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    Ilya Rozanov is disappearing one day at a time and no one is close enough to notice.

    He goes to practice. He scores. He says he's fine.

    He writes it all down anyway, in a notebook his therapist told him to buy, in a house that feels too big and too quiet. Someone will find it eventually.

    He just doesn't expect it to be Shane.

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    OR: A Week in Ilya Rozanov’s Journal as he battles with depression.

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 73

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    Lo’ak is shuddering hard with each breath. His lips are pulled back, teeth bared a little. Grey around the mouth. Eyes open but not really seeing anything. But Jake can see Lo’ak’s chest going up and down in big pulls, and all he feels is relief. For a second, that’s all that matters. His son is breathing and alive. But the relief, however strong, bleeds out, and all he's left with is dread because something is very, very wrong.

     

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    Lo'ak walks to a beach with his dad's rifle. Jake finds out.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

    “A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

    The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

    They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”

    “Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”

    “Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”

    Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.

    “That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”

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    Ilya should have known better.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Were they actually fighting about Ted fucking Lasso? Shane buried his face in his hands and let out a long groan. Maybe he should’ve picked something else to watch, but it was right there, and it said continue watching, and it was so easy that how could he not? Plus, he’d been dying to know who was going to win the final match, because it turned out soccer was way more fun to watch when it was fictional.

    OR: Ilya and Shane discover that marriage comes with its fair share of arguments and most of them are silly. One of them isn't. (5+1 fic)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    When the Hollanders face a financial crisis that might end in bankruptcy, Shane finds himself agreeing to a deal that forces him into proximity with his archenemy to save his parents' legacy.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “Papa,” Shane starts, raising his voice to be heard, “who is that?”

    His father finishes sipping the wine in his goblet and turns his head to face Shane, who is still looking at the gladiator, and raises a brow at him. “You don’t know? He’s the most beloved gladiator in Rome, perhaps the entire empire. Never lost a fight.”

    He can’t be that beloved if I’ve never heard of him, Shane thinks. He does not voice this, but hums in acknowledgement instead.

    “And what’s his name? This great gladiator?”

    The voice of the Emperor of Rome sounds tinged with something almost like respect when he answers.

    Xanthos.”

    Shane, son of the Roman Emperor, attends a gladiatorial games for the first time in his life. He finds something much more entertaining there than the combat.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s thumb rubs slow circles into his hip, gaze dark and locked on him. “You’re doing so well, moya lyubov'.”
    Shane whimpers.
    “Such a good boy. Look at you—riding me like a slut.”
    “Just—just for you,” Shane chokes out, blushing hard, hips stuttering. “I—f-fuck—”
    “I know,” Ilya says, sitting up a little now, his mouth curving into a grin, holding steady on Shane’s hips. “You’re so good for me.”

    or: shane is overstimulated. ilya takes care of him afterwards.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “Is she alright?” Shane asks, voice tight.

    “We don’t know yet,” Hayden says, and now he sounds exhausted more than frantic. “She’s been colicky all night. Jackie and I decided to take her to the emergency room. But listen—Shane, can you watch Jade, Ruby, and Arthur? Just for tonight? I’d ask our parents, but my mom’s recovering from surgery and Jackie’s parents are on vacation. I don’t burden them.”

    “Of course,” Shane says almost immediately and Ilya’s chest swells with pride. He picked such a nice person like Shane, who is always ready to help. When Shane looks to Ilya for confirmation that it is okay, Ilya is already nodding. “When do you think you’ll be here by?”

    “Jackie and I are strapping the kids into the car now. Should be there in thirty minutes.” Hayden answers and Ilya hears the decisive thud of a car door.

    OR

    When Amber comes down with a fever, Hayden calls Shane and Ilya and asks if they can watch the rest of his kids during the one weekend they have off that season.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Once, belied by the notion of a city teeming with other Russians, he spent the day going from bakery to bakery in New York City, trying to find a cake that would even come close. It was the dead of winter, and he blamed any teariness on the way the wind whipped at his face. He ignored texts from everyone but Shane.

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    Медовик (medovik) is a Russian cake made with layers of cake, cream, and honey.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “You okay?” Shane asks quietly. His hand brushes against Ilya’s forehead. Ah.

    Shane thinks he is sick.

    He has never been around for this part before — it’s never hit him in the cottage during the summers, and Ilya’s been better since they moved in together. He smiles. It gets harder by the day to hide from Shane, who is so open with his own struggles and emotions, who lets Ilya comfort him and distract him when things get too much.

    “I’m fine, sweetheart.”

    Ilya goes through his first depressive episode since marrying Shane.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “Ah. Moy kotyonok,” Ilya smirked, “Is that why? You like when I call you my kitten?”

    Shane buried his face in his hands. Maybe he did like it, okay? He would never admit that to Ilya out loud though. “It’s embarrassing when you say it like that.”

    “No, no.” Ilya tutted, gently grabbing Shane’s chin and lifting his face up to meet his gaze. “Do not be embarrassed. I think you will be very cute cat.”

    Shane’s eyes widened, “Really? You think so?”

    Ilya nodded, “I can imagine it already. You, wearing your cat ears, drooling on my cock like it is catnip.”

    Or, Shane is curious about a new form of giving up control in his life. Ilya is more than willing to give his husband whatever he needs.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane is starting to get the impression that when he asked him to stay, he meant the whole night.

    But Shane doesn’t have a toothbrush.

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    An alternate look at the tuna melt scene and beyond.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Out of all Ilya’s terrible vices, repeatedly hiring the same escort might be the stupidest one he’s ever picked up.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Tweet by @OttawaCentaursOfficial
    March 1, 2022

    You asked, we…did something slightly different. Tune into our Instagram starting next week for Centaurs on Centaurs, a brand new series of short episodes where you’ll get to see your favorite hockey players interview each other!

    Or, the Ottawa Centaurs' version of Actors on Actors.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “You’re too far,” Shane murmurs, voice still gravel-rough. It’s barely an inch of space, but it feels unbearable.

    Ilya’s answering laugh ghosts against Shane’s cheek. “I’m right here.”

    “Not close enough.” Shane’s fingers curl at the nape of his neck, tugging him down until their foreheads meet.

    OR: Shane and Ilya, and domesticity.

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    08 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 84

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    Ilya whispered into Shane’s ear. “You want a child Shane Hollander? Want me to fill you up? You’ll get all big for me?”

    “Yes, Ilya Please.”

    “Please what?” He asked with a smile as he pushed his thumb into Shane’s slit.

    “P-please—agh fuck—put a baby in me Rosanov. F-fill me up—fuck.”

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    Shane and Ilya want to start a family.

    A little story of Shane's first pregnancy.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    When Shane Hollander moves to Boston to be with his longtime boyfriend, he doesn't expect to start developing feelings for his boyfriend's oldest friend and roommate, Ilya Rozanov.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    In the mirror, there are two very swift thoughts that run through Shane's mind.

    The first is that it feels almost blasphemous to see himself in anything other than a Montreal jersey, let alone a Boston one. The second thought, as he turns to peer over his shoulder to see Ilya's name across his shoulders, is that he is going to be verysore tomorrow.

    ———

    Shane teases Ilya with a special surprise when he flies in that night - Shane in his jersey.

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    08 Jun 2026

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