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    EBUG by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    30 Aug 2026

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    “So we’re keeping the baby?” He asked, trying to keep his voice steady even as tears welled in his eyes.

    “Well,” her voice broke, “yes. If you want it too. I know the timing is terrible but with everything…we might not be able to again.” He walked to her, dropped to his knees burying his face in her soft, flat stomach and kissing her warm skin.

    “Of course I want it. I want everything with you.”

    In a universe in which Shane is conceived while his parents are in college much stays the same, but much changes too:

    David Hollander is a professional level goalie, but gives up that dream to raise Shane, instead becoming the Centaurs’ emergency backup goalie.

    Shane is diagnosed with autism, trusts Ilya with his diagnosis, and they get together sooner.

    OR

    One fateful night, David Hollander is called to take the ice and discovers his son’s secret relationship.

    *now with EPILOGUE*

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Nastya by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    20 Aug 2026

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    SOCHI INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT

    The police officers settled themselves across from Ilya.

    “Mister Rozanov, are you the son of Officer Gregorei Rozanov, brother of Officer Alexei Rozanov, and uncle of Anastatia Rozanova?” Panic for himself was quickly replaced by panic for his family. 

    “Yes, I am. Are they alright?” Something flashed in the blue eyes of the officer, it looked like sadness. 

    “I am truly sorry to tell you this, Mister Rozanov. No, they are not.”

    In a timeline where Russia doesn’t loose to Latvia and then doesn’t loose at all, everything changes. Olympic gold medalist Ilya Rozanov becomes a single father to his niece and Shane becomes publicly engaged to another man.

    This is the story of how a five year old girl and Yuna Hollander bring our star crossed lovers back to each other.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    hold me tight (or don’t) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    12 Jul 2026

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    Lily: Sorry, I didn’t get to say goodbye

    Shane had found the message sweet despite his disappointment. Now it just feels… ominous.

    That’s usually the point when Shane has to get out of bed and pace around his bedroom and remind himself that, if Ilya is ghosting him (he is not, he’s not, he’s not), then he is also ghosting the rest of the fucking world. Because that is the thing that truly, really, terrifies him.

    No one has heard of Ilya Rozanov in nearly three weeks.

    Shane hasn’t been getting much sleep lately.

    Or:

    After Tampa. Things between Shane and Ilya are finally starting to look stable… until Ilya drops off the face of the Earth with little warning. Shane spirals (a lot) and decides he’s going to find his man if it’s the last thing he does.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Enter, pursued by turkeys by ,

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Feb 2026

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    As Ilya wanders the streets of Ottawa on January 1, 2010, two fuck-off enormous birds pursue him straight into the arms of his rival (or, more specifically, into his rival's mother's car).

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    06 Sep 2026

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    the system breaking beneath us by ,

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    29 Apr 2026

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    06 Sep 2026

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    this whole damn world can fall apart by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    16 May 2026

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    “I’m here. I’m here,” comes through, finally. “Sorry, just- I’m here. What do you need?”

    “Just talk,” Ilya begs, not even caring how pathetic he sounds. “Please.”

    “Okay, okay,” Hollander breathes. “You know. I keep thinking. This isn’t right. There’s something fucking wrong.”

    “Of course there’s something wrong, Hollander! Your building is on fire!”

    “I fucking know, Rozanov!”

    Or:

    Pre-tunamelt, in peak situationship era, Hollanov’s building catches fire… with Ilya still inside.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    it’s the terror of knowing what this world is about by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    03 May 2026

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    He’s about to unlock the door when his phone buzzes, no doubt with an apology or an explanation. Someone screams outside of the bathroom. There’s a loud noise. More screams. What the-

    His phone buzzes again.

    Jane: don’t come out

    Jane: hide

    Jane: guns

    Jane: idk what’s happening

    Jane: call the cops

    Or

    Shane, Ilya, Scott Hunter and a bunch of MHL players find themselves in a hostage situation in the middle of the Las Vegas award ceremony. (Mid-situationship, the year pre-tuna melt).

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    05 Sep 2026

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    cross your thoughtless heart by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    08 Apr 2026

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    “Is that it?” Ilya ask dryly at the exact same time.

    “Are you fucking kidding me, Rozanov?” Shane snaps, still feeling his heart in his ears. “Is that not bad enough for you?!”

    “Some people burn dolls, some people shoot them,” he has the gall to shrug. “I get threats like that all the time. No big deal.”

    “Yeah, well, I get them too, asshole, so I know this isn’t normal. It is a big deal.”

    Or:

    In the middle of a Montreal vs Boston game a threat against Ilya Rozanov becomes a security concern… and Shane Hollander kinda loses it. Just a little. In his defense, he’s pretty justified to be worried, okay? He is NOT overreacting.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    what’s gonna be left of the world (if you’re not in it) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Mar 2026

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    “What? Hollander too scared to face me?” Ilya chirps, because if he goes another minute without at least mentioning the man that has been consuming his every thought for two weeks he might go insane. He needs someone else to acknowledge his existence, his absence, to fucking tell him what’s going on so he can finally get it off his mind. It’s just a stupid mystery. That’s why it bugs him.

    And then Hayden Pike looks up. Dark bruised circles under his eyes, face pale like a sheet, eyes red rimmed and puffy like he has been crying all day. The face of a man mourning.

    Ilya feels like the ice might crack under him. Something’s wrong with Shane.

    ***

    Set pre-Tuna melt: something has happened to Shane Hollander, but of course no one is telling his life long rival what happened.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Allies or Enemies by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    25 Aug 2026

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    Cliff slowly eases the phone out of Ilya's sleeping hand. He answers, putting the call on loudspeaker.
    'Rozanov. Thank fuck. I know you probably don't want to hear from me. But I was just fucking mugged. I don't know where the fuck I am. And my phone is going to die. Can you-'
    'Is that Shane fucking Hollander?!' Brad yells.
    There's a long pause before Shane speaks again. 'I'm in fucking hell.'

    ***
    With Ilya indisposed, the Raiders rescue Shane from a terrible night in Boston.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    We Can Burn Brighter Than The Sun by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Dec 2025

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    Hollander gestures to where they’re sitting and asks, “This okay?”
    Rozanov yells, once more, “Puppies!”

    --
    OR: The Stanley Cup Champion Ottawa Centaurs Do Buzzfeed's Puppy Interview

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Jan 2026

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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
    --
    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    30 Aug 2026

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    I’ll Believe in Anything (Except That) by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    26 Aug 2026

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    In another timeline, Shane and Ilya hook up in Room 1410, Ilya slips out unnoticed, and they spend the next seven years trapped in the situationship from hell we all know and love.

    In this one, Yuna Hollander walks in just as Ilya goes to leave and—through the combined power of misunderstanding, miscommunication, and a frankly alarming lack of follow-up—Shane and Ilya start dating in 2010.

    Given the chance to grow up with rather than against each other, Shane and Ilya build a life thats steadier, safer, and far less frightening than their canon. Their rivalry fizzles before it ever has the chance to fully ignite, replaced by hockey’s most beloved “bromance", and in 2015, they find the courage to do the one thing their canon counterparts never got to do: tell the NHL and the world.

    There is just one problem: No one believes them.

     

    OR: Despite Shane and Ilya being out for two years, Scott Hunter is still considered the first openly gay player in the NHL, much to Ilya’s indignation.

    ACT I: Ch. 1–11 | Complete | 2010–2015 | 107k
    ACT II: Ch. 12–? | Ongoing | 2015+

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    28 Aug 2026

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    oh well, I guess we're gonna find out! by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    10 May 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    This is heaven and I'd die for it by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Mar 2026

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    For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.

    And then the bubble pops.

    With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.

    --

    After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    tell me something honest (so the memories turn dark) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    17 Aug 2026

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    Shane.

    The only person who makes every scary moment better.

    Another bang. A crack. A weird huff of air sensation, feeling like something was blowing out. The plane, Ilya thought, dropping slowly, uncontrollably, falling out of the sky.

    “What the fuck?” The familiar voice of Wyatt Hayes, coming from the row in front of Ilya, tinges of fear and confusion. “Are we falling out of the fucking sky?”

     

    OR, the centaurs’ plane does crash.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    What If We Did Kiss? by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    16 Aug 2026

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    What if Shane had sent the “We didn’t even kiss” text message instead of deleting it?

    OR

    2014 MLH Awards Vegas Fix-It

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    19 Aug 2026

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    The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows by

    Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types

    05 Aug 2026

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Until You Breathe Again by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    08 Apr 2026

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Too Early by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    06 Aug 2026

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    Marly: Roz
    Marly: Roz
    Marly: Roz
    Marly: I think I’m bilingual 

    **

    J.J. and Marly hook up after a Boston and Montreal match, effectively discovering that they are both bisexual. Unfortunately, they could not figure this out themselves, and Ilya and Shane are woken up at the ass crack of dawn to help with their friends' inability to process their feelings.

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    16 Aug 2026

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