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"Victory was finally within reach. He just needed to execute the plan. He just needed to execute L. He should feel good right now. Why didn’t he feel good right now?"
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When Light gets his memories back he realizes not only that he is a God, but that he is much too human. -
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"Perhaps L’s biggest oversight when chaining Light to himself to observe and psychoanalyze him was not realizing that Light would observe and psychoanalyze L right back."
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L struggles with excessive skin picking and Light notices.
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Stan didn’t know what he expected. Just a larger version of the kid he had known in high school, really. Sure they were identical, but Stan hadn’t been the person who looked like his brother in a long time. New scars, constant stubble, greasy mullet, dirty clothes, couple new teeth…He wasn’t exactly his best self. Ford seemed to be doing just fine, last he heard, what with his fancy house up in the Pacific Northwest wilderness, so he had assumed that he would be more…stable.
He noted his shaking hands, the relentless pacing he had picked up, back and forth through the room like a caged animal. He took in the unshaved face, the sunken eyes with dark shadows so deep they may as well be bruises. He looked pale and skinny, like he hadn’t been eating enough. Still, Ford stared ahead, hands clutching a book he had picked up during his rambles, eyes flicking back and forth like he was reading the blank air.
What was this guy so afraid of way out here?
In which there's slightly more communication when Stan first comes to Gravity Falls, and it makes all the difference.
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.Rated M for graphic depictions of violence and language. Will continue adding tags as story develops.
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26 Mar 2026
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Light Yagami is a brilliant student with a future ahead of him—and a notebook he believes can kill.
There is no Death Note. No gods. No L.
Only the slipping grip of untreated illness, and a boy named Ryuzaki who sees the truth.
This fic is a quiet, alternate-universe retelling of Death Note, where there is no supernatural notebook—just a brilliant young man struggling with untreated mental illness, and another trying to understand him.
This fiction includes depictions of disordered eating behaviours as symptoms of untreated mental illness.Light’s experiences are rooted in symptoms of bipolar disorder with psychotic features. While this is a fictional portrayal, I tried to approach his journey with empathy and care. If you live with something similar, I hope this story respects that.
At its core, this is a story about losing control, reaching for structure, and finding grounding not in power, but in connection.
Feedback and thoughts are always welcome.
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23 Mar 2026
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Just for a second, I remembered myself by Romanoff_mylove
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
29 Mar 2026
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Mike has finally made it as an author. But writing about your own past can get complicated, especially when fans start to draw conclusions that point Mike in the direction of the person he's been writing about all along.
And living life is hard. Especially when you're doing it all on your own. But grief and love are a lot more similar than you might realise. They both tend to wake us up from the monotony of our lives.
OR: Mike has a horrible time, which somewhere along the way turns into a wonderful time.
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27 Feb 2026
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L is supposed to die on November 5. He knows this because he already has—over and over again. Each time, he wakes on October 31, trapped in the same six days leading to his death. Every loop brings new suspicions, new choices, and the same bitter truth: Light Yagami is Kira.
But if killing Light won’t stop the loop, and proving it only gets him killed faster, what is L meant to do with the time he’s been given? As days repeat and loyalties fray, detective and murderer are drawn into an intimacy neither of them can escape—one that may be the key to ending the cycle, or the reason it never breaks.
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L is stuck in a time loop, dying at Light’s hands again and again. The only way forward might be the one thing more dangerous than catching Kira: getting close to him.Series
- Part 1 of Happy Death Note Day
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13 Feb 2026
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Light’s body is only a costume. What L wants is the monster within it.
(or: L starts a sexual relationship with Light in order to draw Kira out, but once Kira appears, L just wants Light back.)
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09 Feb 2026