee Minho.
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"Do you think we would've met when we're not idols?" he asks
"It's a long shot, but I feel like we would." Jisung smiles confidently.
Minho raises an eyebrow "Oh? What makes you say that?"
The other thinks about it further, his eyes looking around his room, "I don't know.." then eventually landing on Minho, "but I feel like in any world or universe, I can't seem to picture myself without you."
or Jisung and Minho have long conversations even when distance is between them.
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The words sliced through Ilya’s confusion. His own voice from over a week ago, echoed in the sudden, ringing silence of his mind: “You can have sex with other men when we’re apart.”
No.
No no no.
Ilya blinked rapidly, fighting back the hot press of his own tears. The sheer, utter wrongness of it all was suffocating. Shane, on his knees, apologizing for being hurt. Shane, calling himself a burden. Shane, begging for the bare minimum of affection because he thought… he thought Ilya wanted this.
(or, what happens when Shane does go and sleep with another man and utterly breaks because of it)
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- Part 12 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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14 Mar 2026
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other forms of intimacy by ultravioletdaydream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya have a lot of sex. A lot of hot, intimate, dirty sex. But sometimes they don't. Sometimes, for one reason or another, they find more intimacy in the unexpected moments where their plans to fuck don't work out.
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Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.
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I: Shane Hollander has too much to drink.
II: Ilya Rozanov gets the fucking flu.
III: Shane Hollander suffers an Autistic shutdown.
IV: Ilya Rozanov misses his mother.- Language:
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Bookmarked by vielle_jjp
13 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are better than ever.
But when Ilya invites Shane to go out with his teammates for their win, Shane is tired, anxious about being around people when they are still not out, and overall over the whole idea immediately. Ilya doesn’t understand why— until he does.
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Shane feels like Ilya is choosing his team over him, and Ilya feels like Shane is hiding him. Until they both use each other as a reminder to why their silly thoughts aren’t true after all & the only way to prove that.. is to show it.
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12 Mar 2026
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we keep it secret (won't let them have it) by poppypickle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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“We had a wedding this weekend, Miss Emma! With Uncle Shane,” Ruby Pike announces during Monday morning circle time. Miss Emma nods and tries to play it cool. It was exciting when the Pike twins mentioned Uncle Shane. Like he was just their dad’s totally normal BFF instead of the greatest hockey player Canada had seen in two decades. But she wasn’t going to fangirl in front of the kids.
“Well, it was a pretend wedding—” Ruby starts to clarify, but then Jade Pike interrupts her.
“Uncle Ilya said if you do the rings it’s a real wedding.”
Miss Emma’s eyebrows shoot up into her hairline. Uncle…Ilya? As in…
“Uncle Ilya said the rings and kiss made it real so we should tell Daddy to get him and Uncle Shane a very, VERY expensive gift,” Jade continues.
There’s that name again. Uncle Ilya. In the same breath as Uncle Shane. With the word kiss. That couldn’t be right…
Or: Five times someone unexpected keeps Shane and Ilya’s secret, and one time they don’t have to. Featuring the Pike twins, Zane Boodram’s pregnant wife, Ilya’s neighbors, and more.
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11 Mar 2026
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To only ever know the cold by IbecomewhatIbelieve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.
She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.
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Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

