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Take the Blade Away from Me by AudBall33
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockeys next greatest thing. Alongside Ilya Rozanov, of course. What the public doesn’t know is that Canadas Golden Boy hides a lot under the surface. Shane struggles to love hockey again as he plays in the MLH after quitting his travel team three months before the draft. Reporters and journalists have endless guesses as to why, but when a shocking headline about Shane’s former coach rattles the hockey world, the truth is too close for comfort
Will Shane finally start his road to recovery, now that his biggest secret is out? Or will it all come crashing down around him?
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Or: Shane Hollander has been sexually abused by his hockey coach for most of his life
Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
07 Jul 2026
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He remembers a small conversation, insults passed back and forth. He remembers smiling, really smiling, for the first time in years.
They spent almost all of their free time talking. It was the best day Nathaniel had for a long time.
or. Neil and Andrew meet in Easthaven. This changes some things
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Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
20 May 2026
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Stealing A Kidney Would Have Been Kinder by Thefamilydisappointment
Fandoms: Degrassi the Next Generation, Degrassi
12 Aug 2024
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Campbell Saunders has been struggling at Degrassi from day 1, he feels constantly overwhelmed and he doesn't need anyone else making things worse. So when Dallas pretty much forces him to attend a party and he wakes up the next day hungover and unable to remember the previous night, he's not exactly thrilled. But more important than whatever happened, he still needs to figure out his chemistry homework and work on his power plays.
Between his own mind having it out for him and everyone trying to get involved, he starts to realize he may not be able to move on as easily as he thought.
Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
14 May 2026
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Your Broken Heart is Breaking Mine Too by carfaxcreature
Fandoms: Gilmore Girls (TV 2000)
08 Jun 2026
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Jess has been exiled to the small, saccharine town of Stars Hollow, tucked into the moss and mist of the Olympic Peninsula. There’s a diner downstairs, a gruff uncle behind the counter, and a local hockey star who gets under his skin. Jess figures he has three months—maybe less—before it all falls apart.
Luke Danes wants to do right by his nephew. What he doesn’t expect is how much damage lives beneath the anger and silence, or how little he understands what Jess has already survived.
And yet—between the near-constant rain, fluffy pancakes and mis-communications, maybe at the end of it all there is a little piece of home there for the both of them.
This is set during the 2nd and 3rd season
Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
22 Apr 2026
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“I’m thinking of ending things.”
James pressed his lips together hard as he fought the urge to suck in a breath at the words. He instinctively reached for his binder of prepared materials and began to flip through it as if it would have the answer, rustling the pages frantically as he did.
“Hello?”
James flinched. “Um, hi, yes sorry it’s uh-- it’s my first day.”
A pause. Then, dry as a bone: “Brilliant. You’d think they’d at least train you to tell people not to kill themselves before handing you a phone.”
James froze, then panicked. “Oh God-- you’re right, I mean, of course-- I didn’t-- oh, shit, I just--”
James’s rambling was interrupted by a quiet sound, over so quickly he almost missed it.
The caller had laughed.
At him.
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A muggle college AU where James is a Psychology student who starts working at a crisis center. His first caller is dry, guarded, and somehow familiar, despite being a perfect stranger. Night after night their conversations continue, blurring all the lines between them, until the caller finally makes a choice that changes both their lives forever.
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Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
28 Feb 2026
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Andrew Minyard is a very wanted man-- by the police, a certain Edgar Allan player, and the King of Exy himself. When Riko blackmails Andrew into spending Christmas break at the Nest, the Foxes expect the worst while the Ravens expect an easy target.
What the Ravens receive, however? A very pissed-off, sober, and down bad Andrew Minyard. One look at a trapped Neil Josten and he's come to a decision: survive these two weeks, destroy Riko to the best of his abilities, and take Neil home with him.
Shit follows, as it so often does.
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AU where Neil has been a Raven his whole life and a flipped ending of The Raven King because of it.
Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
12 Jan 2026
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Cogito, ergo sum (I think, therefore I am) by Cas_pian
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Jun 2026
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Neil Josten has spent his whole life running. He knows the rules: keep moving, keep lying, keep quiet. But when a chance at something more dangerous than safety drags him off the sidelines, Neil finds himself caught between a past he can't run from and a future he didn't think he could have.
Or what if Neil were a little more anxious, a little more traumatised and a little more scary?
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Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
28 Dec 2025
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Home is a Prayer in the Dark by blackberrybrambleOrion
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 Aug 2024
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“You have to go.” Nathaniel’s voice left no room for argument, but Jean was still pulling himself back into his body.
“Go?” He croaked. Nate started throwing clothes at Jean as he spoke. He debated packing them a bag, but it would take too much time.
“I have Riko’s keys and can pick the front lock.” he said “Everyone is either asleep or distracted with ERC bullshit. There will never be another time and if you do not leave, Riko will kill Kevin, then you, and then me. I will not let that happen. You and Kevin are leaving.”
Jean’s breathing sped up as Nate shoved a sweatshirt over his bare chest “Nate what’s going on?”
Nathaniel's face twisted in anguish. There was no easy way to break the news. Nate gripped Jean’s hand in an attempt to keep the shaking within his own at bay. “Riko broke Kevin’s hand. Shattered it. He’s never going to play again. You have to get him out. You both have to get out.”OR
Just another Raven!Neil AU but my personal take on it.Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
16 Dec 2025
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Love In My Void by ash_morrison
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jan 2026
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Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.
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Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
04 Dec 2025
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Seein' You Tonight, It's a Bad Idea, Right? by lucianowriter
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander might be Canada's latest hockey phenom, but he's harboring a huge secret that could end his career. He's FTM trans. Shane is determined to keep his identity under wraps, but then Ilya Rozanov enters his life and keeping secrets becomes ten times harder.
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Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
03 Dec 2025
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Neil gets sold into sex trafficking by the Moriyamams when he was six.
He gets adopted by Wymack and Betsy almost a year later.
He deals with his severe trauma with unhealthy coping mechanisms….
After another traumatic event, his parents try to help him through his mental health struggle.Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
25 Nov 2025
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Neil has spent the last 2 years numb and floating through life in a drugged haze, forced to run from his father with his mother since he was 8 years old. At least he was with his mother, now he's on his own in the suffocatingly small town that is Millport but of course it wasn't quite small enough.
Bookmarked by Uhh idk (Ghosting_yourself)
09 Nov 2025
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“I went to visit Moony in the hospital wing,” he finally admitted.
“Without us? We would have gone with you.”
“I wanted to go alone. I needed to talk to him.” Sirius pulled his robes around him tightly against the cold, damp air.
“About what? Wasn’t he asleep?”
“Yeah, he was for a while. That’s why I was gone so long because Poppy wouldn’t let me in until he woke up.”
“What was so important that you couldn’t wait until he got out of the infirmary?”
Sirius paused again. James nudged him with his elbow to encourage him to continue. “I saw his mark.”
James stopped walking. “Oh?”
“It’s the same as mine.”Sirius and Remus decide to take it slow after finding out they are soulmates at 15, so as not to muck everything up with their teenage hormone-addled brains before they even finish school. It’s admirable, really, the amount of restraint they have. Enter heartbreak, espionage, and so, so much yearning.
Longfic spanning the Marauders' years at Hogwarts 4-7
Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
16 Oct 2025
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Gnaw by Iwishnewtwasalive
Fandoms: The Maze Runner (Movies), The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner
29 May 2024
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After Newts suicide attempt in the glade, things never went as planned’. It seemed as things just got worse in the long run, with the glade and with Newt himself. Minho and Alby try to save him , while Newt rejects the help.
You have to do your part in the maze right? , and that doesn’t involve saving Newt.
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or ; Newt is insanely mentally unwell, nobody knows how to go about it, as he shuts people out. Will he recover or not?
|| PLEASE read tags, this will have lots of self-harm descriptions, etc.
Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
06 Oct 2025
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Be Nice To Me by Fortheloveofexy for lacklusterlion
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
02 Feb 2025
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Art inspired by "Be Nice To Me" by the Front Bottoms.
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Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
15 Sep 2025
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A month after the convenience store shooting that left him fighting to survive, Lucas Adams is back at Grey Sloan. As old wounds resurface alongside new scars, Lucas learns the hardest battles aren’t always the ones most people see, but with Simone and Amelia in his corner, they are no longer battles he has to fight alone.
With months of recovery still ahead, a trial that brings family to town and longstanding tensions back to the surface, and a life in the process of being stitched back together, Lucas is forced to navigate a minefield he hoped he’d left behind. This is a story about trauma, recovery, and the people who help you through the ups and downs of an imperfect healing process.
Sequel to Aftermath. Can be read alone, but the first one adds a little extra context. Canon divergent after 21x8.
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- Part 2 of Black Sheep and Shepherds
Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
15 Aug 2025
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“I know your identity!” Tim blurts out.
“What?” Batman gasps, clearly confused.
“I know your identity, and if you take me to the hospital and call CPS, I’m going to tell everyone!”
Tim pauses for a moment, out of breath.
“You’re” Tim lowered his voice, “Bruce Wayne. Nightwing is Richard Grayson and Robin is Jason Todd,”
(Bruce feels a massive headache coming on.)
OR: When Bruce finds an injured Tim Drake during his patrol, his mother hen instincts kick in and he takes Tim to live in the manor.
Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
26 Jul 2025
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This House Dont Feel Like Home by Booklandia2538
Fandoms: Red Robin (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
16 Mar 2026
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Tim Drakes life is exactly where he wants it to be. He is 16 and finally feels loved by his family. He is Red Robin, he has friends, he is happy. Then his real mother and father come home and it all comes crashing down.
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Tim is forced back into the Drake household and hates life. Sorry not sorry.
(NOT ABANDONED! WILL NEVER BE ABANDONED! I just haven't had time to upload, sorry! SOON!)
Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
26 Jul 2025
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The Canary and The Coal Mine by DruidQueen89
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Empires SMP
23 Jan 2026
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Following Tango and Jimmy through the Life Series and beyond, watch as they become friends and eventually more. The good and the bad, the blessings and the curses.
Complete!
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- Part 1 of CATCM Universe
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Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
11 Jul 2025
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“Sirius left when Regulus was fifteen years old. He tried to get Regulus to come with, but he was afraid. He spent his whole life afraid. And angry. And jealous. Jealous of Sirius. Really fucking jealous. They went through the same shit at home, so why did they turn out so different? Growing up, Regulus constantly wondered why Sirius was bold, and why he was shy. Why Sirius was loud, and why he was quiet. Why, and honestly how, Sirius knew who he was and what he wanted, when Regulus was frozen in place. Always at odds within himself. Always lost. Never quite sure who he even was.“
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When Sirius moved out, he created his own family. Regulus wanted that too, and he got it. Barty, Evan, and Dorcas were his whole life. It was pure bliss.
But what happens when Barty becomes friends with James, and Dorcas starts dating Marlene, and Evan has classes with Remus? What happens when Regulus can’t leave his mother behind? What happens when Regulus’ found family, starts leaving him for Sirius? Does he start over? Does he try to fit in with Sirius’ family? What if he just stopped? Stopped trying, stopped being?
A story of found family and sibling angst.
Bookmarked by Blue (Ghosting_yourself)
11 Jul 2025