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DOGTOOTH by lethargicWaste
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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“What is word for this?” Ilya brought his own thumb up to press it against Shane’s, applying more pressure to his lip. “Liking things in your mouth.”
Shane flushed a deep red, face heating up as he pulled his thumb away. “I—it isn’t…”
“Hey,” Ilya pressed a kiss to Shane’s hair, reassuring him. “Is nothing to be embarrassed about.”
Or; Shane has an oral fixation and Ilya wants to indulge him in every possible way that he can.
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Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
But Shane is in a hospital.And Ilya is here.
He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.
“Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”
Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.
(canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)
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“Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”
Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.
Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.
“I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.
The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.
He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.
(shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)
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29 May 2026
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“Just-” Ilya starts, intending to tease, the offer of a massage more about getting Hollander back in a more relaxed headspace than anything else, but then the wire-tight tension in the muscles under his fingers registers, and he frowns, pressing testingly before making a noise of disapproval. “Fuck, Hollander, you are secretly doing crime or what?”
“What?” Hollander asks, confused, starting to lift his head before Ilya pushes it back down absently, focused now on feeling out the knots Hollander seems to be completely made of. He’s felt tension in Hollander’s shoulders before, usually during coaxing little squeezes while coaching him through learning how to deep throat, but he’s always written it off as nerves from learning something new.
Now he wonders if Hollander is just nerves, period.
(the "ilya massages shane" fic inspired by hudson saying that playing shane made him sore because he was so tense all the time)
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This is not enough by hufflepuffmackenzie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn't expect for Shane to be so submissive. He also doesn’t plan for Shane to drop after their first time.
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28 May 2026
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Shane sends a message without fully thinking it through, are you disappointed in me?
No. Comes through immediately. I told you, good game to watch. It makes me happy to see you lose once in a while. I think you need to be brought down a notch.
Shane’s face crumples with confusion. His heart flutters but his nostrils still flare with annoyance. Rozanov isn’t disappointed with him. He’ll ignore the last two sentences of that text. Although he thinks he knows what's coming after them.
I can take you down a notch. Send address. Rozanov texts.
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Still by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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It permeated his brain. The intoxicating smell of simple bar soap, laundry detergent, a hint of sweat, and Ilya. It was like a soft blanket surrounding his thoughts, cushioning them, slowing them down. He’d been so busy, so stressed, by both his life and his secrets. Everything was so complicated, so confusing, so anxiety-inducing, that he couldn’t remember the last time he’d truly been able to take a full inhale. So, as he knelt there, breathing, pressing into the man above him, Shane felt himself relax bit by bit, his anxieties and ruminating worries finally slipping away.
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Or, Shane learns that cockwarming quiets his brain.Series
- Part 1 of Hollanov
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27 May 2026
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found connection (baby i can't stop calling you) by aquilanovae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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Shane calls a phone sex hotline and gets Ilya crooning unspeakable filth in his ear. It kind of devolves from there.
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Ilya is a college student in Boston working on the side as a phone sex operator, Shane is still a hockey player. They have toe-curling, back-cracking dirty phone sex and end up catching feelings along the way.
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dinner with a view by aquilanovae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Mar 2026
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"'That’s still a lot of windows,' Shane comments offhandedly.
He turns around and is almost caught off guard by the hunger in his husband’s eyes.
'Yes. It is.'
He thinks that, maybe, this is what prey feels when they know they’ve been caught.
aka I fix episode 2 but set it eight years later. they have rough window sex. it's a whole thing.
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- Part 3 of my kink is you
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23 May 2026
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"Don't like it," Shane insisted shakily. "M'not a dog."
The hand gripping his waist flexed. Ilya tugged the collar again and Shane keened, high and reedy. He took his bottom lip between his teeth to quiet himself. It did nothing to stop him from gasping needily when Ilya's hand shifted to cup him through his jeans.
"Mm, no, you are not. But you like when I say it, yes?" Ilya pressed, voice low and condescending. It washed over Shane like a drug.
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Shane gets looped into wearing a dog collar for Halloween. Ilya takes advantage of the situation.
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20 May 2026
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Shane Hollander just loves to be filled up. Ilya Rozanov lives to please his man.
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20 May 2026
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“You just need to practice, then?”
“Um. Yeah, I guess.”
Ilya’s hand has not moved from Shane’s knee, his thumb rubbing soothing circles into the skin there, his touch warm even through the layer of his comforter.
“We could practice together,” Ilya says casually, a small purse to his lips. As if Shane’s brain is not screeching to a violent halt, his mouth falling open around a choked noise.
“That’s not—that’s not funny.”
“Is not a joke,” Ilya says firmly, suddenly serious. “If you are so afraid to be bad, I can teach you. Then you can go kiss a pretty girl, and you can impress her. Whatever.” Ilya shrugs, dark blue eyes darting across Shane’s face, a searching look.
Or, Shane has never been kissed before. Ilya offers to teach him how.
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- Part 7 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)
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Ilya bites at the shell of his ear, Shane’s chest stuttering with an amused huff. Ilya smiles, his hand skimming the top of Shane’s pants, dipping just beneath the waistband and—
He feels lace, soft and delicate underneath his fingers, curved over the swell of Shane’s hip. He pauses at the same time that he can feel Shane go tense.
“Shane?” His voice is a whisper of breath, his nail following the hem of Shane’s panties, stopping when he finds the small bow that rests right at the center.
Or, Shane Hollander in lingerie.
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- Part 6 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)
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19 May 2026
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i can hear them singin' (to love me is to suffer me) by FlowerCitti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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He thinks the thing that his father hated more than he did Ilya was his inability to control him.
But even as the colossal fuck-up that his father saw him as—he was brilliant at hockey. The best that his coaches had ever seen. He thinks it is the only semi-reedamable quality that his father sees in him. But even that had not made Grigori Rozanov want to look at him.
(Or, Ilya Rozanov learns how to be loved.)
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- Part 2 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)
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“Well?” Shane’s voice catches, teeth gritting as his fingers clench into unforgiving porcelain.
Ilya breathes out. “I can smell you from all the way down the hall.”
Shane swallows, rolling his eyes as his head drops. “Fuck off.”
Ilya pushes himself off from the wall, the heels of his shoes clicking against the tile. Shane doesn’t even fight it when Ilya takes his chin between his fingers, blissfully suffocated by the alpha’s proximity.
Or, a Las Vegas heat fic.
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- Part 1 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)
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Lily:
Are you busy this weekend?Jane:
I’m always busyShane doesn’t consider how that might sound until his phone buzzes again less than ten seconds later.
Lily:
You have girlfriend now?Jane:
No
No I don’t have a girlfriend
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Months pass. Hookups happen. Life goes on, but Shane can’t stop thinking about how Rozanov made him feel that night - how he unwound him from all the thoughts threatening to crush him to death and melted him down into nothing. It was bliss. Some sort of weird, fucked up flow state.
He wants it again. He just didn’t expect it to happen tonight. All he’s here for is to grab the Rolex he accidentally left behind this afternoon.
or: After a long day of expectations thrust upon him, Shane gets jealous and needy and stays past his welcome in Ilya’s hotel suite. Soft dom Ilya makes his return to help him into subspace, but with more intimate methods this time. [Sequel to Tethered/Untethered]
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Shane feels wrong. Off. It’s their last night at the hotel and he should be out with his teammates but he can’t move. Can’t think of anything but the keycard on his dresser and the pull to that room three stories up. He and Ilya have fucked plenty this week. That’s not what this is. Shane needs something else.
or: Shane is anxious and dysregulated and yearning and he goes to Ilya’s hotel room to accidentally get non-sexually soft-dommed out of his mind
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You Keep Me Warm by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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Shane exhaled sharply. "You know," he murmured, voice thick, "my favorite ways are this..." he arched again beneath him, emphasizing the point. Ilya’s breath stutters faintly at the flush contact before steadying, adjusting his position so the pressure stays even, intentional, controlled. He lets the reaction exist without letting it take over. "And having something in my mouth." The admission bloomed between them, lazy and warm, the kind of truth that only surfaced when he was this pliant, this boneless beneath Ilya’s touch.
Ilya’s fingers paused. "Something?" he echoed roughly. His thumb brushed the corner of Shane’s mouth, lingering. "Or someone?"
Shane’s lips parted around a breathless laugh, catching Ilya’s thumb between his teeth for a brief, teasing nip. "Both I guess. Like my mouth guard, pen caps, hoodie strings…" His tongue darted out to soothe the spot he’d bitten. His hips shifted restlessly beneath Ilya’s weight, the movement deliberate. "Your fingers. Your cock. Just..." he swallowed thickly. "Just want to feel something there. For a while."
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Shane and Ilya venture into cockwarming
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- Part 5 of Hollanov’s Terms & Conditions
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14 May 2026
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Fluent in What We Never Named by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane blinked at Rose. "What," he asked, voice flattening. His fingers twitched against his glass, condensation dripping onto the tablecloth. The words didn't compute. A relationship dynamic sounded like something from a psychology textbook, not whatever chaotic, magnetic pull existed between him and Ilya. "What dynamic? Nothing like that is going on."
Rose’s fingers froze against her glass. She studied Shane’s face. Watching the furrow between his brows, the way his jaw tensed like he was bracing for impact. He genuinely didn’t know. The realization hit her then. “Shane,” she said slowly, “you seriously don’t see it?”
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Shane realizes that he and Ilya are in a very under negotiated D/s relationship
Google doc of fic chapter 5 starts on page 72!
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- Part 1 of Hollanov’s Terms & Conditions
