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    Till squeezed Ivan’s body in closer at the mention of more strangers. He didn’t know why. Maybe just to feel Ivan breathing against him. Just to feel his breath, shallow, but there. Mizi’s gaze slid down to Ivan. She leaned over, caressing Ivan’s matted hair.

    “I’m sorry we didn’t get to you earlier,” she said. “The plan was to turn it all off right at the start of the performance, but then Hyuna got shot and the firewall threw a wicked curveball our way, so there was a…” She shook her head. “And then suddenly the song was ending and-”

    “The important thing is we got to them,” Hyuna interrupted, reaching over to squeeze her shoulder. “It’s gonna be okay now.”

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    Round 6 and the aftermath of it.

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    10 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 85

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    What if Till tried to learn about Ivan from a younger age? Would they learn to communicate and get along better? One things for certain, he can't escape and leave Mizi behind. But he won't just let Ivan's hand go and run back to Anakt Garden, the least he can do is give him an explanation. But damn, Ivan can be persuasive when he wants to be.

    OR

    Till escapes with Ivan after Ivan promises that they will return to rescue Mizi and Sua one day.

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    14/14
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    02 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    There are many things that are absolute truths, immutable and indisputable facts. Fire burns you if you touch it. Water boils at a certain temperature. Oxygen becomes rarer with altitude. Ivan is not dead.

    Ivan disappears and everyone is convinced that he is dead. Too bad for those losers, Till will bring him home himself.

    Or: a spiral into madness

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    27 Nov 2025

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    It was only when Ivan had no way to see Till again that he thought, "Oh. I just wanted him to stay."

    Or,

    What if the choices had been different? What if he had turned another corner?

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    4/4
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    29 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    “If — ” Ivan’s voice came out strangled, he swallowed thickly and tried again, “if this is about my father’s company, you’re wasting your time. I don’t have access to anything sensitive.”

    “No, baby. That's not what I’m after.”

    “Then what the hell do you want?"

    The man grinned, like he was glad Ivan had asked. Like he enjoyed Ivan asking. “I don’t give a shit about who your family is. I want you. And look at that,” he gestured lazily at Ivan’s bound form at his feet, “you’re already mine.”

    ivan was the kind of man who'd made a living out of analyzing risks. every moment of his day, every decision he ever made, was carefully considered. he was safe. he was in control. he was unshakable.

    despite his diligence, he still found himself tied up in a stranger's basement.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    Ivan didn’t dignify his retort with an answer. His fingers brushed over the leather on his sheath.

    “Touch him again,” Ivan’s voice came out flat. Not a threat. Not a request.

    His thoughts reprimanded him; telling him not here, Ivan ignored it.

    He just needed a reason.

    Till sniffled, pain blooming into a headache as he cradled his forehead. Freddie cackled, finding his discomfort funny. He lunged forward, his arm shooting out ready to gather a fistful of Till’s hair.

    Ivan got his reason.

    His katana made a sharp, clean sound as it withdrew from his waist. It happened so fast, no one processed the motion–until Freddie’s arm was rolling on the floor and blood was gushing out of where it used to be.

     

    This story is now available in Russian, translated by like_a_black_sorrow

    anywhere you go (i’ll follow you down)

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    15 Sep 2025

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    “You're so miserable."

    "I'm aware."

    "Do better."

    "Yes, Noona."

    Sua remembers her past life at the ripe age of four. Imagine her surprise when Ivan turns out to be her father’s affair baby.

    A new life means new choices.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    As if a switch has been flipped, Ivan does not stop gazing at Till, while Till is the one to skirt away.

    “This might be good for you, though,” Ivan says, his voice gentle, as if each word doesn't tear into Till’s arteries. “You won’t have to deal with this burden for much longer. It’ll pass.”

    “You’re not dead,” Till manages, his voice hoarse. “We'll still be us.”

    For the first time, Till feels waves of terror shake through their profound silence. 

    Ivan gets surgery for his Hanahaki. Till deals with the aftermath.

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    20 Aug 2025

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    “I mean, I’m not like, gay gay... that shit’s a lil too much.”Till said it with a straight face. An actual, no-shame, fully committed face.
    Mizi blinked. Slowly. Like her brain was buffering.
    This was Till — Till, the man who practically moans when a character in a yaoi makes eye contact, sitting in his dimly lit room, reading Yarichin Bitch Club like it’s sacred scripture, cheeks flushed, knees tucked to his chest like a Victorian orphan.
    She looked at him like he had just declared gravity a government conspiracy.

    “But didn’t you literally say you’d let Ivan suck you off like a lollipop?”

    Till flinched like she'd shot him in the chest. Mizi howled, full belly laugh, because it was true.Till glared, hand on heart like he’d been betrayed.
    “Ivan doesn’t count. He’s Ivan. That’s different.”

    As if that explained anything.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    Then Ivan grabs his arm, and Till is whirled around, forced to look him in the eye. Blazing, blazing, always in motion, always looking—for what? For him?

    “You’ve done this before,” Ivan says firmly. “You keep running.”

    Till’s breath hitches. “I know that,” he says, and he sounds resigned, even to himself, like he’s surrendering. “But you keep going after me. And that is just as worse.”

    till knows, until he doesn't.

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    18 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    horrifyingly romantic, hurt and comfort, but the comfort is the pleasure of beating your demons into submission and then choosing to live your life with the man who fought you and for you.

  11. Rec 60

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    High school magic/fantasy au (by someone who plays DND) in which Till is being groomed into the perfect business leader, his future sealed by an arranged marriage to the enigmatic Ivan. As tensions simmer and the lines between duty and desire blur, Ivan’s persistent efforts to impress Till clash with Till’s instinct to resist. Will Ivan's persistent efforts ever pay off, or will the shadows of their destinies push them apart forever, leaving behind a trail of heartache and unresolved tension?

    Side plot: Ivan thinks Till is considering marrying Luka instead

    Smut Chapters:17/18/19/21. Romantic drama, slowburn, sprinkled bits of violence later on.

    You don't have to read part 1 of the series, it's just heaven stuff where Ivan/Till become soulmates through bonding.

    Series
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    Chapters:
    21/21
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    16 Jul 2025

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    crazy world building, on point characterization and dynamics between characters, the slowburned cooked me, soft, angsty, funny and smutty, with lots and lots of cuddling and fluff <3

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    It’s been 3 years since Ivan quit the band to pursue a solo career, and now he has no choice but to tour with his former bandmates after their newest album goes viral.

    It's just too bad that their lead singer still really hates him.

    Or, Ivan navigates the trials and tribulations of becoming friends with benefits with his ex-boyfriend (surprisingly, being in love with him after all this time makes it all the more challenging).

    Translated in русский

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    26 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 38

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    Self-checkout associate Till’s slow-paced life is fucked to the high heavens when a new customer starts frequenting his store.

    Till can’t take it anymore.

    Axe Murderer is scanning a circular saw into his cart. That’s quite frankly the normal part.

    He’s dressed up business formal today: button-up, slacks, shiny Oxfords, briefcase. Not too normal to be picking up such a tool, but still enough, right?

    No.

    There’s blood all over the front of his shirt. Blobs of bright crimson against pristine white fabric.

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    25 Jun 2025

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    When Ivan accidentally consumes a love potion that makes him fall for the first person he sees each day for a whole week, Till finally gets a break from his relentless and obsessive affection.

    At first, Till is thrilled—finally, peace and quiet! No more freaky yet endearing compliments! No more intensely loving and unerving staring! No more clingy yet oddly warm and comforting presence by his side!

    But as Ivan’s attention shifts to someone new every day, Till finds himself feeling strangely... off.

    And by the third day, he realizes that the quiet isn’t as comforting as he thought. Seven days. Seven different people. And one unexpected question: is Till really ready to lose the one person who’s always been by his side?

    Elements of Allivan-Tillivan Endgame
    Available in Russian on Ficbook

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    Chapters:
    20/20
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    14 Jun 2025

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    Ella leaned forward, her grin widening as though she were gearing up for something big. “All right, the kiddie gloves are coming off!” she announced, practically buzzing with excitement.

    Ivan straightened slightly in his seat, already bracing himself. He knew what was coming next. After all, a person doesn’t just release a rejection song without raising a few eyebrows.

    “For those who don’t know,” she began, turning her attention to the camera, “MAPS is a heart-wrenching song about yearning and rejection!” She let the words linger, her dramatic delivery pulling the audience in, before turning back to Ivan with a glint of mischief in her eyes. “So, naturally, everyone has been dying to know—just who managed to break the Ivan’s heart?”

    The room seemed to hold its breath, her question hanging in the air as Ivan’s smile faltered, just for a second. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard it, and it wouldn’t be the last.

    Or I give Ivan Hanahaki and make it everyone's problem

    Or or My take on the Hanahaki trope (i.e trying to make it more logical) because I have beef with how people write it

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    10 Jun 2025

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    On the rooftop sat a vigorous man with silver stardust on his head and eyes clearer than the ocean. The sun haloed him in a golden shine and proclaimed him as an ethereal being. After a millennium, Ivan had found his god.

    Or: The sky shone crimson once again and even after 1,120 circles, Ivan still couldn’t let go. Little did he know that on a faraway planet, a spirit lingered, equally as stubborn as his own.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    Till realizes his feelings for Ivan and becomes desperate to hold on to any piece of him he can have. He begins indulging in his darker urges in spite of his growing guilt because he can't bring himself to confess.
    Ivan has already been playing the same game for years. Honestly, Till's an amateur in comparison...

    HEAVILY Inspired by the manga Stalker x Stalker by Kadiro
    Main story, COMPLETE
    Side stories, ongoing

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
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    35,078

    04 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 54

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    "Why South Korea, anyway?" he had even asked his mother that morning, his tone tight with annoyance. "And why this old-fashioned place?"

    Jeonju's sleepy part of town, with its clinging kimchi smell, felt worlds away from the lively cities and Toronto. The family's move to the old Jeonju house inherited from his Korean grandparents (thanks for the real estate, halmeoni and harabeoji, less thanks for the location) happened despite his father having lived in Toronto since college, making Korea mostly for brief family trips.

    As the moving truck shuddered to a stop, a boy with ink-black hair watched Till's family unload, then approached Till with an oddly formal enthusiastic handshake.

    "Hi," the boy's voice announced, friendly and loud, like heralding the arrival of a circus. "I'm Ivan."

    Till's glance flickered down to the offered hand, then back to Ivan's face, his expression flat, conveying the approximate enthusiasm of someone whose phone battery just died.

    "Till," he replied curtly.

    OR

    Through Till's VIEW, he understands the world, but Ivan is the VANE that makes his feelings change course.

    IVTI (FLIPPED 2010 DYNAMIC)

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    25 May 2025

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    Every weekend, Till would come home to the small coastal town he grew up in. And every weekend, Ivan is waiting for him – gachapon in hand.

    Language:
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    13/13
    Comments:
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    11,479

    20 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 69

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    Things go missing. A signature, a playlist, a summer by the sea.

    Till swears they were there—he knows they were.

    They meant something.

    But Ivan just smiles, like it never did.

    Like they were never there at all.

    -

    OR

    Physical pieces of their life start to disappear, but it’s totally fine, and Till is 100% A-OK with that.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    34
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    282
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    2,444

    18 May 2025

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